Okay, I know you guys were wondering who I actually am. In this book Nicki Minaj doesn't exist because she plays Shawny's Character.. Does that make sense? If not, I hope this chapter help you understand better. Moving on...

De'Shawn's POV:

Man, I've been so busy lately, I itch to work on my days off. I guess, when you love what you do for a living, you don't want to stop doing it. Medical School is very expensive, though. So when business is tight, the money is right. Basically, Im meant to that I don't mind working so much because I NEED the money anyway. Im glad Im doing it myself because I don't want to be paying off No damn student loans.

Me: "Trey, can you close up for me, today? I gotta meet a friend at the studio and Im already running late as it is."

I get off work at pharmacy in about 10 minutes but August had asked me to meet him at the studio about 20 minutes ago. I just don't want leave him waiting too long.

Trey: "Yeah, I got chu." He a real nigga for that.

Me: "Thank you so much." I hugged him.

Trey: "No problem, do ya thang." He laughed causing me to laugh as I walked away.

Trey and I know each other from College as and undergrad and now we just so happened to end up at the same pharmacy. I got accepted to Med school, though. He's still on the waiting list. He's married with No kids and is going to be a Pediatrician. Although, he has the credentials to be a NeuroSurgeon. Hes a really cool guy and is about his busy, that's why he my nigga. We just joke around and talk whenever we have time at work and he makes it feel like something I went to college for rather than a job. I get a phone call from August and I already know he mad. He start talking as soon ad I answered.

August: "Gurl, wat da hell ya doin? I'a be sleep by da time ya ass get hea." His NOLA accent always came strong when he was mad or upset. I laughed cause he sound so ghetto. "Ion see shit funny."

Me: "Aug, chill. I'm on my way right now." I said pulling into the driveway.

August: "Betta be." He hung up.

Who this nigga think he is?

So, I walks up in the studio and asked the receptionist or whatever to tell me which studio August was in. She pointed me in the direction of the last one on the right in the back hall. This nigga just had to be in the cuts. I knocked on the door and nothing but smoke filled my lungs when he opened it.

Me: "Fried much?" I laughed.

August: "Ya already kno da drill." He smokes way too much If you asked me. For me to not smoke, I sure am around it too much. But D don't like his friends smoking around me and August knows that, he just don't care.

Me: "Well, hurry up and finish so I can come in."

August: "Girl, I kno ya ain' rushin meh." He smirked. "Get cha ass on up in hea, D got cha scared'a smoke'a sum shit?"

Me: "August, don't play with me. He would kick both of our asses If he knew you was smoking around me, and I let you, After he done told you not to."

August: "He ain' gon' find out, unless ya snitch on yaself"

Me: "I think we all can smell weed perfectly fine and Yes, I would tell him. I don't lie, sorry." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms.

August: "Man, why'a so damn difficult?" He shook his head. He put out the blunt as I walked in.

Me: "Cause I aint got time for No fuckery." I smiled as I set down my purse and sat in a comfy ass rolly chair.

August: "Yeah, whateva." He sat in a chair next to me.

Me: "Why did you want me to meet you here, August?"

August: "Cuz, I got dis song an I want cha ta be in it. I mean ya da hottest female rap artist out ta'day and I need ya voice on ma album."

Is he serious? I can't believe he was really asking me this. Yo, August Alsina is one of the hottest artists out today. If I do this, Im gone really blow up. I mean, Yeah I rap and sing but that's just a local thing for me rather than D who's worldwide like the rest of them. August just want me to feel good and say Yes. I know him and I are friends but that's different, We never really spoke on a Artist level like Chris and I have. We've tried but never really came up with the perfect collaboration. Well, he found his way I guess. I only rapped as a hobby, but this is a huge opportunity for me.

Me: "You sure?"

August: "Fasho"

Me: "Alright, What's it called?"

August: "No Love" He licked his lips.

Me: "Let me here this song, boy." I rolled my eyes.

He played the song for me and I must admit. I was impressed.

August: "I'll let cha write cha own part. But ya gotta do meh a favah"

Me: "What's that?"

August: "Act like Im D, what would ya say ta him If he said deez lyrics right hea? Ya feel meh?"

Me: "I feel you, I got chu." I giggled.

August: "Iight, Hit me up when ya ready fa studio time."

We said our goodbyes and I left with a smile on my face. This is going to be fun. I can't wait to tell D.

Later that night...

Maria: "Where's daddy?" She walked through the door. Her mom just dropped her off.

Me: "He still at the studio. What made you come back home, mamas?" I hugged her and made her plate of food. I just finished dinner and she came right on time.

Maria: "I don't know." She shrugged her shoulders and dropped her head. She looks defeated.

Me: "What's wrong, boo?" I lifted her chin and made her look at me.

Maria: "Nothing." She hesitated to speak and looked like she was scared to say anything.

Me: "You sure?"

Maria: "Y-y-yeah" She lied. I could tell it was something but I didn't want to upset her and make her cry. Whatever it is, it'll come to light soon.

Me: "Okay, but whenever you need to talk to someone about anything that's wrong, you can tell me, Alright?"

Maria: "Yeah," She nodded.

Me: "You don't have to be scared, you can trust me. I won't hurt you. I would never in my life. I love you like you are my own daughter and would do anything to protect you. You hear me?" She nodded. "Good, now finish your food and I'll go run your bath water."

Maria: "No, I got it Shawny." She said quickly.

Me: "Maria, why are you acting so damn weird?" Im getting suspicious and she looked down at her plate and messed with her food with a fork. Luckily for her, D came home and walked in the door. "Saved by the bell." I mumbled but loud enough for her to hear me.

Maria: "Hi, Daddy!!" She ran and hugged him.

D: "Hey, baby. What you doing home?" He hugged her and picked her up.

Maria: "I missed you!" She hugged him. That little girl is an actress.

D: "I missed you too" He chuckled. "Hey Bae, why you just standing there? What's wrong with you?"

Me: "Nothing, remind me to talk to you about something tonight." I walked towards him and pecked his lips. "Maria, hurry up and eat so you can get ready for bed." I began walking upstairs.

D: "Why you inna hurry?" I stopped to turn and look at him.

Me: "Because, She got school in the morning and it's already late." I walked upstairs and continued to walk upstairs into my room.

I got in the shower and D joined me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his face in the crook of my neck. He began kissing my neck and soon began sucking on it. I moaned a little and he was about to slip his fingers inside of me when Maria knocked on the door. He sighed and smacked his lips.

D: "Fuckkk... Yeah!?"

Maria: "Can I come in?"

D: "No, Im busy right now. Take yo ass to sleep!" I smacked him in the chest.

Me: "Don't say that to her like that." He raised his eyebrow at me.

D: "That's my daughter, I can say what the hell I want to to her. Whenever I want to. And however I want to. Df?..." He said bluntly.

Me: "You're such an asshole." I began to wash my body and avoided his touch.

We showered together but washed our own bodies and got out. It was forever silent. I wrapped a towel around my naked body and walked out the bathroom to see Maria sleep in our bed. I laughed. because she did exactly what he told her to do.

D: "Bae, don't go to sleep." He picked Maria up, After slipping on some basketball shorts, and carried her to her room.

I dried off and decided to sleep naked. Im too comfortable in my skin right now. I slipped under the silk sheets and instant got sleepy. D came walking into the room and shut the door.

"Baby," He said really slow as he slipped under the covers and cuddle with me. "Don't go to sleep." He whispered in my ear and nibbled on it and he carressed my body. Im surprised he still makes me weak.
Me: "Not tonight, D." I scooted away from him. "Im tired." His vibe changed and he smacked his lips as he moved off of me. He sat up on the edge of the bed and sucked his teeth.

D: "I'll be downstairs" He got up and walked out the room.

See, now I feel bad. I know he left cause I was naked it was teasing him but I didn't do it on purpose. I sat in bed staring at the ceiling for about 30 mins and dosed off into a deep sleep.

2 Hours Later...

I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night and D still isn't next to me. I don't feel comfortable anymore without him. I get up and grab the covers and two pillows. Not caring that Im naked, I walk downstairs and joined D on the couch. He was knocked out and obviously hot so I just wrapped myself in the sheet and laid down next to him.

D: "Baby, go back upstairs." He wrapped his arm around me and kissed my neck.

Me: "Go back to sleep, Daddy." I turned to face him buried my face into his chest. I got a good whiff of his out the shower scent and instinctively kissed his chest.

D: "Don't start nothing you don't want to finish, Shawny." He turned his back towards me and it kinda hurt but I can fix it.

Me: "Babyyyy, Im sorryyyy" I kissed his shoulder glad up to his neck.

D: "I said, stop." He said sternly. I rolled off the couch and out of the sheet. I pulled the cover on us and he was pushing the cover off of him until my skin came in contact with his.

Me: "Daddy, I said I was sorry." I wrapped my leg around him and buried my face into the crook of his neck.

D: "Go upstairs, NOW." His sexy manly voice only made me wetter.

I slipped off the couch, grabbed the covers and shit, and walked up to the room. I could hear D's footsteps behind me and it made me fein for him. I walked in the room put the covers and stuff on the bed while D watched from the doorway. I was kind of teasing him with my naked body on purpose but it's fun. I tucked the sheet under the matress, then glance to see If D was still watching me. But he wasn't there anymore.

D: "Grab that pillow." He grabbed my waist from behind. I grabbed the pillow and he smacked my ass really hard. I let out a involuntary moan and he did the same thing to the other cheek. "Just had to wake the pussy up before I put it back to sleep." He smirked.

Me: "Baby, that hurts!" I screeched in pain.

D: "Don't worry, you ain't gone feel it when Im done." He chuckled. Look at what I've done started.

Me: "Bae, We got shit to do tomorrow and Maria got school in the morning."

D: "That shit don't work on me no more." He smirked. "Wifey comes first. I'll take Maria to school and handle everything else for you. Relax and let me satisfy ya needs."

With that, he slid inside me slowly just so I could feel every inch of him. It caused a breath taking gasp to escape my lips. I was surprised by his sudden entry but yet very satisfied. He sent long and slow strokes behind, causing me to arch my back in pleasure. I moaned vigorously and clung onto the sheets. He sucked on my neck aggressively and bit down onto my shoulder as he grunted. It hurt so damn good. I pit down on my bottom lip but my moans escaped anyway.

Hours Later...

D: "Now, get some sleep, Baby. I'll be back," He kissed my forehead and got in the shower.

We just had the best sex ever and he wore me out. I feel paralyzed. We had sex until it was time for us to wake up. According to D, It's my day off. He said he gone take care of everything.

A Month Later...

August and I have been working on the Video for No Love and have gotten a little artistic connection going on. I got my acting skills kicking in and we're both giving the fans what they want, a show. The video won't release until 3 weeks from now, so we got plenty of time to spare due to the fact that we used our time wisely.

Director: "Alright, take it from the top. I need to see an almost real connection between you two. It has to look real to the fans. Let's give them what they want. And.... Action!"

"No Love (Remix)"
(feat. Janee Doee )

[Intro - Jane Doee :]
(Drumma Boy)
August
Young Money
I swear this is my favorite song [laughs]
I'm serious

[Verse 1 - August Alsina:]
Red light
You know I can't make this thing that official
Believe we had a great night but I ain't the type to tell you that I miss you shit
You don't like that I make this easy, leaving
After sexing on the floor
Baby, I know you need me, like I need you
But I'm not the one you wanna love

[Hook - August Alsina:]
So just pop a couple bands with a nigga like me
Loving ain't the same with a nigga like me
You use to them but ain't no loving me
I hear what you would say and, girl, it's clear to see
You should just drink a couple drinks with a nigga like me
You probably go insane with a nigga like me
Let's just party till we can't, ain't no loving me
And I'm the one to blame, ain't no loving me
So don't come looking for love
Oh, no love [9x]
(Don't come looking for love)
Oh, no love [9x]

[Verse 2 - August Alsina:]
Shawty, if you looking for somebody tryna settle down
Probably won't be around, nah, baby
You should hit me when you tired of playing up in the house
And ain't nobody around
You need that
When you need that late night
We can both make love to the daylight
You got it, girl, you got it, girl
But you know I can't stay right? Uh nah babe
All I want is you so what you tryna do?

[Hook]

[Refrain - August Alsina:]
No love, no love, no love [6x]

[Bridge - Janee Doee :]
August you know, I'm here to save you
Me and them girls, we ain't the same, boo
You know I hate it, when you leave me
'Cause you love it then you leave it
But you know how bad I need it
You're so fuckin' conceited
Why you coming over weeded

[Verse 3 - Jane Doee (August Alsina):]
You can't treat me like you treat them
Yes, I am the crème de la crème
Yes I am from one to ten, ten
You fronting in them streets, keep saying we just friends
You can't front like this ain't way realer
I know you hard, I know that you a killer
I know you started off a dope dealer
But let your guard down, your niggas know you feel her, feel her
So what you want, baby?
(All I want is you)
(So what you trying to do?)

[Hook]"

Director: "Perfect. Just great. That was amazing! Janee, Legacy just might be upset." He joked.

August: "Fuck dat, He gon kick ha ass!" He chuckled.

The moment I got home, I guess the paps got to him before I did because he was glaring at me from the staircase. It was at this moment, I knew I fucked up.

Me: "H-h-hey, baby." I said hesitantly.

D: "Go upstairs until Im ready to talk to you. Set your phone next to me, you don't like answering it anyway." I did as I was told and rushed upstairs.

I sat on the bed for a good 20 to 30 minutes before the door opened and D walked in. He shut the door behind him wouldn't take his eyes off of me. I began to get nervous but he spoke.

"You know why Im upset with you, right?" He asked.

Me: "Yeah," I put my head down.

D: "What in the hell told you that was even smart?" he growled.

Me: "It wasn't real, I was just making a video. You act like it was some random nigga, it's August, you should know nothing was really happening."

D: "I don't give a Fuck! You got me looking stupid and taking pictures and shit with him between your legs. I don't play that. You got me fucked up." He spat.

Me: "D, those pictures were from the set. It's not like I was chilling at his house or anything without you."

D: "De'Shawn just stop talking because you sound real stupid right now. You are a married woman, My wife. I wasn't told about this damn video. I was told about the song. I would at least expect something more respectful to your husband rather than being skin close to his fucking friend. I know you're not stupid! How do you think Maria will look at that video? You think I would ever let her watch her stepmom all on TV with her daddy's friend? You setting a good example for her, good fucking job." He shouted.

Me: "It's just business, D! Nothing more, nothing less. Just business."

D: "Just- What the Fuck do you mean, just business!? You know what, Im done fucking talking to you right now. Un fucking believable, man." He grabbed his keys and stormed out the house.

I feel... stupid.

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