"stay away"

"you'll hurt him"

"just end it now, it'll be better for both of you"

seokjin's thoughts cloud his mind, as he lays on the cold floor, his knees against his chest and his head flat against the tile of the bathroom floor, as the occasional tear rolls down the side of his face.

the voices have always been a problem, reminding him of how worthless he is, and that he hurts everyone he's close too.

as soon as he saw namjoon for the first time, he told himself that he wouldn't let himself get close. because if he did, namjoon would be in pain. seokjin's creatures would torment him until he couldn't stand it anymore, and finally vanished. because that's what they want, they want seokjin to be miserable, and trapped behind their bars.

seokjin wants nothing more than to be close to namjoon, to be held by the boy, loved by him.

so with that thought in mind, cries. he cries harder than he ever has before.

and now he knows why everyone who falls in love ends up dying, whether it be physically, or emotionally.