"dad, am i ever going to be a paladin ?"

"koibito. i'm sure of it."

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lola put her head down in shame, tears falling down her cheeks as she held her father's vest, crying into it. she didn't react. she never got it right. she wasn't a paladin. she was a rebound. a huge rebound

"lola, you need to stop crying over spilled milk." she remembered keith saying to her. she couldn't. frustration filled her body as she lifted her head up, and screamed as loud as she could, tears starting to run faster down her cheeks.

"ben has always been better."

"you think you did something?? ben saved our lives countless times."

"you're just his annoying sister. no one wants you around!"

lola screamed louder, holding her head as the voices got louder. you heard her screaming, and you immediately got up, running to her room to see what was wrong. "lola?! lola!" you yelled at her through the door, deciding just to come in.

there she was, laying on the floor, crying into shiro's jacket while she shook uncontrollably, hyperventilating at the same time. she was having a complete break down, and honestly, you didn't think you can stop it.

//i was just feeling a bit sad when writing this so-//