My life? It has always been an absolute mess. No matter how hard I tried, whenever I thought I could see a light in the tunnel, something had to fall apart. Relationships, plans... But then, suddenly, I had an opportunity to start over. I received a blank card in a new place, hoping to not make the same mistakes over again.

But I failed. Oh, I failed so hard. And God, forgive me the amount of coffee I've drank and dirty songs I've danced to, but I wish you stopped me from doing all of this. All these mistakes, fake promises, naïve beliefs.

And now as I'm left all alone and the caffeine runs through my veins, all I can think about is my mistakes.