Renesmee climbed off the bed, never breaking the kiss as she moved in front of Jacob. She tangled her fingers in his hair, longing to push him back on the bed and get closer to him. She leaned in further as she stood above him and twisted the sheets on either side of him in frustration. She growled as she nipped as his mouth and he couldn't help but notice how worked up she was.

He pulled back slightly, pressing his forehead to hers, his smirk undeniable. "You okay?"

Renesmee bit down on her lower lip and nodded. She slid her hands up his arms, over his shoulders and gripped him roughly. She sighed, "I'm just wanna do bad things to you."

Jacob smiled widely, sighing as he wrapped her in a tight hug. "Me too, Baby. Me too."

She grinned against his neck, then kissed him softly up to his earlobe and breathed, "It's so hard to be good with you."

He gripped her backside roughly and breathed her in. "I'd kill for some privacy. I swear if we get walked in on one more time..."

She laughed lightly as she nibbled his ear, gently at first and then a little harder. He tipped his head as she whispered throaty moans into his ear. He squeezed his eyes shut and pushed her back gently. "Let's go."

Renesmee watched him as he pulled into the bathroom and shut the door behind them. "Too many windows out there," he growled as she looked up at him with a questioning gaze.

She murmured in agreement, pressing him back against the closed door and running her hands all over his bare chest. Their lips found each other again, bodies pressed impossibly close, hands everywhere.

When he began to shake, she worried about him being able to stand for very long. Per their earlier conversation, she didn't vocalize her concerns, she simply pulled him toward the sink, pushing him to lean against it for support.

He allowed this, thankful for the break. His heart was thudding in his chest and his body felt weak, but he had no intention of stopping. He loved every bit of this. She wasn't worrying over him or fearing for his recovery, she was just treating him like she had before, with a desire they had just begun to explore.

They were both panting now, tongues dueling and fingers exploring. Renesmee gripped the sides of his thin pants, digging her nails in, using every last bit of self-control she had not to strip him naked.

He, in turn, slid his hands up under the back of her shirt, fingers flirting with the bottom edge of her bra. "Take it off," she mumbled against his mouth.

Jacob froze, holding his breath in nothing but sheer fright. He backed away from her, his dark eyes blazed with desire as he looked down at her. "What?" she breathed.

When he finally started breathing again, she smiled shyly at him, lifting her fingers to the buttons at the top of her shirt and began touching them in a teasing way. "Should I..." she offered, unbuttoning the first one and working her way down.

He watched her undo one after another until she reached the bottom. When she lifted her shaky hands to slide the garment off of her body, he finally moved again, covering her hands with hers. "Don't," he whispered, pressing his forehead to hers.

She tensed slightly, pulling her shirt closed once more. He laughed lightly as gripped the fabric roughly and opened it. "I was enjoying the view," he mumbled in a husky voice.

Renesmee gazed up at him with confusion in her eyes. "But you don't want me to take it off?"

"No," he uttered hesitantly.

"Why?" she breathed, her fingers absently toying with clasp on the front of her pink satin lace-trim bra.

Jacob gripped the edge of the counter tightly and tried to steady his breathing. "Well..." he began, never letting his eyes leave all smooth creamy skin before him. "I...I don't think I could handle it right now."

"Mmm?" she murmured, testing his willpower by bringing her other hand up to assist in opening the clasp. "You don't think so?"

His chest heaved and he panted. "No, I don't."

"Why?" she asked, teasing him by squeezing her breasts together as she continued to fumble with the clasp.

His self-control was almost completely destroyed, so he pushed her hands aside as she gasped in response. He let his fingers linger on the edge of the lace, threatening to slip inside and touch her the way she needed so desperately. She let her head fall back and shut her eyes in anticipation.

The sight of her, this needy and vulnerable had his mind swirling in confusion. His head and body warred with his incredible need versus his ability to delay this pleasure. His head won when he pulled her close and he let out a moan. He loved the way her bare skin felt against his chest. And now he could bury his face in her shoulder and take a much needed break from seeing the intensity on her face.

"I wanna wait until..." he mumbled against her skin, "I have the strength to show you," he punctuated with an insistent bucking against the warmth between her legs and she gasped, "show you what seeing you like this will do to me. I can't love you properly...not like this," he explained gently.

When he raised his head and looked down at her again, he saw a soft smile forming and he sighed in relief. "You're not mad?" he double-checked, eyebrows raised expectantly.

"Mad?" she scoffed. "No. Frustrated? YES," she emphasized by snaking her hands up to his hair and pulling softly, her face expressed a playful anger that had him laughing in response.

He sighed loudly as he brought her close and held her desperately. She smiled against his chest, feeling all the love he had for her and then some. They both jumped when they heard a loud knock on the bathroom door.

Renesmee groaned as she flung the door open, "What?!"

Embry stood in the doorway, eyes wide as he glanced between Jacob and Nessie. His gaze drifted to her open shirt and he grinned wickedly. "Bad time?"

"Yeah..." Jacob grumbled as Renesmee shook her head and began buttoning her shirt. Before she could exit the room he reached for her, pressing a kiss to her mouth.

"I'll be right out," Jacob replied as he glared at Embry, who was looking a little too happy right now.

Embry eagerly followed Renesmee across the room where she sat on the edge of his newly made bed. She also noticed a new tray of food on the table and wondered who had been in here while they hid out, but also grateful they hadn't been disturbed.

"You missed a button," Embry pointed out as he reached for it.

She smacked his hand away. "I got it!"

Embry held his hands up and laughed in response. "Grouchy much?" he asked as he reached for an apple slice on Jacob's lunch tray.

Nessie shrugged. "Just not a whole lot of privacy here. People keep dropping in," she punctuated with a pointed look that he just smirked at.

"Ha ha," he grumbled sarcastically. "I just wanted to see how Jacob was doing. Must be fine if he's got the energy to..."

"Don't even say it, Embry!" she scolded. "You're as bad as my Uncle Emmett."

Embry flopped down on the bed next to Renesmee and shrugged nonchalantly. "It's no biggie if you don't tell me now," he replied smiling devilishly. "Because the first time Jake phases around me, I'll see it all...in living color."

"We didn't do anything!" she exclaimed, reaching over to punch him in the arm repeatedly.

Embry just laughed as he reached for her and attempted to put her in a headlock. She countered with her self defense move and had his arm pinned behind his back when Jacob returned from the bathroom. "Bad move, Embry. She's been practicing self defense with Emmett."

Renesmee clenched her teeth as she tightened her hold, effectively pinning Embry face down on the bed. "Give up yet?" she gloated.

"No!" he scowled, trying to act like she wasn't hurting him.

She twisted a little harder and he finally broke. "Okay, okay! I give!"

"And?" she prodded.

"And...I'm sorry for teasing you," he whined.

Jacob laughed as he climbed back into his bed and reached for a sandwich. "Alright, Ness. I think he's had enough."

"And?"

"And you're so much stronger than me..."

Renesmee laughed lightly. "And don't you forget it," she smirked as she finally released him.

Embry backed away from the bed as he rubbed his shoulder. "You are vicious, woman. How about some anger management classes?"

Nessie beamed as she shook her head. "Nah, I'm good," she announced proudly, sliding under Jacob's arm and feeding him grapes.

"You want something?" Jacob offered, waving his hand over all the food.

Embry nodded and reached for a ham and cheese sandwich, careful not to get near Renesmee. "Well you can't complain about the food, Jake."

"Oh, I'm not," he agreed. "Esme's working on fattening me up while I'm here."

Renesmee nodded with a skeptical look on her face. "Yep, you're getting super fat, Jacob." She poked him in the ribs and he shooed her hands away playfully.

"Nessie, stop," he teased. "If I don't get moving around soon, I will get fat."

"Only Jake here would miss nearly a week's worth of meals during his coma and wake up worrying that he might get fat," Embry joked. "If anything, you're looking a little light to me."

Jacob turned his arms in, inspected them and scowled. "Yeah, lucky me. I'm losing all my muscles."

"You only got so big because you were doing all those pull ups when Ness wouldn't see you."

"You gotta big mouth, Embry!"

"Sorry!"

Renesmee began chucking grapes at his head as he ran around dodging them. "Leave Jacob alone...I think he looks great," she gushed as she paused and pressed a kiss to his lips.

"Ugh...you two, I swear. Better take it easy on him, Nessie. Otherwise his heart might stop again."

Jacob broke off the kiss as Renesmee grimaced. "What did he say?"

"Embry!"

"You didn't tell him?"

Jacob pushed his tray away and crossed his arms over his chest. "Somebody start talking...now."

Embry tossed Renesmee an apologetic look as he made his way to the door. "Coward!" she shouted.

"I'm waiting..." Jacob huffed.

"Jake..." she began, cuddling up to him as his body stiffened.

"Cut it out, Renesmee. What was Embry talking about?"

She shifted her body around to face him as he sat on the bed. She swallowed thickly and reached for his hand, hesitating when she saw his furrowed brow and angry gaze. Jacob saw the anxiety in her expression and his face softened. He uncrossed his arms from his chest and held them out to her and she accepted his embrace.

Renesmee sighed against his shoulder and smiled. When he pulled away from her, he spoke. "I wish you knew how frustrated I am with everyone keeping secrets from me. I'm not used to being this helpless and I need you to be honest with me. So please tell me what happened."

Renesmee nodded sadly. Wordlessly, she brought her palm to his cheek and showed him memories of the night his heart had stopped beating. He saw how scared she was and the way Sam had to carry her out to the patio because she wouldn't leave him otherwise. He saw the terror in her eyes as she waited to find out if he would live or die.

She struggled to choke back sobs, but when she watched him experience that night through her eyes, she saw a single tear slide down his cheek and she fell apart. They held each other again, crying and soothing one another. "I'm so sorry," Jacob murmured.

"You're sorry for almost dying?" Nessie mumbled into the crook of his neck. She swiped at her tears as she backed away to look at him.

"I'm sorry you had to go through that," he clarified, bringing his thumbs to the corners of her eyes and brushing her tears away. "I know why you didn't want me to know. That was really awful."

"I'm okay now," she reassured him, forcing a smile. "I got you back, that's what really counts."

"I'm never leaving you again," he swore as he gathered her back into his arms and hugged her tighter than ever.

"I'm gonna hold you to that promise, Jacob Black. Because I'm not going anywhere without you."

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