Singto POV

I'm sad.

I'm bad.

I failed.

I'm tired.

I feel like I'm helpless, worthless.

But... Is that okay to end it all? 

Even if I wanted to suck it all up and endure it... I can't.. I can't anymore.

It all started because of me.

I'm to be blamed. Now I have thousands of sins on my hands..

I can't bare this burden on my shoulders.

I'm drowning in a sea even with life jacket on! 

I don't even want to get saved.

I just want to end this. 

While looking at his face with all the bruises I don't think I need this anymore..

I'm sorry Por.

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Hey Hello readers.. This is a little bit sneak peak to the next and final chapter of this book!

I hope I'll complete in next 1.5 hr and will publish it.. Until then please do read this and anticipate.