Sam

This past week has been absolutely insane for me. I've talked to Ty almost every day, for hours, and I still can't get enough of him. I still wasn't sure what this meant, was I gay? I mean, I had to be in order to want to be with him, right?

I didn't know and I wasn't going to question it. As long as I was happy, right? That's all that matters and Ty made me so damn happy.

It's so crazy to think that only a few weeks ago I hated him, well, not hate, but when I saw him he annoyed the fuck out of me. He didn't even have to open his mouth and I would get riled up and want to say something to degrade him.

Now? I want nothing more than to be with him, to hold him, to tell him that I'm starting to feel something I've never felt before. I've had girlfriends and girls I even liked, but this doesn't even compare to that. I think if anything I only dated them to fit in with my friends and to look good.

Those pit lizards were nothing but faceless girls sucking my dick and to get it wet. I didn't care about anyone the way I was suddenly caring for Ty.

It scared me, no lie, I didn't know what to expect. I don't even know how to go about this. Do I ask him out on a date? Does he even like me like that? Or is he just lusting after me? Is that what I'm doing to him?

No. That can't be it, because I'm not just craving to have sex with him.

I find myself in the middle of the night wishing I could reach over and pull him close to me. To hold onto him tightly and hoped he would keep all the bad stuff out of my mind when I get lost in my thoughts.

I wanted Ty to be my person who I went to when I wasn't myself or I had a bad day. I needed him in a way that I've never felt before and I just hoped he did, too.

This was new for both of us and I didn't want to screw this up even though deep down I had a feeling I was going to.

What was going to happen if we got into it during a race? I cause him to wreck and his car is totaled and mine isn't? Then what? Is he going to walk to talk to me or yell at me? I don't think I could handle that. Just even thinking about it has my heart seizing up and my lungs constricting.

Ty: Plane is about to take off. I can't wait to see you.

Sam: I'll be seeing you in less than 2 hours.

Ty: Don't miss me too much

Sam: Too late for that

Ty: ❤️❤️

Sam: ❤️

I was leaning up against the rental car here at the Daytona airport when I first saw him. Ty had his hat on backwards with his bag over his shoulder. He kept looking around for me and I couldn't help but just stare at him.

Seeing him made my heart so happy. I've never felt so giddy in my life over one person, let alone someone would deem my enemy.

Ty was anything but, he was my boy and tonight, I decided I wanted to make it official.

"Yo pretty boy!" I yelled and instantly Ty smiled brightly over to where I was and even from here I could see him roll his eyes.

"You need a new nickname for me."

"Nah, you're my pretty boy, Ty, and that's never going to change." Blush tinted Ty's cheeks as he stood right in front of me. I really wanted to reach out and pull him into me but with us not out and us being in public, I wasn't sure if I could. However, Ty had other plans. He grabbed the front of my shirt, stood on his toes and quickly kissed my lips.

"I've missed you, and I really hope that was okay?" I laughed and pulled him back to me, cupping Ty's face and kissed him back, lingering for just a moment longer.

"More than okay."

"Fuck, Sam, I've missed you so much."

"Let's get out of here." Ty gave me one more kiss before I got into the Tahoe and headed to our hotel room.

The door was barely locked behind us before Ty was on me. His hands went to my waist, pushing up my shirt and I let him toss my hat and the shirt to the floor. Ty's hot mouth was on mine, demanding and controlling as he kissed me.

My feet walked us backwards until we hit a bed and I fell back on top of it and brought Ty with me. He straddled my hips and I groaned when I felt his hardness brush against mine. Ty tore off his shirt and then bent down to give me another passionate kiss.

I rolled us over so I was now hovering over him, looking into his blue eyes. It was now or never and I couldn't wait anymore. I swallowed, nervous and yet excited.

"Ty, be mine, officially. I want to be your boyfriend, that is, if you'll have me."