Mark flopped down on the couch, Felix following, practically laying on Mark. Looking at the time, it was nearly midnight. Mark groaned. Today had been a blur.

They had spent all day and night with the rehearsals and had just arrived home. It had been a constant cluster fuck, making sure everything was ready for tomorrow. Mark had only been half there through the day, the other half being very aware of every human that was in the vicinity.

Mark let out a sigh. He was exhausted. Felix readjusted himself, scooting up Mark's body and laying his head on his chest.

Felix, Mark whined, his body pinned under him. We need to go to bed. Not that Mark made anymove to push him off. Not moving sounded much better.

God, The last thing I want to do is to move. And youre pretty comfy at the moment. Mark chuckled, relenting and placed a hand on Felixs back, the other behind his own head.

Mark waited for Felix to ask the question he knew was coming. After another minute, Felix spoke up.

So, how did it go?

Mark closed his eyes. Manageable. Nothing worse than what it was like before the pills.

Mhm. And Sean?

Mark opened his eyes. That was a little more difficult.

Felix turned his head to look up at Mark. I noticed you seemed more agitated around him. Why was that?

Besides the constant fear I was going to rip his throat out? Mark deadpanned.

Besides that.

Mark huffed. I dont know why, but the desire was stronger around him. It never had been before.

Mark had managed the day around everyone but once Sean arrived and they did sound check for the song, he found his attention pulled even more. He had smelled Sean the moment he stepped into the room. He never really noticed before that he had the same scent as Jack.

Maybe it was just you being hyper aware of the situation.

Mark tilted his head. I dont think it was.

Felix settled back down into Mark's chest. Or maybe you just dont remember it being stronger around him before the pills.

Mark looked down at Felix, suspicion colouring his voice. And why would you say that?

You and Sean are connected, Felix continued, not looking at Mark. Youve been connected since the beginning. Theres always been a strong pull between you two, but back then you wouldnt have been able to differentiate and then the pills happened.

What are you saying?

Felix looked back up at Mark. Just be wary.

Mark scoffed. Im always wary. Mostly. He did lose his pills, and he still had nothing more to go on with Esma, although Brian had asked him to back off. He had been missing things for a while now.

I know you are, and like you said, you managed today. Youve been feeding more and you still have the blood bags incase. Try to enjoy tomorrow. It is a wedding after all. Felix pushed up to look at Mark in the eyes. You are going to be okay Mark.

Mark nodded at him, feeling his nerves settle a bit. He believed Felix, but it didnt stop his fears from running rampant.

They decided to head to there bedrooms, it was another early start tomorrow morning, and as worried as Mark was, he was excited too. He hadnt had the chance to go to a lot of weddings over the years, let alone be in one. He was a little giddy about it. Plus, Wade and Molly were so wonderful together. They had just recently started dating when Mark met Wade after he and Felix moved to L.A., and Wade had been a really good friend to him, helping him through his misery about Joel without even knowing about it.

Mark was going to make sure he did not screw this up for him.

The day passed quickly, and before Mark knew it, the wedding was over and Wade was a married man. Mark was still wiping tears from his eyes long after the ceremony. It had been beautiful. Wade had been a blubbering mess, barely even able to get through his vows, and Molly looked regal in her dress. It had gone off without a hitch.

Mark was now behind the small stage, re-tuning his guitar when Sean step in behind the curtains.

Hey, hows it going?

Mark looked up at Sean, his breath catching. He hadnt seen him in the crowd, he was probably seated in the back and Mark had been focused on Wade and Molly. He knew Sean had bought a suit for the evening, but he seeing it on him, Mark found his words had escaped him.

The pants were slim fitting, and Mark really wanted him to turn around so he could see just how fitted they were. His jacket was unbuttoned, showing off the white dress shirt he had on. The suit itself was a navy blue, and he found it contrasted nicely with his hair, which was styled to look messy.

Mark didnt think anyone should be allowed to look that good.

Oh, uh hey, youre here. I didnt see you in the crowd at the wedding. Marks eyes roved over him once more. You look good in that suit.

Eager to find me eh? Sean winked at him and Mark would have died if he wasnt dead already. And thank you. Youre lookin pretty sexy yourself.

Well got to make sure my drummer didnt ditch out. Id look like a fool tonight then Mark stood, placing his guitar down so he could show off the properly fitted suit. Hmm. You like? Mark turned a bit, striking a pose. He watched as Seans eyes scanned him, and he bit his lip. Two can play at this game.

Oh I do. Sean said, voice a little rough before adding on. I mean, Im sure lots of people will. Man in a suit that can sing an play guitar? Theyre gonna be swooning.

Dont sell yourself short Mr. Drummer man. Sean laughed as Mark picked his guitar up again. Between the two of us, I bet we can make at least one person faint.

Oh, it's a challenge now.

Mark grinned, then frowned, focusing on his guitar again. So did you bring a date? Or Ethan? Mark asked in a very not casual way at all.

No, I didnt bring any date with me. Sean pulled out his phone to check the time before moving to grab his drum sticks. And for the record, I was never dating Ethan.

Sean walked away and started drumming on the crates nearby, leaving Mark with his guitar, trying not to show his glee at the remark. They finished preparing and then Mark walked out front to address the crowd.

Alright everyone, can I get your attention. Mark heard a couple whistles, one he was pretty sure was Felix. He waved them off as everyone settled. First off, I want to congratulate the happy couple. You two are perfect for each other, and I am honoured to be a part of this moment and your lives. When Wade asked me to be part of the wedding party I had been floored, and then he asked me to be the one to perform the song for their first dance as husband and wife. Ill be honest, there were a couple tears.

Big surprise there. Felix yelled out from somewhere, causing everyone to laugh.

Hey, Im giving a heartwarming speech here so shush. Mark cleared his throat. Anyways, I just wanted to say thank you for including me into your lives. Wade, you were the first friend I made here and you helped me through more than you will ever know. I wish only happiness and love in the years to come. To the bride and groom.

To the bride and groom! Everyone cheered, as Molly and Wade stood to move to the dance floor. Mark looked back at Sean, who was smiling at him and gave him a thumbs up before counting him in.

Mark started playing as the extra instrumentation started up through the speakers. He stepped up to the mic and started to sing Your Guardian Angel. It was a song Mark had felt drawn too when it first released, the words something he wished his world was. Wished he could be the one to save his true love from falling forever.

As the song built, he looked away from the crowd, from the dancing couple to look back at Sean right as he started to play. The way the stage was set up had Sean off to his left, just slightly behind him, so he could look back and still sing into the microphone. Mark watched as he started on the drums, his head nodding to the slow beat, but he wasn't watching his hands, he didnt need to. He knew the song and he was a natural at the instrument. Instead, he was looking at Mark, and Mark was looking at him as he sang the chorus.

He wasnt sure who this song was for anymore.

Mark broke the gaze, turning back to the crowd as he finished the song. He was very aware of Seans gaze on his back and Mark couldnt help the blush that was crawling up his face, but thankful that the lighting would keep it unnoticed.

As the song finished, Molly and Wade pulled apart before going in for a kiss. Everyone cheered again, and the couple turned to Mark and Sean, applauding them.

Mark turned back to Sean, motioning for him to come up. He turned back then almost squeaked as Sean grabbed his hand, bringing them up for a swooping bow to the crowd. Mark was already buzzing off the adrenaline of the song and his moment with Sean, and the electric current that went through his body from Seans touch sent it into a crescendo. He was bubbling with so much positive, but it was overwhelming. He needed a place to calm down. Especially with Seans proximity filling his senses.

They walked off the stage, letting the DJ take over again as more people jumped up to dance. They got behind the curtains, both taking a breath.

Man that was awesome.

Mark laughed at Seans enthusiasm. Now that it was just the two of them his nerves settled a bit but he was still very aware of Seans scent. He just had to step away for a minute or two to collect himself.

It was pretty cool wasnt it? Mark smiled.

Its been so long since Ive performed anythin. Brought back such a rush. And dude, I swear I forget how well you can sing everytime. Its captivating.

Mark thought about Seans intense look while they were on stage.

It wasnt the only captivating thing.

He almost said it, but instead waved him off and complemented his own job well done.

Dont forget about yourself. You did amazing.

Hell no I won't. We rocked it man. Sean fist pumped the air then turned to Mark, a full smile adorning his gorgeous face, Shall we go and greet our fans?

Ill be right out, just gotta run to the washroom. Sean waved him off, stepping back out to the main hall as Mark ducked through the back, avoiding the crowd.

Once he was in the washroom he went to the sink, splashing some water on his face. Gripping the counter, he looked in the mirror.

Keep it together. Youve made it this far.

He had managed to keep his cravings under control. The adrenaline and excitement of the day doing a good job of overshadowing it. But of course Sean always made things difficult. After he showed up, it spiked. Not by much, but enough to notice it. Mark was fairly sure hed keep a lid on it but he still didnt understand why Sean made it worse.

Felixs words from yesterday came back to him and he thought about the times when he was with the others before the pills. He had been drawn to them, in so many ways. Had there also been the craving for blood as well? Had he never noticed?

It would make sense. After being on the pills so long, it would be easier to pinpoint the desire now that the withdrawal is slowly setting in. The thought frightened him. He needed those pills, not only for himself but for Seans safety as well.

For now, he would push the thoughts back and enjoy the rest of the wedding. He exited the washroom and made his way back to the hall. It was in full swing, most people on the dance floor now. He went off to find Felix who was here with Marzia when he was stopped by a couple of women.

That was amazing. You sing so well! We were near tears. The first woman, a short brunette in a floor length black dress and painted face spoke to him excitedly.

And Wade has had you hidden away? That is a crime. The other, a slightly taller redhead in a short green dress spoke next. They were both very close to Mark, far closer than needed.

Ah, youre too kind, but I am glad you enjoyed it. If youll excuse me, Im looking for my friend. Enjoy the rest of your evening ladies. Mark tried to scot passed them but they didnt let him get away that easily.

Im Mary by the way, and this is Gigi. The brunette introduced herself and her friend.

Ah, nice to meet you, Im Mark. He smiled at them. I really do have to find my friend though. Maybe we can talk later. Mark ducked past them before they could say anything else and continued looking for Felix.

He got a few more good jobs from people as he went, including Wade and Molly.

Dude, that was amazing. Wade pulled him into a hug, followed by Molly.

Honestly Mark, thank you so much. Molly said as she pulled back.

Thank you for asking me. It was an honour to do it.

Keep that up and you might make Wade cry again. Molly staged whispered to him as Wade protested.

Wha- I did no such thing! Lies I tell you. Lies! Wade turned to Mark, his face softening. But seriously Mark, thank you. It was beautiful. Wade gave him a clap on the shoulder then the two continued on to talk to the other guests, getting in well wishes and such before they left for their honeymoon. Mark was touched by there compliments, happy he made there special day just a touch more meaningful.

He finally found Felix sitting in the back of the room with Marzia.

Aha! There he is. Great job man. He sat beside Felix who clapped him on the back.

That was wonderful Mark. Felix told me you could sing, but I didnt think that well. Marzia spoke softly, and if it werent for his hearing he would have missed it over the music.

Thank you. Man my ego is being groomed like never before today.

Like you need that. Felix commented. Where's Jack?

I'm not sure. I went to the washroom after and he went back out here. Spent the last ten minutes trying to find you.

I thought I saw him get dragged onto the dance floor by some girls. Marzia said as she looked over the crowd.

Mark smiled, thinking back to Seans stories at the pub. Im sure hes having fun with that.

You should go out there and join him. Felix wiggled his eyebrows at Mark.

Ah, I think it be better if I-

Oh Mark! There you are!

Mark groaned internally as the two girls from earlier - Mary and Gigi - plopped themselves down at the table. Felix and Marzia looked on confused.

I see you found your friend? Mary asked, sitting very close to Mark. Mark looked back at Felix, trying to convey his thoughts of save me on his face.

Uh, yea. This is Felix and his girlfriend Marzia. They waved, Felix slowly picking up on the situation. This is Mary and Gigi. I uh, met them earlier before I found you.

Ah, hello ladies. Its nice to meet you. Felix greeted them, then placed a hand on Marks back. I see youve become acquainted with my good friend Mark. Hes quiet the fellow don't you think?

Mark thought it was finally going to be the day he killed Felix.

He saw Marzia stifle a giggle and swat at Felix. The two girls, oblivious, were giggling and agreeing with Felix.

Yes, he certainly is. Mary answered, practically hanging on Mark's side now. Mark was rapidly trying to find a way out of this without coming across as too rude. Mary was snuggling up to his side and filling his senses and he wasnt enjoying it.

You should come dance with us Mark. Were quiet experienced. Gigi spoke up, leaning across the table. Maybe we could teach you a thing or two.

Mark spluttered, trying to find some excuse, when his prayers were answered.

He felt a hand on his shoulder, and he knew before he looked who it was.

Oh Mark, there ya are! Ive been waitin for you. Ya left me on the dance floor. Sean pulled at Mark, bringing him to his feet. Ladies, He tipped his head at the girls who were both sitting there a little dumbstruck. Ill be stealin him, sorry. He dragged Mark away to the dance floor, ignoring the spluttered protests from behind him.

God you are my hero. Mark told Sean as they slowed down.

Looked like you were in a bit of a pickle there. Gotta love weddings, they bring out the best in single people.

Mark laughed, then Sean was dragging him again. What are you doing?

Dance floor is this way. What, you thought I wasnt serious?

Mark wasnt sure how he felt about the situation he was in but he wasnt going to protest as Sean pulled him onto the dance floor. They pushed their way through until they were in the middle, coming to a stop. Mark wasnt sure what to do now, but Sean took that into his own hands, moving his body in ridiculous ways to the upbeat music. Mark laughed at his antics as Sean continued to dance like a goof.

Sean held his hand out to Mark, enticing him to join. Hesitant, Mark grabbed his hand only to be jerked forward as Sean grabbed his other hand, spinning them around in circles before letting go to dance again. Mark laughed, joining in, moving his body to the music. They danced like that for ages, various people joining in. They took front and center when the macarena came on, hollering out the lyrics.

Mark held out his hand to Sean, who grabbed it. Mark used his hand to spin Sean in circles before pulling him in to dramatically dip him. Seans laugh carried and Mark never wanted it to end.

The song came to an end and as Mark pulled Sean back up, a slow song started next. Everyone coupled up, swaying slowly to the music. Mark looked down at Sean who was still in his arms.

Shall we? Sean asked him. Mark nodded, swallowing as he placed a hand on Sean's shoulder, the other coming up to grasp Seans hand. Sean placed his other hand on Mark's wasit and they started to sway to the music.

His mind latched onto the familiarity of the moment, of the last time he danced like this, at a ball, in the arms of a prince. His prince, Juhit. As Mark swayed with Sean on the dance floor, in his mind Mark was dancing across the ballroom floor with Juhit. Mark felt so safe and loved in his arms, before things had gone to hell like always.

In this moment, Mark was feeling that again. He felt himself falling, giving in. Mark leaned his head on Seans shoulder, as the the song faded into another slow one. He breathed in Seans scent, intoxicated by it. He felt Seans arm tighten around his waist pulling him in closer.

There were warning bells ringing in his head but Mark ignored them. He was content in this moment, his usual fears and misery subsiding as he was held in Seans arms. He knew it wouldnt last forever but what was wrong with enjoy it right now?

Mark nuzzled into Sean more, his mouth against his neck. He was warm against his lips, and Mark could feel his pulse, pumping steady and strong-

Mark pulled his head back to look into Seans eyes. His thoughts had strayed into territory that had awoken his fears again. He was too close. Too close. He could feel his desire, above his regular want for Sean. It was seeping in. He needed to pull away.

But looking into Seans eyes, Mark couldnt. Sean had him captivated, drawn in with no way out. Mark let his hand stray from Seans shoulder and move to cup the back of his neck. He could do it, he could kiss him. He could just let it go.

But as Mark watched the gap close between them, he could still hear Seans pulse, the feeling of is against his lips. It wasnt safe. Not yet. There were too many things that could put Sean in danger. He couldnt do it.

So as much as it hurt, he turned and placed a chaste kiss on Seans cheek, then whispered into his ear, Thank you, Sean. Before disengaging and moving away from him without looking back.

Mark made his way through the hall, towards the foyer. There were a few people hanging about saying goodbyes. He slid past outside, taking in the fresh air. Walking around the side he sat on the curb, contemplating.

He was ready to give in. He was ready to throw away his fears and guilt to be with Sean. He couldnt resist him anymore. But without his pills, with Esma still out there, and his curse, he couldnt. Mark sighed. He wanted Sean so badly it hurt, but he still couldn't bring himself to give in. The risk of hurting Sean, of being hurt himself...

Sure is nice out tonight.

Mark startled, looking up as Tom stood beside him, looking up at the sky. Mark looked up as well, the night sky clear and filled with stars. Wade and Molly had picked a hall that was on the outskirts of the city so the lights didnt obscure the night sky nearly as badly, but even then, it was surprisingly clear.

Yea, it is. The stars are beautiful. Its been a while since theyve been this clear.

Tom settle down beside Mark, still looking up. Ive always loved the stars. I would stargaze with my dad. I feel like the sky has so many stories to tell.

Okay Markell, if you look closely, you can read the stories in the stars above. Theyre never ending.

Mark felt a smile creep onto his face. You would still love the night sky Johan.

Im sorry if Im prying here, but I have to ask; Are you and Sean a couple?

Mark looked over at Tom, eyes wide.

I was watching you two together. You seem very close.

Were just friends.

Tom watched Mark. Really. It wasnt a question.

Is that a problem? Mark asked him.

Tom was silent for a moment before he spoke. Can I be honest with you Mark?

Mark blinked at Tom, the question unexpected before nodding.

Dont let chances pass you by. Ive only met you twice and I can see how you feel about Sean, and he obviously feels the same about you. My question is, why stay away?

Mark looked away, then back up to the sky, trying to find his answer among the stars. Its complicated. Mark murmured.

I dont understand.

Mark sighed, looking down. I cant explain it, but being with Sean would cause more harm than good right now.

They sat in silence for a few minutes, before Tom spoke up again. If there is one thing Ive learned over the years, is that its always too late. Too late to take the chance, too late to tell someone you love them, too late to say goodbye. Mark looked up at Tom as he spoke. Life is so full of missed opportunities. We miss them everyday, some more than others. Tom looked at Mark. My advice to you Mark? Dont let the ones right in front of you slip through your fingers. Theyre the ones you will regret the most.

Mark watched Tom, his words tumbling in his head. If only you knew how much regret I already had.

I appreciate the advice, Ill keep it in mind.

Tom scrutinized Mark before sighing, angling a smile at Mark. Im sure you will do whatever you plan to do. Just know that sometimes, taking the risk is worth the rewards, even if they arent right away. Tom stood up, looking back down at Mark. Especially when it comes to love.

He walked away, leaving Mark there with his thoughts. After a few minutes, Mark sent off a couple texts, before he stood, and started walking home.

He had a lot to think about.

Sean watched as Mark made his way through the crowd, holding his cheek where his lips had just been.

M-mark, Mark wait! Sean called out to him, ready to chase after him when he felt his phone go off, a text from Ethan.

So, how did it go?? I need details.

Sean looked back up, Mark nowhere to be seen. He thought of going to look for him, but he decided against it. He obviously wanted to be alone. Sean made an aggravated noise and answered Ethan back.

I dont even know anymore.

Sean needed some air. There was too much going on and he needed to gather his thoughts. His phone started to buzz, the caller ID showing Ethan's name. Wonderful. He had half the mind just to ignore the call. Pushing through the crowd, he made his way towards the back, going out the exit into a back alley way, the door cutting off the music and rowdiness of the party and answered his phone.

Hello?

Dude. Spill.

Really Ethan? Right now? Sean gasped out. Im literally standin in a back alleyway beside a dumpster.

Ew, why?

Cause you called me and it was the nearest exit.

Well regardless, what happened tonight with Mark?

I mean. It had been goin really well all night. I think I think we almost kissed.

Sean had to pull the phone away at Ethans exclamation.

Seriously!? Wait, almost? What happened?

It looked like he was goin in for it but then dodged and kissed my cheek then left all together.

Tell me everything that happened tonight. Ethan demanded.

Sean proceeded to retell the details of the evening to Ethan, his own voice getting louder and more frustrated as he went.

What does he even want? He seems interested but he won't make a move. Gah, I dont even know why Im trying so hard. I just cant get him out of my mind.

Well, he was definitely closer than last time. Maybe we just need one more push. The jealousy route seemed to work.

Sean put a hand to his head. I dont think thatll work. He knows we arent datin at this point.

I wasnt referring to us. I say you take him to a club.

A club? Why a club?

Jack, have you seen yourself? Do you know how quick youd pick someone up at a club?

I dont- oh. The idea clicked. Man I dont know about that. Clubs arent really my thing.

But if it works, can you imagine what would happen?

Sean was imagining and shivering at the thought. Okay, Ill bring it up with him.

Make it a group thing, get Felix and his girlfriend to come too. Im sure you can get Felix on board. Ethan suggested.

Too bad you cant come, you little baby.

I will be twenty-one in four months so you shut your mouth-

Sean didnt hear the rest of Ethans rant, a sound behind him pulling his attention.

Hello? Anyone there? He looked around him, trying to find the source of the sound. The ally way was pretty narrow but it stretch across the length of the building, casting most of in darkness. Listening, he could hear nothing aside from the quiet thumping of music inside and Ethans voice through the phone.

Sean brought the phone back to his ear. Hey, sorry about that.

Where did you go?

Its nothin, I just thought I heard somethin. Anyways, Im going to go back inside and see if I can find Mark. Thanks for the idea, I will keep you posted.

Alright, see ya. Sean hung up the phone and before he could tuck it away a message from Mark popped up.

Hey, sorry for bailing, I had to go home. Things are.. Hectic for me right now. A lot going on. I promise I will explain later. I hope you enjoy the rest of the night. Ill see you soon.

Sean ran a hand through his hair letting out a breath. This man was going to be the death of him. He tucked his phone away, but before going back inside he looked back down the alleyway. It was eerily quiet, but Sean couldnt help the feeling of being watched send a chill down his spine. God he was being ridiculous, he was alone out here. But it didnt stop him from going back inside a little quicker than necessary.