I'm going to a lake today so I'm uploading this before I leave. There literally no WiFi there so here you guys go.
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So this is the same weekend but instead of hanging out with Shane and the twins its about Nate and Matt after the hospital. ⚠️Huge trigger warning ⚠️ This is a filler chapter you can skip this especially Matt's nightmare. Well not the whole nightmare is a trigger warning just the end but I'm still gonna mark it when you see this emoji ⚠️ that's when it starts when you see this emoji ✅ that's when it's over. I will post the suicide hotline number at the end of the chapter and some bloopers to lighten the mood. Also play the music when you see this 💤.
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Third person's POV

Matt walked with Nate hand in hand to the park. "Never thought I would be an uncle." Nate said, Matt's head was leaning on Nate's shoulder "Me neither but it happened." Matt responded "You know I love you right?" Nate asked "You tell me everyday." Matt said "I just want you to know." Nate said hugging Matt he returned the hug Nate gave him. The park was small but very beautiful and delicate the two love birds walked hand in hand for hours and hours till it was sunset.*

"Sleepover at my house?" Nate asked "Sure why not?" Matt said. They both walked to Nate's place there they sat, talked, watch tv, played with Rylo. Matt started to fall asleep Nate noticed it was 10:00 pm and they came back from a walk in the park after leaving the hospital. "Wanna sleep in my bed?" He asked "Where are you gonna sleep?" the other male yawned "With you if you want I could even let you borrow my clothes like last time." Nate said they both walked upstairs to Nate's room. It was medium size with different band poster covering the dark blue walls. In the middle was a full size bed with a black and white guitar bed sheet design, parallel to the bed was a tv connected to a gaming system, to the left of the tv was a computer, to the right were two doors one leading to the bathroom and one leading to the closet, on the left of the bed was a small brown nightstand with an Amazon Alexa on top, between the nightstand and the computer was the window it was small but big enough for someone to climb in and out, it lead to the backyard, on right of the bed was a brown dresser, on top of the dresser was a medium blue lamp, a black digital alarm clock, a few opened water bottles, and a red pick.

"It's nice." Matt said walking inside "It's not much but it mine." Nate said walking over to the dresser pulling out some pjs for Matt. "Here it might be a little too big. There's strings on the shorts if you need to tighten them." Nate tossed a pair of pjs to Matt "The bathroom is the left door." He said point to the door "Thanks." Matt walked in the bathroom and changed he did not cut himself tonight.

Matt walked out with wearing a loose grey shirt that had a faded Pokémon logo on it, and red shorts with white horizontal lines on the sides. "It's not the first time you look cute in my clothes." Nate whistled, Matt blushed. Nate wore a black shirt and blue shorts. They both crawled into the bed Nate hugged Matt from behind snuggling his head into Matt's neck. "Goodnight I love you." His voice was muffled "I love you too goodnight." Matt said wrapping his arms around Nate's. It was peaceful for a few hours but around 1:00 am Matt started to get a nightmare.
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Matt was running from something he had no idea though. He just kept running never looking back. But every time he ran he felt like he never moved that he was stuck in darkness. Then he stopped, he couldn't move, couldn't see, hear, feel, anything. Matt reached out only to touch an invisible forcefield he banged on it till his fists bleeds. Then there was light and he saw someone it was Nate, Matt tried to call out for him but he couldn't speak for some reason another figured appeared it was a guy. The figure and Nate started to make out tears were rolling down Matt's face. Matt mouthed words like 'no', 'please', 'don't do this to me', and 'I loved you.' After Nate and the figure made out Nate faced Matt with a dirty look on his face. "I never loved you. Not then, not now, not ever. I just used* you for my personal gain. So this is goodbye." He said as he and figure walked away Matt started to bang on the force field again but with no hope. He was crying, his face was red, shoulders wrecked with cries, bloodshot eyes, he fell to his knees, fists still on the force field. Matt was shaking, his head side to side slowly, muttering 'I'm sorry's left and right. After Nate and the figure were out of sight a trap door opened. It lead to another room Matt walked in there were three white pedestal with a few different objects on them. On the far left were illegal drugs like heroin, cocaine, and GHB, matches, a small bottle of gasoline, and a plastic bag, on the far right were cyanide, rope, a gun, and a small pocket knife, in the middle were a car battery with cables, explosives, a gas mask connected to what looks like an oxygen tank, and prescription bottles. Above the pedestal was a white sign that said "Chose you way to go." In black dripping letters. Matt looked closer at each pedestal. Matt chose the pocket knife then the other objects disappear into dust he untied his bandages until it showed his skin. He lifted the knife to his skin and swiftly dragged the knife down drawing crimson blood from his tan skin. More and more his cuts until his collapse to the ground from the blood lost laying on the ground Matt lifts the knife one last time but this time to his neck. He slits his throat more blood was oozing out. Matt's hand falls to the ground, his eyes look up to the ground as the light that never was there* dies.

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While Matt was dreaming Nate was snuggling. Then Matt's body started to tremble, tears started to fall out. After a small sob came out of Matt's mouth Nate woke up. Nate started to shake Matt a little. "Matty? Baby wake up." He whispered but Matt wouldn't wake up. Nate sat up, took of the blanket and cradled Matt's body bridal style Matt's head in Nate's arm. Nate ran his fingers in Matt's hair knowing that it had calmed him down before. Matt's fingers suddenly grabbed onto Nate's clothing. In the dead of the night Nate could hear Matt saying something. Nate leaned in a little bit closer trying to hear. "Please don't leave me." Matt whispered "I won't I promise," Nate muttered "I love you too much." "Alexa shuffle my calming playlist." Nate said looking to the nightstand. His Alexa came to life with a blue ring.

"Shuffling your calming playlist now." Alexa said. 💤You Found Me by They Fray started to play Nate sang along.

I found God on the corner of first and amistad
Where the west was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said 'where you been?'
He said 'Ask anything'

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
From the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not, and who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

Early morning
City breaks
I've been calling
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never send me no letters
You got some kind of nerve
Taking all I want

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

Why'd you have to wait
To find me?
To find me?
Nate keep petting Matt's hair and placing small kisses on his forehead while Superhero by The Script played. Matt's tears stopped mid way in the song. Nate wrapped the blanket around both of them carefully and fell asleep at 3 am still sitting with Matt in his lap, his hand in Matt's hair, and Matt's hand gripped on Nate's shirt.

TIME SKIP (The morning)

The two males were sleeping on the bed with Alexa still playing music. It was playing its last song which was Sweden by C418*. Matt was the first one to wake up around 9:30 am he lifted his head trying to look around but trying not to wake up Nate but Nate ended up wake up. "Morning sleepyhead." Matt said. "Morning," Nate yawned "Nice to see your not crying anymore." "What happened last night?" Matt asked "You had a nightmare I tried to make you up but you wouldn't. So I cradled you the rest of the night." Nate answered "I'm sorry." Matt said "For what?" Nate asked "For waking you up." Matt said "I'm your boyfriend it's my job to care for you even in the middle of the night," Nate said "Wanna talk about it?" "No can we forget it happened?" Matt asked "Forget what happened?" Nate asked Matt giggled. After talking both boys showered and dressed. Matt wore a super Mario shirt with shorts, Nate wore a attack on titans scouts shirt with shorts.  They were both eating in the kitchen Matt with a cereal and Nate with some waffles. "Anything you wanna do today?" Matt asked "Go to the zoo?" Nate suggested. Together they went to the Los Angeles Zoo (clever name)* then they went walking around The Old Los Angeles Zoo (OMG another clever name).* "Where do you think the others are right now?" Matt asked "Shane's house remember," Nate said "Wanna play them a visit?" He asked "Yeah I wanna see if they're still okay." Matt said. They both walked to Shane's house and ringed the door bell Jack answered it.

"Matt, Nate hey guys." He said Matt and Nate walked in and greeted everyone "Hey gu- whoa Shane what happened to your eyes?" Nate asked Matt was a little bit confused "Babe what do you mean Shane's eyes are bro- whoa." Matt looked at Shane's eyes "Are you wearing contacts or something?" He asked "Nope these are my real eyes." Shane said "But they were brown at school." Nate said "I wore brown eyed contacts." She explained "You look better this way." Nate said "That's what I said." Mark called out. "I thought you guys were gonna call me a freak." Shane said "Not with cool eyes like those." Matt said. "Thanks guys you really are the best." Shane said.*

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Okay blooper time
*1- Instead of walking the whole time I was gonna make them roll down the hill in the afternoon but that would just hurt Matt and that's not what I want.

*2- I was gonna have music there but I decided not to because in order to understand why I put the music you have to read the nightmare and I don't want to force you.

*3- Okay the third blooper is in the nightmare and it kinda funny because I forgot how to spell used.

*4- This other one is in the nightmare like the last one when I mean in his eyes I mean Matt's eye incase you guys didn't know

*5- I actually love this song its from the Minecraft soundtrack

*6&7- Those are the actual names for the zoos I looked up

*8- If you guy noticed I copied and pasted this from the previous chapter.

Suicide hotline number- 1-800-273-8255

Please seek out help

And that's it for this chapter I had mixed emotions writing this. Next time the group will be going to a carnival let's see how that goes. 👋👋

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