Garroth

It's been a long day. Very long day. I go to a top college in the world. O'kasis University, very hard to get in if you don't have the money to do so. I guess you can say i'm in the fortunate spectrum in the world. Which is good but a lot of gold diggers come through that.

That's why i jack off to men on my computer every night. If it's not jacking off i'm watching and crying because of how lonely I am. Sounds sad but being in the closet doesn't give me any options to date. To top it off i haven't been in any relationships nor had sex.

My life sound sad i know because it is. Only thing that makes me happy is that every night at 11:45pm "aqua owl" comes live and makes me feel happy. Though i can't see him i know he's pretty. Gorgeous. Perks of living alone in a house off of campus is, sometimes it's on my computer and other it's on my living room TV.

One night he talked and i was shocked. He said he felt comfortable with me. I have been watching home for months. His voice so soft like a babies bottom and his moans so nice and more confident then they were before. He even said he was ready for anal toys which I was more than happy for.

My thoughts were distracted when i heard a faint "is this seat taken" I look to the right of me and see the most gorgeous boy ever. I've seen him around of course but never had the courage to talk to him. His voice so soft and delicate. Our blue eyes meet "yeah of course" I then slap my head "Sorry i meant no it's not taken" I say quickly before moving my stuff over.

Laurance pov

I have been trying to talk to Garroth for a while. For a longgggg time. But i've always been to scared. I heard he was a fuckboy and playboy and that's how he got all of his money. Or that he ran a drug ring. But personally i don't believe that. He's always by himself with his headphones in watching videos. He seems really nice and cuddly.

"thank you" I say. Setting down my bag and books i take out my phone. I didn't know what to say honestly. I didn't have to before he started a conversation.

"i'm surprised you wanted to sit here. What? you don't think i'm a drug lord or a playboy" Garroth said taking his headphones out. I was so nervous and i didn't know what to say. At least he was trying to start a conversation. I sigh deeply and let out a chuckle

"Of course I do why do you think i sat here" I joked. I don't think he really got it was a joke though. "I'm joking. I just see you sit by yourself everyday so i thought i'd just stop by and say hey" I say. His face turned into a smile.

Garroths pov

My heart fluttered greatly. I think i'm in love
Think. No i know i'm in love with him. Is it bad that i feel like i know him from somewhere. His skin looks so nice and so soft. I feel as if he's coming off on me. "Umm well no i'm just lonely. i've never dont drug or you did.... yeah" I said. I blush slightly. Laurance laughed at that. I felt my heart break.

"Glad to know i'm not the only virgin in college" He laughed nudging me. "Well hello i'm Laurance Zvahl. I'm nineteen and this is my second year here. For the most I like it here. Besides the homophobics here this is a really nice school" Laurance said. "My favorite animal is an owl" He said.

I smiled "My favorite animal is a panda. They are just the cutest" I giggled "If you don't mind me asking why do the homophobics scared you, are you gay?" I asked. Then i felt bad saying that "Sorry! that was so rude" I say. Laurance laughs gently. I cover my face in embarrassment.

"No it's fine. Yes i am. Surprised you didn't ask that as soon as I sat down" He smiled at me and his simple fell into his face. "It's fine i get asked that more than you think. I'm open about it so it's not really a secret. You aren't like homophobic right" He hummed. It's like he knew that i was in the closet.

"No of course not. Of course i don't judge either. " I say to him. He perks up and give me a small smile "Thanks, Nice meeting you Garroth. Hope to see you around school" Laurance says getting up.

My heart stops and I reach out and grab him. He turns to me and smiles. I shake a little from my quick reaction "Can i have your number. So I have someone to talk to. If not that's fi-" He cuts me off with a hum.

"I wrote it down in your notebook. Text me i don't bite" He giggles. Fuck, his laugh is so nice.

I think i just found my first love
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i haven't updated this book since 2017 almost 2 years ago butttttt yeah