A week later we had the tickets in our hands, that's when we started to realize that this all was real. It wasn't a dream. The closer to the concert it became the more excited I got.

A month later I sat on my floor in front of my mirror putting my makeup on and getting ready for the concert I heard my phone ringing so I stretched for it to see Shawna calling, I pressed the accept button and put it on speakerphone. "Hi Shawna" I say in relief thinking she never would call. "So what time does the concert start?" She asks. She let me take care of the tickets because she knew that she would loose them and neither of us wanted that so she let me have them. "Around 7-ish, but we should be there a bit earlier just in case" I begin and then remember "Are you driving or should I come pick you up in..." I quickly look at the time it's 4:23pm "in about 40minutes?" I ask. "We can take my car so I can drive there and you drive home, I'll be at your place in 40 minutes be ready" She says and hangs up. "Okay bye" I say quietly after she hangs up. I finish getting ready and then quickly get something to eat and the only eatable thing in the fridge seems to be a pizza so I heat it up and eat it. I run upstairs again to brush my teeth and then I hear a car honk. I get my purse and the concert tickets and the M&G tickets, I get my keys and drop them into my purse while shouting a quick goodbye to my mom as I get out the door. I get in the passenger seat of Shawna's car and say a quick hi. The car ride was quick about 30minutes or so. When we get there it's kind of hard to find a parking spot and I'm glad that I didn't drive. After many people stepping in front of the car waiting to get run over and cussing coming from my best friends mouth we finally find a parking spot and get to the entrance. There were a lot of people there, when we get inside the time is 5:57pm we get to our place and just wait for the concert to start.

An hour and a half later the concert starts, A few minutes into the concert I can feel a strong gaze on me I look around and can't see anyone looking. I turn my attention back to the stage and feel it again I try to ignore it and focus on the boys performing, I look back to where Ashton is seated by the drums and get eye contact with him. Or at least I think I did. I turn to Shawna and see her gaping at Calum. I chuckle lightly at her expression; her mouth is literally open and almost drooling. I burst out laughing and get a few death glares thrown at me but I really don't care. Shawna snaps her head to me and clamps her mouth shut and mumbles a quiet "screw you". A smirk is put on my lips before I turn my attention back to the concert and enjoy the rest of it.

Two hours of music and other fun stuff the concert is over. I did get more of those feelings of someone watching me and I repeatedly made eye contact with Ashton and it was quite uncomfortable. Maybe it was just my mind playing tricks that made me think he was watching me or he just tried to make eye contact with everyone and he just tried more times with me because I was so stubborn to really look him in the eyes.

I shyly walk up to a bodyguard and ask where you're supposed to go for the M&G, he was first a bit rude and said that only people that have M&G tickets are allowed to go there. I then take up the M&G tickets and showed him, he apologized and gave us instructions to where the M&G were supposed to be.

We got lost a few times but last minutes we made it; they were just about to close the check in. As we got inside there were about 10 other girls. A lot of them were wearing merch, I kind of felt out of place for a moment and realized that Shawna and I was the only ones not trying too hard to look like a fan. We were just natural. All the girls were chatting around with each other while me and Shawna stood by the door trying to catch our breaths.

A few minutes after Shawna and me caught our breaths the boys came out, I lost my breath for a short while and hear Shawna whisper, "They are so much taller that I expected, they are like giants". I snorted a little bit too loud and saw Ashton looking our way smiling.

I looked around a bit and saw there was a door that led backstage I would guess. I saw there was a young girl, younger than me what it looked like, blue hair and glowing brown eyes. I could see her looking at Michael, I guess its Michaels girlfriend. I did do some research on the boys themself before going, since I didn't know that much about them. I memorized their names so I wouldn't mess it up and make a fool out of myself. I think her name was Rebecca but everyone calls her Becks I believe. She caught me looking at her; she gave me a glare and disappeared backstage.

Before I know it, it's mine and Shawna's talking turn or whatever. I turn to Michael and say "I saw your girlfriend looking at you from back over there," and nod my head towards the door and continue, " She truly is beautiful, She seems a bit shut off around larger amount of people". "She just isn't a people person, she is a bit shy around people but that's why I love her. I'm still trying to help her through it" He says smiling from just talking about her. I can see in the corner of my eye Ashton smiling at me again, I quickly turn to Ashton and ask, "Why do you keep doing that?" "It's just how you seem to care for Becks, It's cute," he says with a quick smile. "I mean you kept looking at me during the stage, giving me small smiles here and there" I say with a little bit of annoyance. "Oh yeah, I did. But you stood out, everyone had all this merch and stuff but not you. You were just you I guess," He says in a quiet voice so no one else would hear. "That doesn't explain the smiles," I say quite rudely. "I just think you looked cute," He said with a chuckle. I turn to look where Shawna was and she was in a deep discussion with Calum of what food place was the best. Michael and Luke had gone to talk to the other girls. "You know Shawna loves her food and won't give up till she wins what food place is the best you know" I say turning to Ashton. "I guess it will take awhile then because Calum it very competitive" Ashton says looking at where Calum and Shawna stood. "So what food place do you think are the best?" I ask Ashton. "Homemade, if not that probably Nandos. Yours?" He says. "I'll probably have to say Pizza hut because I love my Pizza," I say with a light chuckle, I can hear Ashton chuckling too. "You cook?" I ask Ashton. "I'm not the best cook but I can cook" He says laughing. "Well you should try to cook for me sometime then so I can grade it" I say jokingly. "Sure" He says deathly serious looking into my eyes. "I was joking," I said laughing a bit. "Well I'm not, what's your number so I can text you when I have time" He says looking straight at me. "Give me your phone and I'll put in in it," I say stretching my hand forward for him to give me his phone. He takes out his phone from his pocket and hands me it. I put my number in it and give it back to him, he puts it back into his pocket says a quiet thanks. "You want mine too?" He asks. "UUh...Sure" I take out my phone from my back pocket and hand him it after I unlocked it. He puts his number in my phone and hand it back to me, I put it back in my back pocket. I notice that people are staring to leave so I turn to Ashton and Say "I think maybe me and Shawna should get going". "Yeah, I think so too. Me and the boys should also get going," He says looking over to the boys. "See ya," I say turning around and walking towards Shawna to tell her that it's time to go. She says a quick goodbye to Calum and then follows me out.

It didn't take that long to find the car, it was the car ride home that felt like forever. I drove home and jumped out the car, said goodnight to Shawna and went inside. When I got inside I removed my makeup and got my pajamas then went to bed. Before I fell asleep I thought of the day and almost felt like it all was a dream.