Singto's POV

I woke up when the smell bacon hit my nose. The heavenly aroma I get when my baby prepares my favourite breakfast.

I don't wanna open I eyes because the first thing I wanna see in the morning is his face.

So I callout for him.

"Baby"

"......."

"Turtle."

"........"

"Krist"

"......."

What. What happened that he didn't say anything or hug me yet?

I try remembering and now I realise that I'm on couch but not the bed.

Oooooph.

Why? Why am I on the couch? Even at his worst mood swing he won't let me sleep on the bed.

Then what transpired.

I remember last night party.
Me talking to My nongs from Gmm Agency.

Then I remember P'Nat coming over and asking us to company them but he's buzzed.

A bit of his habit is to do drugs.

He's kinda supplier.

Any new thing in the market first hits his door.

And I remember him  asking my alcohol tolerance. I said I'm pretty high tolerant.

He laughed on my face and said that I won't be able to stand a sec even if I want to if I had his new product.

I felt challenged. Even though he's my Co actor I felt threatened of my position.

I don't know why I just want to be best so that my beloved won't feel anyone else as better.

Krist is the most precious thing I have  after my dad.

He's the hook that keeps me balanced.
He's the cook that keeps me mode.
He's the bloke  that keeps me hooked.
He's the rock that keeps me ground.

"Aaaarghhhhhhh... That's hot" I exclaimed when he put my finger in hot coffee.

I zoned out too much that haven't seen him approach me with my breakfast in hand.

But unlike everytime he brought before this time there's a frown on  his face.

A frown that gave away things are not right between us this morning.

I held his hand and made him sit on the bed.

"Baby, tell me what happened."

".....". He just moved his gaze somewhere behind me then to my phone.

So there's something that bothered him, that's happen to link with my phone.

So I took my phone in hands and asked him to open it.

After a little hesitation he opened it and went to email and showed me an email which made me smile proudly but seeing his pout it made me wince too.

"Aaaahhhh Kr..." he cut my words by storming out of the room.

I went after him and hugged his waist.

"Baby listen to me." and then I heard him sniff.

I turned him around and saw his red eyes.

"Krist why are you crying now?"

"Because you hid it from me. The most important news and you didn't even bother to tell me. I always wanted to be the first person to know and I was the last." he said.

I hugged him and inhaled his smell asking to bring a glass of water.

He went to kitchen mean while I just put hand in my pocket and yelled.

" Baby get the water into our bedroom. "

I guess this is it.

He entered into our room straight without looking here and there.

I cleared my throat, drank the water and meanwhile bent to recover fallen handkerchief on the floor.

Krist's POV

He bent down to take the napkin and I was waiting for him to explain the situation so that I can hug and kiss him again without crying.

I want to be important to him as much as  important as he's to me.

I Love this man infront of me.

With all the flowers and thorns he brings along with.

What's going on I can smell some erotic smells and I look down just to gasp.

He's on one knew looking up at me.

Please don't sa....

"Marry Me Kit" he said.

He didn't ask, he didn't question, he didn't request.

He just said.

Of course there's no need of my permission for this. He can do what he wants to do with me.

Iam his After all. 

He's mine.

So even we both know that I'll marry him I wanna play.

"No. YOU can't." I stated with poker face.
He paled, I'm about to spill beans.

" I Love You Krist. That email aboit my photography Course in Cambridge came around 2 weeks ago. But I don't want to leave you yet so I postponed my course to winter session. I just want to spend time with you. Please baby understand." he pleaded.

It's his dream, the thing he strives so hard to reach. Even with Sotus, Uprince and now Friendzone he never ignored his passion with camera.

And his dad's only dream to see this guy's lifetime achievement and now he says all this is because for me.

"No. P. You can't do this. You can't let this opportunity to go. It's your dream but not only yours. But also uncles." I said stroking his hair.

He put ring on my fingers and kisses me tenderly.

I'm happy. I'm so happy that I wanna burst.

I can't seem to control my happiness.
This is true Peraya moment..

Even though there are may videos and pictures of us  we always fit well if are together.

Next day I gave Tassi a call and went to meet her at her house.

I showed the ring to her. She squeaked like a little teenager.
And gave me a hug.

After spending hours with her. I came back to parking lot to retrieve my car.

Just then I met P'Nat. I gave a nod and about to move when I asked.

"How's My Man?" I was pissed and told her that he's mine.

"Oh, but I plan to make him mine." he said.

I scoffed and said "Dream On."

" I like guys with high tolerance." he said.

" what?" I'm confused now.

"I has high alcohol tolerance and I happen to like the way he looks intoxicated." he said.

I was about to retaliate when he said.

"There's a scene in series that I kiss him so passionately and I'm planning to have something in my tongue to make it even hotter without others notice." he explained and I was fuming.

He showed me a packet and I just snatched it from him and went home.

But I guess I'm back to my happy self after seeing his face. He's such a baby.! My Baby.

I decided not to say anything to Singto, because it may effect his acting that way.

NEXT DAY

I'm sitting on our couch tweeting and updating my IG story.  when suddenly people started tagging me in photos of friendzone in IG.

To say I'm sad is not true, but just felt a bit dissappointed.

It's photo of P'Nat and Singto On a bed.

Even if my baby is covered in blanket away from P'Nat. There's a pang in my heart seeing them on same bed.

I felt restless. So I went out.

I turned off my phone.

I roamed around Alot and met with Godt.

We went to have face cleansing and ended up taking a selfie with the logo of the clinic.

He's a nice guy and good friend of my friend Toptap.

And when I went home i  saw its dark.
I switched on all the lights and about to go to kitchen when I saw my Lion on the couch with a pout and sulking, passed it as tiredness.

"Have you enjoyed your day well? With Godt?" he asked.

I smiled and said "Yeah. He's Fun".

He huffed and went into bedroom and spoke to someone through a call and said 'Okay'.

I didn't question him.

I went to fresh up and headed to bed.

I went behind him and pulled him against me. He resisted but followed me eventually.

"Tuan.. You know right. That I love you and only you. I went out because I wasn't feeling well to be all alone in the apartment and happen to meet him in the way. That's all. We didn't even have coffee to begin with we're having our facials in the parlour cum clinic. Don't worry that pretty brain of yours. Okay? " I asked him.

He saw straight into my eyes and said
" Why did you off your phone? "

" Oops.. See I switched it off and didn't think enough  to on it again when went back. Sorry na ~~" I said to him.

I kissed him on the lips holding myself up on my left elbow hovering him and he just melted away under my touch. He clutched the sleeve of my T shirt in tight grip and pulled me closer to him.

After long kiss I gave one more peck to him.

And I decided to tell him everything that happened.

After the narration he's both fuming and nervous.

I asked him "What are you thinking?"

He said in a low voice "in this series you  know right that my partner cheats on me. So there no intimate scenes between us. But today director asked us to have at least one scene to have good impact. And I immediately rejected. P'Jane suggested that we can use camera angle and some erotica hand gestures from behind. I said I'll ask you and confirm. I called you many times and you didn't respond. But when I saw you with Godt and you are smiling I couldn't think straight. So I said I'll confirm tomorrow and came home. " he said.

I'm touched that he's seeking my approval to such things. I'm so happy that I didn't notice sad look on his face.

When I'm about to peck him again he said there's more.

" So... When I came you are not there and after hours of wait you came home and said you enjoyed your day I was mad and said okay to P'Jane." he said and guiltily looked up at me.

I just smiled and gave him a loving kiss brushing all his insecurities.

Our kisses are always a sign. A sign of love, assurance and feelings.

Honestly we came this long and I understand there's nothing, absolutely nothing that can separate us. We're as strong as our  Peraya Fandom. 💙♥️💙♥️💙♥️

I'm so damn happy.. Today is roller coaster ride for me. Happy Sad Love Care Assurance.

It's like my emotions are too high.. Too extreme.. Too extreme that I can see I'm floating in my emotions.

Adrenaline running high already and that night i made love again to him.
This is us. This is me. This is him. This is Love.

¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬

A/N:  The peak point of the story is emotions of a person. So the concentration of this story lies in exposing one's thoughts more that expressed words.

Thanks for reading and I would love to have some recognition for my works.

By the way I'm writing this while giving my second semester exams which will last till 25th of this month.