after we ate I went upstairs and got ready while Alex was giving Nathan a bath downstairs. as I came into my bathroom I had to puke. so I puked up what I had just eaten and brushed my teeth again for the third freaking time! but I put on a black tank top that was my size but then I saw the bump and changed into the bigger size of my black tank top. I put on skinny jeans and my converse and waved / slightly curled my hair put on red lipstick mascara and brown eyeshadow.

I went downstairs and Alex had just finished putting Nathan in his clothes. it was about 3 in the afternoon and me and Alex wanted to take Nathan to the park. so we got in the car and drove to the park. when we got there we took nate to the swings and put him in the baby swings. he was small for his age. he was almost 2 years old and since we didn't do the party like we wanted for his 1st birthday which was really sad we want to give him a party with all of the family on Alex's side. if my parents walked out on us and tyler didn't stay then my son won't see my side of the family again.

when Nathan wanted to get out we let him walk. he went over to the playground and started up the stairs. I followed him up the stairs and sat on the little bench up there. Alex was waiting for Nathan to come down the slide and caught nate when he did come down. it was about 3 hours after of being there at the park we decided to go get something to eat when I had an idea. since the guys haven't seen Nathan yet I thought that we could all have dinner out.

plus this would be the first time I have been out with friends and Nathan since nate was born. I called the guys and we were meeting them at Joe's Italian restaurant. we got there before the guys did and all at once a minute after we came mark and James came through the door. I got up and hugged them both and Alex did that boy handshake with them and they played around with nate and was telling me he is so big and what not. " hey where's luke?'' mark asked. " uh he isn't welcomed anymore, guys." Alex said. " why not?" James asked. " well he was dating tyler angel's brother and dumped him and made tyler run off." " woah, he was gay?" " yeah but no he was bi." "didn't see that coming."

" well, im sorry angel I know you and tyler were close." mark said, " yeah I'm sorry I wish I could find him and bring him back to you." James said following marks reply. " it's fine you guys I'm used to people leaving." " what do you mean?'' " well my parents left tyler left the other side of my family doesn't talk to0 me anymore so I am alone beside you guys Alex and Nathan." " wow I'm so sorry but I couldn't help but notice that big rock on your finger." " its fine and yeah did Alex tell you guys?'' " well he told us he was going to do it but he didn't say when but I guess he did today." " yeah I'm so happy." " we are glad your happy and we are happy to be the uncles of this little rascal right here.' I smiled and shortly after we ordered our food came.

when the smell of the food hit my nose I had to puke I got up and ran to the bathroom. I instantly puked. I just hope they don't find out yet I need to tell Alex tomorrow. I don't think I can keep this a secret much longer. I went back out and sat down. " is everything okay?" James asked. " yeah I just had to puke I think I'm getting a little sick." ' a little if you are puking your sick." " how long have you been puking?' " uhh I just had to right now that's all.'' mark gave me a look that wasn't convinced but went with my word anyways. I ate my food and Nathan ate his messily and mark and James talked while eating with Alex.

after we all ate we went home. I took a shower and got my pj's out. Alex put Nathan to sleep. I put my clothes on and went to bed. Alex took his clothes off and slept in his boxers.