Wonho shouted that dinner was here waking me from my sleep.

"Sleep well." Kihyun smiled.

I nodded my head as we walked to the kitchen.

"Sit, I'll fix your plate." Kihyun kissed my forehead.

"I wish Jooheon was sweet to me like that" Bia smiled sitting down.

"He's not?" I asked.

"Sometimes he is, sometimes he's not." She looked at Jooheon. "But I love him."

I looked at Kihyun who was focused on making my plate. He looked at Shownu and mumbled something.

"I'm not allergic to anything by the way." I called out to him.

He looked at him with a shocked look.

"How did you..."

I shrugged my shoulders.

He brought my plate to me. I frowned as he sat down without a plate for him.

"Why aren't you eating?" I asked.

"I'm on a diet." He said.

"Diet my ass, you're literally perfect. Eat something." My eyes hardened as I looked at him.

"Okay." Without argument he made himself a plate.

Everyone looked at me in shocked.

"We've trying to get him to eat something for the longest." Wonho stated.

"He hasn't been eating?" I frowned as I looked at Kihyun.

He preaches about me needing to be healthy but look at him. Starving himself to stay the way he is. A pit of sadness hit me. My beautiful wings. Why?

Kihyun sat down next to me. His plate only had a little bit of food on it. At least it's something.

"We're gonna be home late tomorrow." Shownu announces.

"I'll keep Paige company." Bia smiled.

"Keep a sharp eye on her." Kihyun said. "If anything happens to her I swear..."

"What?!" Jooheon looked at Kihyun.

I sighed and continued to eat. At some point I stopped eating. At some point i felt sad. A deep sadness.

"Excuse me." I stood and walked away.

What's wrong with me?

Why do I feel this way?

I sat in the bathroom fighting my tears.

Where did this sadness come from? And why now?

I heard a knock on the door before it opened.

Did I not lock the door?

Kihyun stood looking down at me. He didn't say anything. He walked over to me. I rested my head on his stomach as he rubbed my back. I took a deep breath. The comfort of him calmed me.

"You okay?" He asked.

I nodded my head.

"I don't know what happened. I just felt so sad." I sighed.

"It'll get better, in time." Kihyun kissed my forehead. "I can't promise that though, but what I can promise is that no matter what, I'll be by your side."

After I calmed down I went back to the table. Bia gave me a worried look.

"Sorry." I sighed.

"Don't apologize. We know times for you are hard." Shownu said.

After finishing my food with the help of Kihyun we both went back to the room.

I laid there watching me sleep. It was twelve at night. He moved closer to me burying his face into my crook of my neck. His breath fanned my neck.

"Go to sleep." Kihyun mumbled.

My eyes widened as he said that.

"I'll try." I closed my eyes.

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