My baby's fit like a daydream
Walking with his head down
I'm the one he's walking to
So call it what you want
~Call It What You Want, Taylor Swift

Third Person POV

"Will you be my boyfriend?"

"W-what?"

"My boyfriend. Will you be my boyfriend?" She looked at him doubtfully, afraid that he might just say no.

It definitely took Yuta a few seconds to process everything she just said. The fact that she was slowly warming up and that she was indeed ready to give him a second chance made him feel elated.

Yuta didn't say anything, he just walked closer to her and gently pulled her into a hug, holding her close enough. He was afraid that she'll slip away from him again, afraid that he'll lose her again, he just wanted to make the most of every moment he has with her.

"I'll be your anything, your chauffeur, your driver, your cook, you just have to ask me and I'll be there for you Kim Nara. Just don't leave me, I can't afford letting you go again." He whispered.

Hearing those words, Nara could feel that he was determined to make things right, desperate to always have her close to himself, restless to give away his everything to her. She returned his hug back as she tightly clutched on to his shirt. Inhaling his scent, she realised how much she missed him.

No matter how hard she tried but that one corner of her mind and heart were always focused on Yuta, "Thank you." She whispered into his chest.

"I'm sorry. Sorry for everything Nara. We've lost so much just because I made the wrong choice, I am responsible for our baby's death, I'm to be blamed for everything you went through." He muttered, his voice cracking up a little, his tears finally escaping his eyes, "I am a really bad person Nara, I can never make up for my mistakes." He said.

"Shh." She whispered as she soothingly rubbed his back to calm him down, "We'll be fine now. We will start again, you and I." She assured.

"Will you forgive me?"

"I will forgive you."

They both stood there like that for a while, Yuta let out all his bottled emotions. All the grudge that he held against himself were coming out as tears now. They both were the only people who had seen the worst of themselves.

Nara slowly pulled away from the hug and looked at Yuta. His face was hung low and tear stains were visible on his cheeks, "Hey, it's okay." Nara said softly as she wiped his tears away, "I'm here now." She continued.

"Just stay with me."

"I will, always."

"Come on, let's get to bed, it's pretty late." He said regaining his composure, "I have to take you to the doctor tomorrow." He informed Nara.

"Why doctor?"

"Tomorrow is your appointment with the counsellor."

"I don't want to go." She argued back as she followed Yuta in and out of the room.

Yuta just chuckled at her and handed her the medicines and a glass of water, "Doyoung won't take that for an answer." He answered, gaining back a frown from her.

"Nara, talking it out with a doctor will help." He tried convincing her to visit the psychologist. Although she had started warming up but he still felt like she needed someone more experienced to talk it out with, "Please. She might be of some help Nara." He tried again, hoping she would agree.

Nara sighed in defeat for she knew he won't stop persuading until she says 'yes', "Okay, I'll visit her but if I feel like I don't require her, I won't go for the next sitting." She said.

"Okay fine. Now princess, go and sleep." He said and gently pushed her to their room and made sure she was tucked in completely.

"You won't be sleeping?" Nara asked Yuta when she saw him taking his laptop and going outside the room.

He walked back to her, fixed her blanket, pushed her hair behind her ear and left a small kiss on her forehead, "Not yet princess. I have some work to do." He said.

"But it's late."

"I have to go through some documents, you should go to sleep, I'll be here soon." He smiled while Nara just nodded and slept off.

Yuta had partially lied to her. He did have work but it wasn't that much to stay up at night, it was sleep that kept him up at night. Ever since the day he saw Nara in her room with the bottle of sleeping pills and at the hospital on the verge of death, nightmares had become his daily visitor.

Flashes of Nara leaving him forever or those scenes at the bathroom when they restlessly had to rush her to the hospital would haunt him the whole night causing him to receive a bare amount of sleep. But he kept telling himself that he deserved it, everyone has to pay for everything he always justified.

Yuta could never even think that the girl whom he wanted to get back at would turn to be someone so important to him. The Yuta from six months back would laugh and mock the Yuta from now but how times have changed now.

"I almost lost her." He muttered to himself as he examined the glass he held so delicately, "What were you thinking Yuta. You fucked up so badly." He continued talking to the glass whilst gulping down the toxic glass of whiskey, hoping that it would get him some sleep.

After two more pegs of his drink and 45 minutes of self depreciation, the booze kicked in a little as he decided to get some rest. It was anyways 3 in the morning, the most he could get was a solid five hour sleep.

Yawning, he pushed himself out of his seat and made way to his room. Upon entering he saw how peaceful Nara looked in her sleep, her eye bags weren't that visible now and she was slowly regaining her strength.

"Thank you for coming back into my life." He whispered and slowly slipped into the sheets beside Nara, making sure that she wasn't disturbed. Oh how happy was Yuta, to finally have her beside him, to finally have someone to occupy the cold empty air that always lurked around with him and turn it into a soothing summer breeze.

As usual he woke up early and a wave of peace took over him when he saw Nara's sleeping figure there. Strand of her black hair laying on her small pale face which shined even brighter because of the sunlight coming from the tiny gap in the curtains, the audible sound of her soft breathing. Yuta could wake up to it everyday and still not get tired of it.

"Am I pretty enough to catch your attention so intriguingly?" Nara asked, her eyes were still closed but a playful smirk lingered on her lips.

Yuta chuckled at her, "Since when have you been awake?" He asked.

"Just when you woke up."

"What do you want for breakfast?" He asked getting off the bed as he fixed his side of the bed.

"Will you cook?"

"If that's what you want then sure I will princess." He walked to her side and kissed her forehead, "I'll be in the kitchen." He said and went towards the door

But before leaving the room he turned back and smiled at the girl whom he now adored so much, "I love you." Saying that, he left the room without giving her a chance to reply.

"I will love you too."

sorry for the delay, again!
but this chp is cute so it should make up i guess?
main point of this chp was to basically show that even men can fall weak and have it hard so like people shouldn't judge them, rather be beside them or just listen to them.