Okay so, as always skip if you don't care.

I was forced to go on a week trip to Montana from Minnesota, we drove. My annoying cousin kept pestering me. I yelled at him and he fake slapped me. I lightly hit him on the shoulder. So he tattled on me, I got in trouble. My second cousin was also there, he just so happened to prefer me over my cousin, (I'll call him J and my second cousin, M.) Now in no way is that my fault, but J made a big deal about it. I went to a park with J and M, at first they were boys and ignored me and ran away from me. Than J asked me to push him on the tire swing, I pushed him around four times before M said something I didn't hear. So I went over to him and we talked about a game idea for three minutes. J was mad so he stopped talking to M and I and avoided us. It was okay at first, he just needed time to cool off. Until M's parents came over and saw J crying. Like seriously, I was gone for three minutes and you hate me? M's parents had a long talk with us about how we were bullies and we could drive J to kill himself. (My grandma said I wasn't a bully btw)

The best day

So, we got in the car and he had been irritating me again. I told him harshly to stop and he yelled back. A few days back he saw my scars and got worried that I would kill myself. He said that I was a bully and he wouldn't care if I killed myself. He than said he would kill himself.

I got so mad. He just became 'suicidal' yesterday and I NEVER bullied him. I teased him over the course of a week. Is that bullying? He isn't suicidal. Does he plan his death out? Does he picture himself hanging from a rope? Overdosing, drowning or slitting his own wrists? No. Does he have letters written? Has he even seen death? He doesn't have the slightest clue what I'm going through, what being suicidal even is.

When I was in sixth grade, an eighth grader killed himself. I'm going into eighth grade. I understand what he felt and I'll feel just like him.

So yeah J, I literally hate you.

Bye.

-- Mya