It was the end of the day and I had no reason to take the bus today so I decided to walk home so I don't have to talk to anyone or face them. Sure it was long maybe a ½ hour away but better than facing anyone that I don't want to talk to which is everyone. I wonder why I took this path that led me to where I am now. Now that I think about it, tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of the terrible moments in my life. It is not the moments fault but the person who caused it, that person who covered herself with mask that I wish I saw before I trusted her. Maybe she is the reason why I don't let anyone else I my life anymore. Since I trusted someone so easily that I don't want that mistake to happen to anyone including me. I wish everything I did had a different outcome.

I came home around 4:30 and locked myself away. Nobody cared to try helping me since I won't let them, I can't risk myself being hurt anymore. I jumped on my bed and turned around to the pictures of me when I was younger. I started crying for no reason but my heart know why. I have been locking my feelings in and when I have the chance to pour it out, I do. My past keeps on haunting me but I can't do anything since I can't do anything to stop it. The reason crying so much is that I have to remember that awful past of mine.

The bell rang and everyone sat down, all except one girl. The new girl. "Good Morning Everyone, I like to welcome Lilia Jennings to our class.....I will be placing her right beside Roxanna. Can Roxanna please raise her had. The blond short girl raised her hand and smiled. I walked towards and sat down. I was scared, frightened and hurt. I moved here because my boyfriend that I loved so much has cheated on me for my best friend. I was hurt for months but I knew I had to move forward so the first step was moving away to a new school so here I am. I noticed the stuff on my desk and I guessed it was some stuff I missed on the first day of school (yesterday). Oh great! I have to waste my night on homework and I planned to watch a good movie tonight. UGGGG! Apparently Math was our first subject today and we were learning the multiplication tables but I was great at them. People noticed how fast I could answer any math question so the teacher gave me some time to start yesterday work.

"Hey Lilia Can you help me memorize my multiplication, I am pretty good at everything except Math."

"Sure" and I moved my desk right beside her. I taught her all my tricks for memorizing and in no time she memorized all of them.

That was the start of our friendship. We started to talk to each other more, we hanged out more often, and we would often tell each other our secrets. She was like my other half and we couldn't live without each other. It was great for a good year until grade 7 came. This new girl Annabelle came and she ruined everything. I don't know what I did to hurt her but she hated my guts. She first talked to us and told Roxanna excuses to make her hang out with her but then Roxanna just stopped hanging out with me. She wouldn't even talk to me, all she would do is give the dirtiest glare and turn around.

That was it. I needed to know what was wrong and what is going in between us.

"Roxanna, can I talk to you"

"What" she said in the sassiest way ever

"What is going on between us?"

"Sorry I am not friends with anyone who hurts my true friends"

"But we were friends"

" I was using you, I can't believe that you though I can be friends with somone like you"