i think the way you feel before you sneeze isn't unlike the way you feel before you lash out
it builds in this inevitable way, you know there's nothing you can do it stop it
at its climax, it's quick and intense and sprays everywhere if you don't have an elbow for protection, like a habitual coping mechanism
this all occurs before the abrupt end, when the germy, irritating feelings are finally dispelled
and afterwards, you're left with a hollow space

sorry it's been so long !! i haven't written much so i ended up ditching again </3 i wrote this like five minutes ago so if you don't like it blame it on me not having edited lmao. anyways, i hope y'all are feeling good, and have a nice day <3