"Lilia. I know we only met but...I LOVE YOU." Nathan says holding out a rose for me.

"I love you too. For a very long time." I said while hugging him. 

We both look into each other's eyes. I felt both of us lean in for a small kiss. Then I woke up with a book on my lap. I look at the book remembering that I read this in my old school. An Unspoken Love.My favourite. I wish I could be in this book. I would live more happily. I looked around and saw that my little sister was looking for me. I moved to Canada to help me learn English more than I did before. That also means starting a new school and meeting new friends and I hate that. I am the silent type which means I am never able to make friends easily. 

"Here are your bread and eggs." my sister Annabelle said.

 She was starting grade 6 at the same school as me. She can easily make friends, not like me. I was useless. It was 8:30 when I left to catch the bus. I forgot to say that my name is Lilia Jennings and I am in grade 8. The school I am going to is called Albert High School. As I got on the bus, I found a seat right away at the front of the bus. I was alone like usual. I took out my IPod and listen to a couple of songs and I looked outside. There is always something new you can see every day. Some kids said hi and went back to talking to their friends. 

"What is a friend?" I thought inside of my head. A friend is a person who you can trust, a person who you can rely on, a person who isn't human. That is my opinion. All people who you can call 'friend' is just a play. Many plays were happening on this bus. You can ask me why I think this way. The reason is because I have felt betrayal way too many times a human should feel. I push myself away from everyone human talks to, even my parents. Yes, I even can't trust my parents. That how life told me to be. A loner. A sad person. Me. 

As the school came closer and closer. I wanted to run away more and more. I walked out of the bus and headed to the office. I moved a couple of weeks late so I am late students. I walked in and said my name and they gave a package of things needed to be signed, filled and other things my mum needed to do to be an official student of the school. My first class was Math so I headed the way the map told me to do and I got there just in time.

 The teacher was Mrs Jennifer. She was skinny and had blond hair. I knew she was the type of teacher I would like. She was very energetic and happy. She put a smile on my face. That never happened in the last 2 years of my life. It felt weird. I sat beside a girl named Jenny. She had light skin and long black hair. She amazed me how she can get along with others easily. 

"Hi, I'm Jenny Michael! What about you."

 "I'm Lilia Jennings, why asking," I ask in my always harsh tone.

 "Is there a reason I should not," she asked in a very girly voice. 

"Well, in my case, yes!" I said and went back to being my loner self.

 "Why can I not be like her, why me?" I asked myself that.

 "Maybe it is because of the problems I had, the stress I had to control the tears that turn into puddles after I cried myself to sleep." I thought.

 "Good Morning everyone, today I will be about cylinders," Mrs Jennifer said. " Yes, Ms Jennings

"It is a 3D shape that consists of 2 circles and a rectangle. The surface area formula is two pi radius squared plus two pi radius height" I said raising my hand. 

Everyone started at me with awe. To tell you now, I adore math. It is my favourite and the subject I am only good at.

 "Yes Ms Jennings, but can you please slow down for others to catch up," she said with a pitiful smile. I hate when people pity me. It makes me feel weaker than I am. I am useless again to others. 

Language. I hate language, it is the subject where I cannot be the best that I can be. The teachers name was Mr Colton. He had blond hair and blue eyes. He makes immature jokes the kids and is way too funny for my expectations

" Lilia?" a guy asked me. No way it could not be....Sebastian Miles my best and most awesome friend. I talk to him over the phone after he left me to go to Canada.

" Sebastian, how are you? You look different from before"

" and you changed both ways"

" what do you means both ways"

"I mean you are as beautiful as always but you are not an energetic and fun"

" oh things change as time flies"

"What happen"

"Let just say, I trust no one except you" 

Hey, readers! This is my first book and I am very scared about posting it. I am not the best at writing but I still hope you continue reading my book. I did a big chapter today but I might not do this big of a chapter anymore. I will update (if there is time) on Mondays and Wednesday but starting from next week. - Emeka (Abnegationbooklover)