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When I woke up I was confused did I see my mother or was it one of those weird nightmares? I really hope it was ,if she knows she can use this against us and I can't lose Paul, I mean I would be broken if he knew something so big and kept it from me...

I got up and he wasn't next to me I checked the time and saw it was 1 am so I went to check on him downstairs...

"Why are you up"i asked him

"I couldn't sleep so I came to watch one movie"

"Please Dont tell me you still love horror movies"

He laughed.

"Of course babe"

"And you wonder why you can't sleep"

"Come join me"

"No thank you I'll watch from upstairs "

"Chicken," he said

"How are you really feeling "

"As long as we are together we can get through anything it was hard but you being here make sit all better "he said

We kissed and I left him alone he seemed a bit down so I wanted to give him space plus my guilt was eating me up...just as I was about to go he said..

"Ohh your mom babe "

Shit

"Yes "

"Her party next week can we go"

"Sure we will go" it wasn't a nightmare the she-devil was here I'm not happy about this...

"Enjoy your movie "

"Will do night babe "

I tried watching a movie but fell asleep my boy is a natural sleeping pill...

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It was the day of the party crap my dad isn't bad but my mom urgh.

"Can I back out now"

"Not today babe"

"But I'm pregnant"

"And"

"I can't go"

"I'm ready "

"Babe it's a black-tie event "

"So"

"Can you change please"

"Clothes  Dont fit "

"You really Dont want to go"

"Yea Paul"

"I'll  buy you cheese fries"

"Fine ill go change"not even the she devil is that powerful cheese fries came first...

"You look beautiful"

"I want my fries"

We left and bought fries than got to my house that hell hole that I used to call home here goes nothing...

"Mother," I said to her

"Well Dont you look lovely like a whale"

I just looked at her I don't have the energy for this.

"I think my wife looks amazing Mrs. Ackles"

"Love is truly blind....anyway welcome "

Tonight it's going to be a long night really...we went around mingling the Parkinsons were there they loved seeing us.

Angela was here I can't believe my mom invited her...

She walked to where I was standing.

"Melody"

"Angela"

"You look.....uhm beautifully large"

"Making fun of a pregnant woman that's a low even for you "

"Its a compliment "

"You know what you can do with the compliment shove it down your ass bitch ,I'm sure Paul is happy it's me who's pregnant with his child".

Her smile disappeared...

I wasn't ready to be arrested or wear orange so I walked away and went to drink water.

It wasn't bad the people kept the devil busy so she had no time to harass me I couldn't eat dam....the smell of the food was horrible I threw up a few times?... Urg I had juice and some water...my baby is hungry

Paul came and we danced I kissed him only to see Angela giving us death stares.

"I really love you, Mel "

"I love you too babe"

Then Paul left me again to mingle...Mr. Parkisons came and found me sitting alone.

"Wow a lot has changed since we last saw each other " he looked at my tummy and smiled.

"Uhmm yeap a lot "

"hmmm that day came with "

"No no it was actually at our honeymoon "

"That's even more juicer" he laughed and we laughed together.

After a while his wife came we spoke for hours laughing telling me about their kids and grandchildren it wasn't a bad night after all.

Paul came back he was happy and kissed me after what felt like forever we left thank God.

On our way home we stopped at some park he liked coming here in high school so he told me he's rewriting our bad past and making new memories...so we sat down and had our food.

When we were done he drove us home and once we showered he started kissing me and touching driving me crazy we made love when we do we never really sleep....so we didn't but I was too tired and passed out...

But kept hearing him taking pictures of me why does he wait for me to be naked and half asleep though, I need to ask him when I wake up now I need sleep...mayb fries again but sleep first.

I counted sheep's nope I lied I passed out just like that...

The following day Paul didn't go to work because I couldn't walk around I felt a sharp pain but Dr. Miller said it's normal fuck it hurts...

He cooked for me I love the that he takes care of me or us, he's so gentle with his love even though I've only been with 2 men he's the best but I'm worried about him finding out about Fiona will her ever forgive me I know I wouldn't forgive me...

He keeps eating my fries I see he has a death wish....he knows I can't chase him so ill just cry yeah so I cried and he left and came with other fries.....

1 point me
0 him.....

After laughing at me we went to bed.

"Paul"

"Yea baby" he was just playing with my hair then I felt the baby kick

"Ooooh"

"What are you...."

"No babe he's kicking bring your hand here"

He put his hand on my rummy and our son couldn't stop kicking...Paul cried he said he's grateful for me and our son.

All I want is to tell him the truth because I feel bad but I'm not sure how he will take it.

"Babe Fiona "

"What about her "

"Do you miss her sometimes "

"Are you crazy when I have you "

"Okay just asking "

"Okay"

There was a moment of silence and he said he's tired then he kissed me and fell asleep.

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The morning came and Paul left for work.

I got ready for the Gallery I needed to make a few changes so I drove there it got so busy I missed lunch but Paul sent Fressie to come to stop off some lunch...

I enjoyed my lunch and Tia came.

"Mel there is a serious Emergency"

"What"

"I think I'm pregnant," she said crying

I started laughing

"I'd punch you but you're pregnant you bitch"

"Sorry I didn't mean to laugh"

"Mel I can't get pregnant now you know I love my kids but the timing...Freddie is busy and I am always traveling...I can't take time off"

"Please calm down "

"I need a drink"

"Before we dream outlets go get tests "

"I bought 3"

"Good"

We went to the bathroom and she took them.

"FUUUUUCK" I heard her scream 

"They are all positive"

"Arent  you on the pill "

"Melody really"

"Sorry it's going to be okay "

"I can't have a baby "

"Whatever you decide I'm here for you okay"

"Thank you I need to get home so we can come up with a plan"

We hugged and she left...

After I was done at the gallery I drove home saw Paul's car why is he home so early? I slowly walked in the house to find Paul crying...fuck he knows....

"Mel" that all he said as my bag fell on the floor and I ran to him to hold him...

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See you next week again... I wonder why Paul is crying.....

Again I apologize for any grammar errors etc.....❤️