I sat quietly eating. One small bite at a time. I looked between the five boys and the girl. She seemed nice.

"So what's your name?" One asked me.

"Paige." I answered.

"I'm Wonho." He smiled.

His smile was warm and welcoming.

"I'm Minhyuk." I looked over at him.

"Shownu."

"Jooheon."

"Changkyun, but call me I.M." He nodded.

I looked over at Kihyun. He smiled taking a sip of his drink.

I stopped eating and sighed.

"If you need anything please tell us." Shownu said. "You don't want to make you uncomfortable."

If I need anything I'll most likely ask Bia or Kihyun.

"Alright." I smiled. "Um..."

"You can go." Kihyun said. "It's okay if you want some alone time."

"Thanks." I stood and walked back to the room.

I stood looking outside. Water starting hitting the window. I placed my hand on the window as rain hit it.

"Are you okay?" Kihyun walked in.

"Yeah." I turned to him. "Your brothers all seem nice."

"Just get to know them." Kihyun laughed. "They're all crazy."

I laughed a little. He walked over standing next to me. We looked outside as the rain poured down.

"Please don't close me out." Kihyun looked at me. "I know going through a death can be hard."

"I won't." I said. "Right now." I looked at him. "You're my wings. My lifeline."

I didn't know I was crying until he wiped my cheek.

"Out of all girls i meant, you're the prettiest when crying. But please don't cry." Kihyun thumb brushed my cheek.

"When we first met you said its okay to cry now you're telling me not to cry?" I laughed.

"That was before I realized how heart breaking it is to see you cry." He said, his eyes searching mine.

It was like a million butterflies were released in my stomach. I pressed my lips together and looked away.

"Get some sleep." Kihyun patted my shoulder before walking out.

I got comfortable. I sighed staring at the ceiling. Sleep slowly crept in...with nightmares.

I felt warm arms wrap around me. I turned my head to sleep Kihyun holding me. He was sleeping.

"Go to sleep." He mumbled. "I'm here for you."

I turned so that my face was facing his. The moonlight from the window casted perfect lighting on his face.

I closed my eyes and cuddled up close to him. I felt his lips on my forehead. I smiled into chest as sleep took over me.

I woke up to Kihyun poking me in my cheek. I looked at him letting my eyes adjust.

"I let you off for three days but I can't any longer." Kihyun said. "Get ready for class."

I sat up rubbing my eyes. I got up getting clothes which happened to be all black.

I showered, towel dried my hair, brushed my teeth and went on with the day.

I walked down stairs to see Kihyun ready. He frowned when he saw me.

"You could at least add some color." He said.

"I think I look fine, can we leave before I go back to bed." I grabbed my bag.

"Okay." Kihyun sighed.

We walked to the bus stop. I wanted to him to take my hand as we walked but he didn't. I payed my way on and he paid his. I sat down looking out the window. I looked at Kihyun has he was scrolling through twitter.

I'm not ready to go back to college yet. I'm not ready to tackled by the same question every hour.

I'm just not ready for it.

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Don't listen to anyone else, you're perfect the way you are