I admire her so much. She's talented since born. Knowing what to do with her life.

When you're genius, life become easier. You can have choices.

I don't. I used to think I have. But the world say otherwise. I don't even fight back. My will never fight back. I messed up everything I touch even it doesn't seem so. I wish I never met him. I wish I never known how to fight. I wish I never let the evil snake come to my mind. I want to be back. I want to be pure again.

Some people pay their payment to get what they want. She did too. But why I always feel it was always easy to her. It was all about fight over other people. Not like fight over your limits and disappoints over and over.

I'm envy with her. And love her as the same time. Such a toxic love.

Be safe. Be happy. I hope someday I will find out my way just like you. And I could have a simple genius happiness, like you. Before everything was too late.

I almost gave up everything. My dreams. My passions. My happiness. My greediness. Just hoping someday it would payback something. Something make me sane, safe and sound.

I'll be fine. After all, if I still alive. I'll be fine.