Let me tell yall something.....

Why?.......

Why does it hurt?

It hurts just as much on that day.......that day....when i lost my denise...

I may have had her only for a couple of months, but when she left...she left deep scars in my heart, I know its already been a year since she left.........But it hurts, just like on that day....the exact same feeling, the worst amount of pain, the sorrow...Just like on that DAY

Why......it hurts....alot............it hurts to think about it. It hurts when even people talk about their pets, saying how long they had them. How they look. And who takes care of them. It even hurts to look at a grey-cat like fluffia blue....

fluffia looks so like her.....i cried when i saw Her, Cause she looks so much like her...only a kitten...the nose. The fur. The eyes. Just like denises...

(Thats my denise........)

It hurts when i look at fluffia....I miss denise so much.....My cousin even mentioned her..saying that i ran over her......That hurted......and it brought back the memory...

I know tears won't bring her back......i know words won't either.....i know she's not coming back....i know i can't bring her back....

I just wish....that i could hold her one last time..............

But i know i can't..............

It hurts.........and i know it always will........