*Soleil*
The doorbell makes my jump slightly. On the way out to open I check myself in the mirror one last time. "Hi come on in".

Zac flashes me a smile and walk inside. "I Think we might even finish this up today". He say and go sit at the dining table.

"Yeah we only have a few things left. But it is math, so this is you teaching me". I say taking a sip of my glass.

"It's not that bad Sol. It is just following formula". He say softly.

"I was afraid you would say that. Is everything a damn formula ?" I ask with a sigh.

He suppresses a laugh. "Nope there is exponentiation too".

"Can't I bring you with me to the exam and you can hold up card with helpful notes". I groan, looking pleadingly at him.

"Well we could get you like a wireless headset and then I can sit outfit, whispering in Your ear what to say". He say sounding very enthusiastic.

"Can we ?"

  "No". He shakes his head laughing softly, then he holds up his calculator. "Sinus, cosine or tangent ?"

"Tension headache". I say rolling my eye.

"Okay then, my turn". He say. And I look on in ave as strange words spew from his mouth. He points and explain over and over, having the patience of a saint, managing to get me through all the math problems. When I have somewhat understood it, we do a last check up on english.

When Zac is looking down I can't help casting him admiring glances, while I for the millionth time reminds myself that he is only here to do homework. What I don't get is why, because it's not like I really help, it is more him helping me.

He looks up and I hurriedly look into the book, looking over the list. "I guess that was everything". I feel a stab of pain and disappointment that out afternoons together seems to be over.

"Yup we actually managed it and much faster than I could ever have done it alone. Seriously I never thought I would have managed. Did I ever thank you ?" He say smiling warmly.

"You are kidding me right ? I am the one that should thank you". I look up. "Honestly I don't get why you even wanted my help".

"Don't put yourself down". He shakes his head smiling. "And it sticks better in my head after trying to drill it into yours".

I slap his shoulder and he pretends that it hurt.

"How many times have I been here by now ?" He say looking around in the dining room.

"Don't know, quite a lot actually". I say.

That wicked chuckle leaves his lips. "And you still haven't shown me Your leather and whips. I am honestly disappointed; I thought we were friends".

"How many times do I have to tell you that I don't own those things". I roll my eyes at him.

"Well easy for you to say. You haven't let me come into Your room once. I'll bet you have all kind of kinky shit in there and goth music". He grins.

"No i haven't, I don't even listen to that kind of music. My taste is very normal and.. Well boring compared to.. that". I defend myself.

"Cover up, all a cover up". He looks curiously towards my bedroom door. "Oh or maybe it's all pink and filled with teddies in there".

I swallow, thinking about the big bag of teddies that now lives in the attic. The old posters are gone to and the room somewhat resemblance that of any normal teenage girl.

"Fine then, if I let you see my room will you stop with the goth and leather talk then ?" I ask and get up rather defiantly.

"Oh I swear". He says laughing and follows me.

"Look, no secrets, nothing weird, just a normal room". I say, spreading my arms as we have entered my bedroom.

He looks around, then he heads for the CD's, flipping through them. He picks up one. "You are right, this might be the most boring music collection ever".

I quickly step over to pull the cd from his hand. "Okay then, good thing it is me not you having to listen to it then". I push out my chin, glaring up at him.

Those beautiful hazel eyes laughs down at me and suddenly that sweet silence is back. Like the first time, he don't move, he just look right into my eyes. In the end I can't take it any longer and have to look down. "By the Way, my music isn't that bad". I croak, trying to swallow my heart, because it is trying for an escape through my throat.

  "Sol..". His voice is soft. He gently grab my chin and lift my face to look at him. He looks hesitant for a moment, like he regrets what he just started. Then he slowly lowers his head and his lips ghost over mine, ever so softly.

I just stand there, staring at his closed eyes. The new sensation of his lips touching mine, his scent so close up, and the longing for this moment, makes me freeze up.

"The first time ?" He ask softly and I nod, unable to speak. His warm hand, gently stroke down my arm, as he keeps my eyes locked with his. "Is it okay ?"

I nod again, feeling like an idiot for not being able to speak. And when he pulls me towards the bed, I willingly follow him.

"I am going to kiss you again". He say softly, placing his hand on my cheek. "Try closing your eyes and relax, I am not going to bite".

I tremble under his touch and close my eyes, giving my consent. When I feel his lips on mine, it's like my brain and inside explodes and heat shoot up in my face. His kiss gets more insisting and his tongue gently pry my lips apart, caressing mine. He pulls me closer, gently tilting my head to the side. When his tongue seeks mine again I answer his kiss. The World has come to a stand still and all I can feel is Zac and his wonderful closeness and our lips and tongues, curiously exploring each other.

"Sorry". His voice sound raw and breathless, when he lets me go. "I just had to know how it would feel".

Confused I open me eyes, looking at him like he is speaking russian.

"Say something". His eyes are nervously flickers around. "Was it to much ? Did I go to far ?"

"No". I finally manage to say, trying to get my heartbeat and breathing under control. "I wanted you to". Come on Soleil, say something smart, make him do it again.

"I have wanted so badly to kiss you ever since the first day I was here". He sigh and run a hand through those luscious curls. "I just wasn't sure it was smart right now".

I scrunch up my forehead. Why wasn't it smart ? Could you plan when it was smart to kiss someone.

"I mean it might not be smart having my mind on you, when I should be focused on the exams right ?" A teasing smile playing on his lips. "But I kind of fucking do that no matter what, so I took the chance".

My brain works at 0% right now. I hear his words, but I don't get a thing he is saying. Finally he had kissed me and it had been wonderful. How could it get in the way of exams.

"I have been thinking of you too". There is so much more I want to say, but how should I manage to put words to my feelings right now ? I just want him to kiss me again and never ever stop. "And on this". I whisper and look at his lips.

Smiling he leans in and give me what I want the most.

It's like my arms all on their own find their Way around his neck, when he gently lay me down on the bed. Sweet little tickles run through my fingers as they entangle themself in his soft curls. He sighs and pulls me closer and I give in totally to his caresses and wonderful kisses. The whole room is spinning around me and I can't remember that anything has ever felt this good before.

"Wow moment.. I need a moment Sol". He is out of breath and it's like those little green flakes are exploding in his eyes. He gives me a little grin. "I need a break".

He pulls out his phone, checking the time. "Oh fuck shit ! It's past six. My mom is going to kill me". He gasp and jump of the bed. "My family is coming tonight, for dinner and such and I promised to help with chairs and stuff".

He almost run for the door, but seems to change his mind and comes back, taking my face between his hands, kissing me again. "I would very much like to repeat this as soon as possible". His eyes warm and loving. "I'll write you later okay ?"

"Okay". I stutter.

With a reluctant sigh he lets go again, sending me a last smile before hurrying of.

I just sit there, staring into the wall. What just happened ? My finger touch my lips. They are a bit sensitive and the skin irritated, but the feeling just tells me that it was actually for real. Zac just kissed me. Finally Zac had kissed me ! And he wants to do it again.