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I would've never thought that our apartment could be so quiet.

Without you everything is on mute.

It seems as if even the refrigator stopped with its noises.

You did bring life into these bleak rooms.

But now you are vanished.

Gone.

For ever.

And you will never come back.

Maybe it wouldn't be so quiet if my parents would be here to comfort me.

However, as soon they found out they would never get grandchildren because of our kind of relationship they did disinherit me and disappeared out if my life.

I've never told you.

I didn't have the intention of you telling me again I should get myself a girl.

Or someone better than you.

That you would be not enough.

Because that's not true.

I only love you.

I don't care that you are a boy like me.

Today is my birthday.

Our neighbor gifted me a fluffy scarf.

Not long ago I did unwrap this present.

I know what it is but I have no idea what colour it is supposed to be.

Inside the enclosed Soo Min has written: ›When I remember truthful, green is your favourite colour.‹

So I guess it is green.

But for me it is grey.

Would it be green if you'd be by my side?

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