I'm sitting on my bed crying into my pillow. I can't believe after everything hayes would kiss my best friend. The worst part is that Jenni allowed it. I didn't see her fighting it or anything. Cam knocks on my door.

"Leave me alone!" I say. He walks in. "Come on. Don't hide away." He says. "What do you expect me to do!?" I ask him. He sighs. "The guys and I are going out later want to join?" I shake my head. "Just leave me here." He sighs and gets up.

When he leaves I continue to cry. Did he leave me because I'm ugly or something? Was he bored with me? Why on earth would a guy who truly loves you kiss your best friend!? I'm so frustrated right now I can punch a wall.

I go on my phone and see so many tweets. One of them is hayes. I read it curious to know what it says. 'When a person makes a mistake it hurts the ones you love deeply. Now I have no one. I'm broken again.' He's broken? Yeah right that was his choice and I bet he didn't even hesitate.

I go on Instagram and look at the comments left on my selfie. Of coarse they're so many hate comments. 'No wonder hayes left you your just an attention hogger." One says. Oh this next one is my favorite.

'You are so ugly, fat, rude, and you think your all that! Snap to reality. You were abused and you are never wanted. Cam tweeted saying how much he hates you how much he wants to get rid of you. Go kill yourself.'

I scoff at it and throw my phone down. I'm starting to believe those words. If I wasn't ugly or if I was skinny i bet hayes wouldn't of cheated on me. I start crying again. Why me!? I hear another knock on my door. I stand up and open it.

Emily rushes in. "I heard everything." She says hugging me. I cry in her shoulder. "It hurts so much." I say. "I know kiddo I know." "I lost everything and everyone. Mom, Luke, hayes, Jenni." "Shh." She rubs my hair.

"Hey listen to this song for me before you do anything stupid. My mom Is taking me out shopping but I'll be back later." She says handing me my phone. She types in the song and I plug in my headphones. I sit on my bed staring at the ceiling listening to this song.

So far I like it. I get back on social media looking around. I start tapping my foot along with the beat. This is catchy I love it. It speaks the truth and the words are just helping me trough this.

I start humming along I might do a cover for this. I'll probably put it on YouTube so people like me will listen to it. If their feeling down they can listen to it. I smile at the Chours. I get a text from Luke.

H- Hazel L-luke
L- hey
H- hi
L- long time Huh?
H- I'll say how you been?
L- good you?
H- same. Why are you texting me?
L- I heard about you and Hayes
H- oh.
L- do you want me to come over and hang with you?
H- sure
L- remember your courageous.

I smile at the last text. Yeah I'm courageous.