People think I look emo n shit. I ain't emo and plus! It's not bad to be emo wtf.

Excuse my eyebrows

They look like boxes.

Sorry bbys! I took down the pic cause I'm crusty 😂

Danielle pov.

"Grayson I wanna go home" I said my eyes filling up with tears. My eyes burning up. My whole body heating up. I seen him nod with a grown and I was driven home.

"Danielle... I'm so sorry" Grayson says. I just smiled a bit. Knowing he did that just to cover up.

And I was thankful for that.

"It's okay Gray. I'm glad you covered up for me. Bye" I said waving and he gave me a small grin waving back.

I turned around to hear the car leave. I unlocked my house going to my mom immediately. I needed to let her know. The chemo they have me on has to be strong.

I mean I've barely started the treatment and my hair is already falling out.

"Oh honey... It's going to be okay. You'll still, always will be my beautiful girl ya know" My mom whispered as I started to cry. I just let out another sob. I wanted to let it all out. This sucked.

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"Ethan I'm sorry for not telling you" I whispered as I saw him around school.

I can tell he's been trying to ignore me. Avoid me and not talk to me. I feel horrible for lying and it hurts.

He turned to face me and slowly looked up to my eyes making me catch hold of my breath. I got nervous and started to crack my fingers. A wierd habbit of mine.

(my crush noticed this and to this day I still do this 😂)

"I-its okay Danielle" He says partially frowning. Quickly smiling a bit. I let out a sigh I didn't know I was holding in.

"I miss talking to you ethan" I whispered. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my body. Holding me close.

"It's only been since yesterday" Ethan said laughing a bit. I giggled shaking my head.

"A long time!" I said making a smile appear on his face.

"Hey bro" Grayson said making me pull apart from Ethan. Grayson fist bumping Ethan. I smiled at the gesture as Grayson made his way to stand next to me.

Right. We're 'dating'.

"You okay?" Grayson whispered hugging me. I hugged back saying a quiet 'yeah'.

We pulled away as Ethan stood with a sad expression. My eyes wondering to his as his face was replaced with a smile.

"I got to go" I said as I heard my name being called through the intercom. Saying it was time for my chemo check-up.

"Where are you going?" Grayson asked. I shrugged and Ethan had already left. Making me feel kind of sad.

"Chemotherapy" I had said quietly turning away making my way to the office to where my mom stood.

"Lets go" She said patting my back as we made our way to our car.

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"Ah" I whimpered as the big needle made its way into my skin. Piercing the flesh making the treatment fill my body.

"How have you been honey?" The lady had said taking a look at a clip board marking things down.

"Not so well, but that's okay" I said tiredly. It hurt to know I'm not doing well, but I don't care if I'm happy or not. As long as other people are happy I'm fine. I may not be here for long, but as long as I'm here I want people to smile because of me.

"I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better Danielle" She said with a soft smile making me nod mirroring her smile. She took out the needle making my whole body shiver feeling the needle.

"All done. Have you had any symptoms your curious about?" She asked. I look to my mom and back to her.

"My hair had started to fall out and I've been throwing up sometimes" I said as she nodded noting it down.

"That is perfectly fine. Throwing up cleanses the body from the chemo. Peeing also releases the chemo. Hair falling out will happen. It's a natural thing. Other than that your doing just fine" She smiled and we headed out the room.

"See you soon" She said sweetly. I nodded with my mom and we entered the car. Feeling tired.

How long can I keep this from Ethan...?

Note- maybe things should heat up some more. And be a short book. Idk I have a few idea's, but feel free to comment your idea's. I could definitely use some 🐢