❆°➳ "unforgiving."
⤷ chapter thirty-eight

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taehyung's pov:

"you can go home now mr jeon, would you like me to contact your husband to take you home?" the nurse asked as I slipped on my jumper.

"no thank you, I already organised a ride" I said, thanking her before I walked out the hospital room. as soon as I went outside I saw the car and opened the door to get inside.

"thank you for picking me up anna" I said, as I buckled my seat belt in.

"no need to thank me sir" she said as she drove out the hospital parking lot.

we spent the whole ride talking about the kids and how school was going for them. we ended up telling them I went for a business trip, I know euni wont fall for it so I will have to talk to her later.

"mr jeon is home? how come you did not get him to pick you up? does he know you're coming home today?" anna asked.

"yeah he knows but not what time. just did not want to bother him" I said, my hand on my stomach. as soon as we pulled in and I walked into the house my eyes landed on jungkook who frowned and walked towards me.

"you're home? you were meant to text me?" he asked, now standing in front of me.

"anna was free so she picked me up" I said, walking past him as I headed towards the kitchen to get my water.

"so you're just going to ignore me now?" he asked, following me.

I did not say anything. I filled my water and took a sip before putting it in the sink.

"why are you acting as if I did something?" jungkook questioned

"are you serious?" I said, looking at jungkook with hurtful eyes.

"yes I fucked up with not telling you. I am sorry, I told you why. did you forget what you said to me before I black out?" I asked.

"you said to me that you married the wrong person. d-do you know how much that b-broke my heart. I h-hope you find s-someone better to marry, cause I am done" I whisper, taking the ring off my finger putting it in his hand.

"w-wait" jungkook said but I walked off, grabbing my keys as I headed straight out the door.

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"mr kim do you need anything?" reid asked as he pocked his head into my office. I was staring out the window a little dazed but I shook my head. he shut the door when he left. now I was sat on the couch in a pool of tears, completely heartbroken.

this was not how I wanted things to go, being pregnant is such a beautiful experience. I know everyone's pregnancy stories with telling their partner is not always amazing but I did have hope to jungkook would be okay with it, he was until he found out I have known for two months. I dont know where this leaves us, I dont want to divorce him. he is my world, my other half.

I dont know what to do without him. I cant do this alone. my hands went straight to my stomach as I rubbed small circles. I hope jungkook and I can get past this but he has to understand how much his words hurt me.

I should not have kept it from him but to say maybe he married the wrong person completely shattered my heart and feelings. I never would of thought that sentence would ever come out of his mouth.

now it just makes me wonder how long has he been feeling like this.

has he only been sticking with me cause of the kids.

"tae?" as soon as I heard jimin's voice enter my room I let my tears flow. he shut the door and walked towards me pulling me into his arms.

"w-why are you here" I whispered against his chest as he sighed.

"jungkook contacted me and told me everything that happened" he whispered, you could hear the pity in his voice.

"did he also tell you w-what he said to me" I whispered back, trying to prevent myself from crying as I bite my lower lip.

"yeah he did. he does not mean it tae. you know that"

"do I though?" I ask, pulling away from him as I wipe my own tears away.

"how could he say that. I get it, I waited two months to tell him and I shouldn't have. I had my reasons as to why, I apologised. but for him to see maybe he married the wrong person. makes me feel like shit and really not appreciated."

"of course tae, of course it would make you feel that way. I think jungkook was not thinking about what he was saying, trust and honesty is a huge thing for him. he feels as if he knows everything he can protect you."

I get what jimin was saying, I understood and can see why he thinks what he thinks. I can also see jungkook thinking this way but he needs to understand how much what he said hurt me.

"he needs to know how much that hurt me. he would of be hurt if I said to him that maybe I should of married someone else. it would of broke his heart, why does he think its okay to say to me" I argued.

"I know tae, I know. he is worried you dont want to be with him anymore after you took your ring off."

"he basically told me he wished he could marry someone else, but as soon as I take off my ring and do what he wishes its a issue" I complained, standing up as I walked to my desk. not missing the way jimin sighed.