Danielle pov.

This all happened so suddenly.

I never thought the life of my parents would be taken so fast. I'm still very young. I just wish my parents would be here throughout the whole way.

I mean cancer sucks. My parents were big supporters. They still are I'm sure, I know they will be watching me. Hoping im okay and kicking cancers ass.

I sighed a bit and my doctor came in.

"Hello Danielle, how are you feeling?" he asked. I have a weak smile as he went around the room the look at the check board.

"I'm alright" I say lightly as he smiled.

"That's really great. So here it says your doing fine. You'll just need a few more days here and we'll send you home. You'll need to take it easy, okay Mrs. Danielle?" he finished making me laugh a bit.

"Yes I'll take it easy for sure" I said as me gave me thumbs up and left the room closing the door softly.

He's a real nice guy. He wasn't so old, he was probably in his late thirties. He had a glow with patients around here. He was just a really nice person to get along with.

I heard a knock and the door opened to see a nurse.

"Ethan dolan would like to see you if that's alright?" she asked and I nodded. She left the room and soon Ethan came in with a smile brought to his lips.

"Hey Dani" he said softy asking for permission to sit on the side of the hospital bed. Of course I let him.

"Hey, how have you been?" I asked as he gave me a hug. He chuckled.

"Good, but I wish you were back in school. I miss you a lot. Its not the same you know?" he said sadly. I blushed.

"I miss you too. It sucks staying in here all day. I want to get out" I said as he pouts.

"I wish I could get you out, but you need to get better. My girl needs to get better so we can do crazy things together" he says.

"Well i-uh not my gi-girl I mean uhmm... I'm sorry" he whispers in the end. I giggle.

"Its okay... Its cute" I says looking down at my fingers.

"Re- uhh heh" he says slightly embarrassed. I giggle and he purses his lips together with a huge grin on his face.

"Yes really" I say as he chuckles. He looks up at me making me squint my eyes.

"What?" I ask bringing my hands to my face covering it up. He laughs.

"Stop, you know I hate when people stare at me Ethan" I say smiling. He bites his lip.

"Don't hate it. You're beautiful. Embrace it" he says removing my hands slowly. I feel my cheeks heat up for the millionth time today.

"Trust me. You're such a beautiful person inside and out. No denying it. There's not a thing I would change about you" he says grasping my hands in his.

"Thank you Ethan. I would like to change one thing though" I whispered. He pushed aside a piece of hair away from my face.

"What is it Danielle?" He asked confused.

"My cancer"

Note - fUcK me it's 2018 and IVE BEEN EATING CAKE, JUNK FOOD, AND FOOD. BINGE WATCHING DOLAN TWINS AND FUCKING SHANE DAWSON EVERY DAY.

I'm such a mess omg I wanna cry.

But fuck it's worth it.

Anyways IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING. MY BRAIN WAS DEAD BUT NOW ITS NOT.

I WANT TO START A NEW BOOK. A GRAYSON BOOK.

WELL ITS LATE.

GOODNIGHT BABY CAKES ILYYY 😤💖