De'Shawn's POV:

Sway: "Janee, it's nice to finally get the chance to talk to you since they found you. It's been so long since we heard from you. God bless your return. I'm sorry you had to go through what you did." He greeted me. I was scheduled my first interview today since I've been back. It's nice to get back on the music industry grid, this is my life. It's one thing D and I will always have in common. Too bad he seemed to have lost his sound.

Me: "Thank you, and yes it feels great to be back in action. I mean I can't do too much." I laughed a little referring to my pregnancy. "But, I'm writing again and I'll be back into the studio hopefully soon so keep an open ear out."

Sway: "That's what's up, I'll definitely keep my eyes and ears open because you tend to disappear." He chuckled but I didn't find shit funny. I'm not gone hide my feelings so I gave him the side eye and he cut put that chuckling shit to a minimum. "Anyway, next question. What's going up with you and Legacy? Are you guys on good terms or was the split up permanent?"

Me: "I don't want to really answer that question just yet, to be honest with you. But, I will like to say something about that subject if you don't mind." I added.

Sway: "Oh, yes of course. I'm all ears." He accepted.

Me: "When you've been with someone for fifteen years, you become attached. That's all you know. Especially when it's your first serious relationship, you two become dependent on each other. Whether you realize it or not. It takes a lot, I mean a lot, for that bond to be broken. For some people, they don't know their boundaries. So, they push their spouse to the limit. That's what happened in my situation and I think that he wasn't aware of how hard he was pushing me. I don't hate D, I don't. I love him just as much as he loves me. But, there's a lesson to be learned on both ends." I replied.

Sway: "Yeah, that's deep. Well thank you for breaking down the mystery for us. We ain't know what the hell was going on. Will that relationship inspire some of your upcoming music?" He asked. I giggled a little because I knew that question was coming.

Me: "Actually, yes." I smiled.

Sway: "Interesting, can we here a few bars? If you don't mind." He requested.

Me: "Sure, well this isn't a finished song but here you go." I cleared my throat and rubbed my belly a I held it. "I said it hurt
But did you care?
No, you didn't dare
That isn't fair

I rode for you
I was there
I'll still be here
Trying not to shed these tears

I protected you.
When hurt was in you
I comforted you
My heart was yours too

Look me in the eyes and say
"I ain't need you
I didn't love you
This all wasn't true"

You fucking sell out!
When the rain came,
We used my umbrella
I wiped away ya tears
You used me as your pillow

I don't wanna hear
"We can't be together"
Because I remained your ear
When no one listened to ya

You fucking screw up!
I want to say I hate you
But I don't
I wanna say I love you
But I can't
I wish I could make you understand
But I'd be wasting my breath

Cause the only way you'll stay
Is if we do things your way
I don't mean no disrespect
But you ain't getting no play

All the neighbors know your name
But nigga you ain't trey
You ain't think I knew about that bitch
Nigga you ain't safe

I want you to know how really foolish you sound
When you chilling with the homies
You throw my name on the ground

You don't how it feels to be hurt by the one you love
You some unnecessary shit
Then try to cover it up." I rapped my heart out. I didn't even notice the tears rolling down my cheeks until they hit my chin."All this arguing is making my throat sore
You ain't even listening,
Get out and shut my door

Do you think I'm playing?
Do you hear what you're saying?
Got me contemplating
Am I leaving?
Or am I staying?

Dawg, this is pitiful.
I mean, what do I see in you?
I said that I love you
But what does that mean to you?

I trusted you
With all of my secrets
I gave you all you wanted
And everything that you needed

I can't believe you act
Like you don't see it
I'm sitting here with a broken heart
But who's gone pick up the pieces?

Not you
So what gave you the right to brake it?
I loved you
That gave you the right to take it

How could you?
You corrupted, vandalized, and misplaced it.
If I could turn back the hands of time
I'll go back and erase it.

Erase you, erase us
And write a new story
Cause sitting here missing you
Ain't really doing anything for me

I'm tired trying to make sense
Out of everything foreign.
Can someone please
Help marlin find dori

I'm sorry.
Is that what you wanted to hear?
We're too busy arguing,
We're missing what is right here.

I don't know why I try,
Cause you're obviously tired of me.
Why do I want you back,
When constantly lied to me?

I threw.
I'm done.
That's it, I give up.
I can't believe I actually really gave two fucks.

I'm gone." I finished. I wiped my eyes and sniffled before taking a deep breath. "I'm sorry."