Note: I'm reading the canon Bts WEBTOON Save Me and I love it so much. I swear I hadn't read it before writing this fic, but I'm quaking cuz I based this off of my theory about Bts' Lore and it's surprisingly similar (to me at least cuz I didn't tell anyone my theories) IF YOU HAVENT READ THE WEBTOON I HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT BTW so yeah lmao now back to our regularly (not) scheduled program:

*July 16th*
-2:11pm-

"See? We told you it would be okay." Jin grinned at (Y/n) and he smiled, not wanting them to know what had happened.
The words kept haunting him, making him question himself.
Jimin noticed the difference, subtly, but he wasn't entirely sure what it meant, and so he decided not to bring it up for fear of being wrong.

"You guys were right." (Y/n) said, smiling at them, he knew he was good at acting okay when he needed to, and his acting soon dispelled Jimin's concerns.

"I was so nervous at first, I knew nothing would happen but I was still so anxious about what could happen!" Jhope said, beaming at him and rubbing his shoulder. (Y/n) smiled back hesitantly at him. He kept debating internally if he should tell them what had happened, let them know how he felt, or if he should keep it to himself. Images of himself through someone else's eye flashed behind his eyes, he saw himself as weak, small, and easily forgettable. Disliking it, he was sure that was how the members could see him, and he felt himself go beet red, feeling humiliated. No way could he tell them without feeling ashamed of himself.

"I was so surprised by how many people were excited to meet me. One of them was even happy to be the first of my fans to have an autograph." (Y/n) said, telling them something positive so they would forget about the possibility of anything negative.

They chattered with each other, the mood for (Y/n) was lightening more and more, just happy for the fun, easy going idle chatter that distracted him, from his sadness.

"(Y/n), are you sure you're okay?" Hoseok insisted in the middle of dinner. Startled, (Y/n) coughed violently and Jimin had to slap his back for him, for a moment, there was a pause, before they all laughed, the others had tensed, ready to pounce and help if they needed to.
(Y/n) cleared his throat, making sure he was fine.
"Yep! I'm okay, you guys can relax." (Y/n) flashed them a grin, and it did little to ease their on edge aura.
(Y/n) analyzed them. He had been feeling generally at ease for the entire time he had been with them, but he had been noticing when they acted weirdly, as if his entire being hung on a thread, or they would walk on some hardcore eggshells.
(Y/n) couldn't help but feel as if he was weak, but he ignored it, wanting to ask them outright instead.
The others were as silent as him, trying to figure out what was happening.
(Y/n) hesitated, glancing nervously around, and sighed, his eyes focused on the sunset outside, unable to make eye contact, his fear of confrontation looming over him like a giant.

"Why do you guys act like that?"
"...Like what?" Replied Jin. He, RM, Jimin and Tae grew nervous and immediately started trying to figure out inside their heads what they should say.
"You guys are just so...tense sometimes. Like you're expecting a catastrophe at any minute." (Y/n) clarified, looking back at them, making eye contact with them all nervously.
Yoongi sighed, and pulled (Y/n) into a hug, resting his head on top of (Y/n)'s.
"Its sort of hard to explain it, to be honest."

Jungkook and Hoseok felt a little jealous but obviously didn't say anything. Jimin was glued to Taehyung's side, and Tae blurred out with a small gasp,
"Wait! Are we telling him?" He asked and RM sighed.
"Well, NOW we are." He muttered.
(Y/n) didn't know what to feel, and he hugged Yoongi back.
"It's gonna be confusing," Jin said patiently.
"Try me." (Y/n) said, and Jungkook chuckled.
"Okay, we will."