Luke and I haven't spoken since that night. To tell you the truth I am more depressed then ever. I haven't eaten since then. I tried cutting but I was afraid to. Don't ask why. Hayes and I are together that's the only good thing that has happened.

I left Luke so many voicemails and texted him so many times. I just can't handle this anymore. I hear a knock on my door. "It's open." I mumble. Cam opens the door a little bit and smiles at me.

"Why are you hanging out alone in the dark?" He asks while walking in. "This is how I feel. Alone." He sits on my bed. I sit up to face him. "Hazel I know your in a bad situation but you need to loosen up a little. Have some fun. Eat."

"Cam I know your worried. I would be to if this was you but I just can't. Luke was everything to me now he's just gone." I look at the ground. I feel his hand on my back. "Look Hazel. I love you. I will always be here for you. But acting like this is not going to help you at all."

"I know that cam. I truly do. How can I act like nothing happened? How can I just ignore this? You don't know Luke like I do. He might do something stupid and I won't be there to stop him." He hugs me. "This is not on you." He whispers. I smile a little. "Now why don't you say we make a video?" He asks. I nod.

*video.*
"Hey guys it's cameron and I'm joined by my little sister Hazel. We are going to do the sibling tag. First question. Who is the oldest?" He looks at the camera. "Really? It's me of coarse." He says. I scoff. "Next one. Who's the brains of the family?" I interrupt cam before he can answer. "It's obvious. Me! Duh!" He pushes me a little. "It's true." He finally says.

"Next one. Who can win a staring contest?" We both look at each other. "Blink." I whisper. "You first." He says. His eyes start watering. He finally blinks. "Hazel is the best!!" I cheer. He laughs. "You wish." "I don't wish I know." I reply.

"Last one. Who's better at pranks?" We both look at each other. "Me." We both say. I look at cam. "I'm way better then you big brother!" I say crossing my arms. "Uh huh. Sorry sis but I'm the best." "Prank war!" We both scream. "Join us when we have a prank war for the next video. If you haven't already hit that like button and subscribe. See ya next time."

He stops the video. "I'm so gonna beat you at that prank war." I say. "Nah I think we all know who will win." I punch him. He laughs. "Come on. Let's get nash and the rest to join in." Cam says. "While we're at it lets get something to eat. I'm starving." He looks at me like he just won the lottery.

He runs downstairs screaming. I laugh. For once I'm actually excited about something.