Recap:

"Roxanna, can I talk to you"

"What," she said in the sassiest way ever

"What is going on between us?"

"Sorry I am not friends with anyone who hurts my true friends"

"But we were friends"

"I was using you, I can't believe that you though I can be friends with someone like you"

Chapter 3:

I didn't know what to say at the moment. I felt too many emotions at the same time, depressed, angry, and confused. My heart hurts so much, I guess this is what it feels to be betrayed after being betrayed by someone else that you loved.

"Whh..yyyy..Why?" I asked quietly

"You were smart and I wasn't that smart, and I needed my marks to be higher, let's go girls we don't need to talk to a loser like her"

They bumped passed me and I did nothing. I was clueless and frozen as a statue. I needed to run away from this. I needed to go somewhere else so I can think about what just happened. What actually happened? Everything went by so fast and too quick for me to understand. There are so many questions I want ask but there is no time to ask that. I will just be hurt again and again. That is the future I see.

I didn't come to school for a week I think. My parents understand how hurt I was because they know how hard it was for me to trust someone just after being betrayed and then being betrayed by them. They tried many ways to cheer me up and make me feel better but nothing worked. I have fallen into darkness where light won't be able to save me anymore. Every day I would stay in my room and write. The best way to let out all my feelings. I always had a habit of writing whenever I am upset. I would write a chapter or two where my life would be perfect. It would always bring a smile to me but only for a second.

Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months. I finally came back to the school determined to be confident and not to hide from my problems. I was at the same place with the students in my class since my parents would pick up my homework from the teachers every day and I am a fast learner. I entered the room and all I see were stared and people whispering. I felt scared enough that I started to move back but I stopped.

"Lilia, you need to face your problems. Running away won't do anything and make it worse" I said to myself"

I walked forward and sat at my seat and took out the book with the book I am writing. I don't want to talk to anyone yet. I will wait and see what happens, and I start to write. The bell rings and class starts and me wanting to finish my book.

Time Skip

It is the end of the day and it isn't that bad. I actually got the time to finish my book and edit the first couple of chapters. I was the last person to leave since I have to clean up the class today since I miss my turn last week. I was actually almost done because some of the girls in our class decided to help me a bit since they had a bit of time left until they had to go home. I was finished cleaning the last table and I was putting stuff in the cabinet until I heard the door open. Most to all students and teachers so be gone know. I turn around with the bottle of disinfectant as my weapon. I walk toward the door slowly to only see the last person I wanted to see. Roxana. I just continued doing my work and finish packing my work.

"Lilia, Listen to me please. I have come here to apologize. I don't care if you listen to me or not, it has been bothering me for a while now but I didn't know how to face you after all the stuff I have done to you. I didn't know what to do after what Annabelle told me, that she will hurt me and my friends. I wanted to protect you that is all I was trying to do. You are like my sister, my other half. I couldn't stand you being hurt just because my selfish actions so I did what she told me to do. Can you please forgive me and can we be friends again?"