I can't believe this the second time we almost kissed!!! I don't know what this feeling is but I just wanted to kiss him so badly, why do I feel like this around Shahrukh?

'Hey' I say to him but Shahrukh doesn't say anything all he does is ignore me, mmmm probably not in the mood!!!

'Okay, peer up' Mr Hill says I looked at Shahrukh but he just walked over to Priya and peered up with her, I feel I don't know hurt and jealous from that, 'Hey Kajol' Rahul said 'Hi' I smiled and in corner of my eye I can see Shahrukh looking my way!!!

'Okay ready?' Me Hill says as I'm on the rock and Shahrukh too! We are versing each other!!! I looked up seeing high up the bell is!!! 'Go' Mr Hill says! As I start climbing and Shahrukh is Rahul is pulling the rope as I climb with Fred!!

'Go Kajol' They both chorus as I climbing up and I'm half way I see Shahrukh ahead as I climb fast, an almost to top as I try and reach the bell but Shahrukh ring to bell!! 'shit' I say!! 'God job' Mr Hill says 'Now come down slowly' Mr hill says we we slowly jump to go down, am Half way down and Shahrukh is ready down the bottom and taking his harness off, I looked up All sudden I feel like am falling as the rope going down fast making Me Scream 'KAJOL' Shahrukh yelled out as I close my eye and all sudden I felt someone catch me, their arm under my legs and their other arm behind my back holding me in Bride away, I didn't open my eyes  I just wrapped my arms around their neck tight, as am shaking, the person kneed down as they still holding me, feeling my feet touch the ground, but I didn't let go, 'It's okay, your safe' Shahrukh whisper in worry, I open my eyes slowly seeing am in the arms of Shahrukh 'Shahrukh' I whisper in fear 'Am here, it's okay' He says I feel my heart beat fast from his touch, I feel safe in his arms, 'Lets take off your harness' Shahrukh whispers as he lets his arm under neath my leg as I stand up as my legs are shaking, and he lets go as I stand when the harness is off, I hugged Shahrukh again as he wrapped his arms around me tight!!! 'Thank you' I whisper to him 'Don't thank me, As long I safe you all the time' Shahrukh whispers making me smile, I break the hug 'Kajol, am so sorry, I lost control' Rahul said in worry 'It's alright Rahul, it's was accident' I say giving him a hug!!!

'Maybe, you should go and rest' Mr Hill says 'Good plan' Shahrukh says as he walks with me!!

When we stoped walking and we all alone Shahrukh pulls me into his arms and hugging me tight as I hug him back, 'God, I thought I was going to lose you' He says 'But you safe me' I breaking the hug, Shahrukh doesn't let go of me, we looked into our eyes, I wrapped my arms around his neck, as I lean in, I don't know what I was doing as I brush my lips on his, until I press my lips on his, I feel fireworks everywhere and like we're the only ones alive, I kissed him passionately, feeling stupid as I pull my lips away form him remembering he loves Aisha, I love Vijay but do I do?? All sudden Shahrukh press his lips on mine, as he kisses passionately, I kissed him back, Shahrukh shove is tongue into mine  as my tongue dance with his!! I break the kiss and a smile appear on my face and his, I never left so alive and make-out we just had was like showing our feelings for each other, it was so good and sweet, when Vijay and I make-out it was no where like this, with Shahrukh it's like marshmallows with love, with Vijay it's rough and not nice!!!! 'Guys are you here' Priya voice making him and I break 'Shit, what just happen' I say back to reality Shahrukh and I just make-out, this not happening, his with Aisha!!!! And am with Vijay!! Oh my god I need get out of here!!! As I ran off 'Kajol' Shahrukh yells hearing hulk running after me 'Kajol you okay' Priya says!!! As I ran pass her!!

God I need to clear my mind!!! Where can I go!!! I walked always from the camp sight!!! And I been walking for an hour until I hear the waterfall!! as I walked out of the forest into a beautiful place, with water flowing down the rocks, and the view of the forest, and these little shelter, I walked under the shelter and said down on the log watching the view!!!
But I can't stop thinking about Shahrukh!!! I missed him , I want to kiss him back I want Shahrukh I think I'm in love with Shahrukh

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It's 5pm and I haven't seeing Kajol since our make-out section back 10 hours ago!! It felt so right, and the kiss was magical, fireworks through my Body from her kiss, I felt we were only ones in the world, make-out with Kajol was so different , it was like fairy floss with love, showing our care each other, with Aisha these no that!!! I don't know what to do, like I got feelings for Aisha but more for Kajol I know she has got same with me, but she got feelings for that Dickhead!!! I'm worried about Kajol it's now 5:30pm and still no sign off her!  'going to look for her' I say getting up 'Babe, it's dark' Aisha says 'So, am still going to looks for Kajol what matter what' I say 'She might be sleeping' Vijay says 'She won't sleep this hour, okay, why arnt you fucking looking for her you meant to be her boyfriend' I say in anger 'What, in the hour, no, and Kajol is okay coming back by herself' Vijay Says seriously fucking hell I'm so close losing my shit with him!!!

'Hi' Kajol says as I turned around and seer her 'Kajol' I say as I walked up to her and hugged
'Don't ever bloody do that' I say breaking the hug 'Sorry I had to clear my mind off' she says looking down I know what she means!! The kiss!!! 'Babe, I was about to look for you' Vijay says pushing me away as he hugged her! Are you kidding me! What a fucking prick!!!! 'Sorry' Kajol says what does she fucking see in him, I feel anger and some jealous as I see them kissing 'Babe, you okay?' Aisha says 'Yeah, I just need some alone time' I say 'Oh okay, well bye' Aisha says as she walks off and flirts with the guys!!! 'Shahrukh you okay' Kajol asked 'Umm yeah' I say walking pass her!!! Why do I feel so hurt from seeing her with that Dickhead!!!

Ahhh, I can't get her out my mind!!! That kiss was amazing, Jesus's what's wrong with me!!!!! I miss Kajol, I need her, I want to kiss her again, I need Kajol, I think I'm in love with Kajol!!!