godwp

yonkers
YO

godwp
what's with the caps?

yonkers
i was gonna ask you something

godwp
i think i know

you changed your mind about the plan, i heard from sungjin

yonkers
i aint even tell him i did wtf

godwp
i did ask how he knew

he just said he did ?? 😅

yonkers
thats sungjin for you

and yeah, i did change my mind

godwp
what's the new plan?

yonkers
same

the meet up is still at the bus station

godwp
huh??

yonkers
except i wont take a pee break lmao

godwp
uh so?

what next?

yonkers
what do u mean

thats all there is to it

godwp
HUH

phew, so we aren't gonna do the cruel route after all! ^^

yonkers
U DIDNT EVEN TRY TO TELL ME OFF ABOUT IT ??

godwp
i just support you with whatever you do honestly

even if it's impulsive and stupid, i don't think i can even stop you

yonkers
even if i kill dowoon ??

godwp
depends

he eats my pudding whenever he comes over, i've been contemplating about our relationship since.

yonkers
.........

godwp
putting that aside, what made you change your mind?

it was so sudden

especially since tomorrow is like, his departure idk

yonkers
well

i just thought it was better if i didnt lie to jaehyung about it

godwp
oh

why would you lie about it in the first place?

yonkers
dunno

i felt scared to see his reaction i guess

godwp
wanna talk about it?

yonkers
no shit

godwp
no need for the sass, go ahead and vent 🙄

yonkers
ugh its just

i dont know bro

it hurts me to see him cry yk?

godwp
i don't blame you

you had to live with him every day after all

yonkers
the problem is

i was just so used to the cheerful and clueless jaehyung that i couldnt bear the fact that he can have his own feelings

and i kinda

hurt him lol

godwp
huh?

hurt him... ????? how?

yonkers
i was just so anxious about seeing him sad that i tried all my might to avoid telling him the truth

and yea.. we kinda ?? argued i dont even know if it was an argument

godwp
WHAT???

you guys aren't even a couple yet

yonkers
WHY WOUDL U THINK OF IT LIKE THAT ?!,#,&$#,

godwp
my bad continue

how did you guys even argue?

i'm appalled

yonkers
idk it started like

"yo u just be keepin me in lmao i dont really live here do i"

and i was like

"no shit lmfaoooo"

and he goes like

"did u ever care abt me"

my dumbass:

"nah"

godwp
jeez

you fucked up there lol

and what the hell is that description? can't you type it better?

it feels so lighthearted that i don't even know if this is a joke or not

yonkers
sorry

but you get the point im sure

godwp
sigh

wait, my brain is still freezing

why did you say no that time?

that was such an asshole move i didn't expect that from you

yonkers
man! did u even read what i said

i said i was sooooo so scared to tell him the truth cause i know he'd be sad if like

lets say he goes back and starts remembering things

then he remembers me

and hes like "damn... he was so nice to me"

so i went 4 the asshole move so he would hate me

but i didnt realize i was just doing that for my own sake cause again i was scared to see him sad

godwp
yeah

but you know... you're never gonna see him again

what gives?

yonkers
it hurts thinking about him being sad though

we sorted it out btw

godwp

at least you did

what's the truth tho i'm curious

yonkers
do i even have to tell u bro

godwp
OMG are you being shy right now ? LOLLAJDKS

yonkers
GRRRR SHUT RHE FCIK Up

godwp
oh my god i can imagine how red your face is 🥺🥺

you care about him so much aww

yonkers
OBVIOUSLY I DO

godwp
🥺🥺

okay but like

what did jae say?

yonkers
wym

godwp
did you tell him the truth?

yonkers
i just told him he's leaving

godwp
WHAT

oh well but

WHAT ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS?

yonkers
OH THAT

UH

uh.

godwp
UHUH?

yonkers
thats for another story so anyways

i wanted to talk to you about something else

godwp
?

whatever, what is it?

yonkers
i wanna

serve jail time lol

godwp
what?

yonkers
yea

this is the last favor i ask from you

godwp
okay

whatever it is, i'm always willing to help c:

yonkers
THX BRO.

-

HELLOOOO

this book reached 3k Eyes. thank you so much for reading

whats your fav song in the negentropy album? mines above the clouds ha aha