Krist's POV

Days are going good.

Our little trouble in paradise brought many things into public.

Singto's Tweets on his moods stated clearly the effect of my MV on his mental state.

My comments on his IG post.

I'm actually glad that we both could bring back all the sense of warmth to our Peraya family back.

And with Singto as he stated that night to me he started maintaining his distance with P'Nat.

We're in Love.

Iam in Love.

Iam happy.

We're Sappy.

I'm busy in finding my impression for next song.

This time around I want to write lyrics.

I didn't decide yet whether it be good or bad.

It's boring to stay home. Alone.

I want to go around. And just like that I remember my cousin Bank's Birthday!

I went to his house after texting My Lion that I'm going out to Bank's house.

I went to him, we celebrated.

And when I returned home its already 11pm and P'Jane texted me that schedule of P is up till a bit later after 12.

I was going through Instagram and found many posts that kept me entertained.

I drifted to sleep while tweeting.

In the middle of night Singto came home and spooned me from behind after taking hot bath. I turned around and nuzzled my face into his nape.

I like how I can be myself with him.

He pampers me and he also let's me boss around. He's so flexible in this relation that I want to announce our relationship for the world to know.!

He kissed me on lips getting me out of my sleep. And then I was aware of smells around me. He smoked and also he's spent.

I don't mind his habits.

Our mutual friends ask me if I'm okay with these habits of him.

I'm aware. He smokes. He drinks. He tastes. But he ain't Addicted to anything. If anything I'm his addiction. Only.

So I don't really mind his testing.

But today I felt something in me stirred with the kiss. It's normal pace for us, yet I felt a pull towards his lips.

Little paradise.

He kissed me again slowly but roughly as I'm awake now. Somehow during the kiss he completely turned me around and sat me up along with him.

I can't take it anymore. I want his mouth to be on mine. There's a new found hunger and Thrill in me now.

I weaved my hands into his hair. Tugged it backwards so that I could trail down his Jawline.

And then he pulled me into his lap, keeping his hands on my hips bones.
I pushed him to the bed on his back and trailed a wet finger from his Adam's apple to his chest and twirled it around in the middle kissing his nub there.

He's breathe hitched and he clutched my shoulders but I kept my trail again to his stomach where I placed sloppy wet kisses.!

Somehow to this fogged brain of mine want to have wet things around.

After about some hundreds of kisses started trailing my finger on mind numbingly slow manner. Until it reached his happy trail. I moved little back in my position.

I bent down and with my mouth pulled out the strings of his pyjama pants.  And gave a smooth kiss just above his treasure.

Till now he was enjoying and suddenly I found myself on my back and hemin hovering over me.

It edged me to override of emotions.

I hungrily pulled him into a kiss and whole doing it his pants came down a little showing my happy home a little.! (You got me, there )

And just like that he's out.! He fell. Asleep on me! Half naked! 🙄😏😣😥

I went to washroom brought clean towels to clean him And my hand itched to sick him off.! But I don't wanna disturb him. So I didn't.

I also took cold shower but my senses are not in place. I want more. Something more.! Something. Something. Something.

I'm going insane, it's like I'm hungry. Yet I went to bed and slept all night.

Next day

Singto woke me up and gave me breakfast. He looked guilty and I just dismissed him that it's okay.

He looked confused and said "I've something to tell you."

I felt nervous. Now I know it's not about leaving in the middle of 'deed'. It's something more. Something I can't handle.

"P'Jane said me that director wants me to do an intimate scene with P'Nat and that's almost compulsory for the plot. Because if we don't it seems like he cheated on me with my friend because I can't satisfy him. He has a point but I can't do it. So yesterday I was so stressed and took some new.... " he trailed off.

" Drug? " I supplied. He nodded his head like a kid. I pulled him on to me and continued.

" so you are afraid that I'll misunderstand your tasting new thing so seriously? No P'. I know you and ill always trust you more than anyone, even myself. So don't ever doubt about such trivial things. I'm more worried about your health you are so exhausted last night. " I said.

He cupped my face in his left hand and sat in my lap.

" it's because the new drug gives more energy than you possess,  thus making it like more exhausting after the power of it drained.  I took just a little before coming home that even you could have tasted it on me."

I nodded my head.

"Anyways I loved the feral way we were last night" he said while giving me a sweet kiss behind my ear.

" Now hurry up, we need to go to Gmm building we have appointments and events today." I urged him.

We went to agency and seperated for our own schedules.

I was so tired after Tesco Lotus Minion Event that I literally want someone to carry me home.

The I heard." They are so hot. I literally squealed. And I heard P'Nat is really hard after  the scene. How lucky he must be!" one staff said.

"But I saw him normal after he's out of the changing room. I wonder who helped him?" the other one said.

I don't have much energy. But I wanna go there. To meet and claim my man.

So I went to his set.

And what I saw really made me drop to ground.

I saw them in kissing.
Singto in arms of P'Nat. His arms are caged and he's being overpowered by the other man.

Then I saw tears in his eyes. He's being abused. He didn't want that. He didn't mean to do anything.

I immediately went to them and hit P'Nat with my helmet. Not to harshly but enough to make him staggered.

And dialed P'Jane's number to let him. Know the situation and fled from the scene with my Singto.

After we reached home he's silent.

I smiled at him and he returned it with hesitation.

"I'm sorry" is all he said.

I stripped my clothes to boxer and went to him.

And helped him remove his clothes and kissed him. He kissed back but didn't respond like before.

. And then like that he broke down in front of me saying he hated this situation.

He told how P'Nat had been trying and messaging him to give him a chance and how he persuaded director that a scene between them is necessary and how he gave him new drug so that hell surrender instead he came home. And how today in filming he tried to provoke him by touching his private parts to my Boyfriend.

I was so tempted to kill the....

" Look at me Sing. Tell me what to do." I asked him to erase the pain.

He looked at me for the longest time.

"You said you snatched the packet from him. Right?" he asked. I nodded.

"I'll take it and you make love to me. Please." he said.

There's a desperation in his plead. But I can't let him take it now when he's in depression.

" I agree but in one condition." I declared.

He scrunched up his nose and looked at me quizzically.

" I'll use it on me not you. " I said.

" No no no.. You don't have to. I dont need it." he said with widened eyes.

He's shaking his head. Until I held his face and landed a peck on it.

"Baby relax, I don't do too much. I'll just have a little. Just for you to taste on me. So lite that you won't be feeling like we even consumed it."
I explained.  (don't think I support drugs. It just needed for the story.)

He agreed.

I went to my closet, brought my bag out and took the little packet from it.

I took a pinch of it and put that directly on my tongue and turned around to smile at him. I already felt fresh, happy, light, energized.

He saw me with both concern and hunger in eyes.

I smiled to assure him that I'm fine.

He also turned around to get lube and condom.

But i saw a fingerprint on his hipbone when P'Nat clutched him.

I felt a surge of emotion to clean Singto. He's mine.

I took one more pinch of powder.
This time everything felt 10 times  better. My claim on my lover came few times over.

He's mine. He's my happiness. And only mine.

I went to him and back hugged him biting the soft spot on his nape.

He mewled. That's new.

He don't usually do it and he turned around to kiss me.

We kissed and immediately our actions took a turn of aggressive touch.

We're clutching eachothers so hard that I can feel his hand marks on me as if it's a paint.

So hard. So aggressive. And he's so submissive right now. To me.

I want more. More him. More claim. More love.

I want that look on his face to be permanent. As if I'm the only one he'll be able to bring him Happiness.

I saw it more than felt it that every nerve in my body is enlarged with new hot blood pouring into them. Every single muscle is twitching with bounce of energy. Every millimeter of my skin is on fire.

And he's water that's cooling it. His touch is cool. I want more. More. More.

That's how erotic we spent our night.

I saw our torn bed, broken table and bruised face showed me how much hunter sex we had last night.

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A/N : for all those who want 18+ ill give that in a separate book with mature warning. And that also on demand only.!