⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

THERE WILL VIOLENCE IN THIS FANFICTION AND A BIT OF BLOOD. NO CHARACTER DEATH BUT THERE WILL BE VIOLENCE. EVERYTHING THAT I WROTE IN THIS FANFIC IS FICTIONAL. NONE OF THESE ARE TRUE SO I PLEASE DON'T TAKE ANY OF THESE SERIOUSLY

IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THIS KIND OF STUFF I SUGGEST YOU TO NOT READ THIS FANFIC ANYWAY

BUT I PROMISE YOU A HAPPY ENDING

🖤 Enjoy 🖤

" Something short and easy to remember. Like your favorite color? Favorite food? Favorite animal? "

" Oh.. I know! Bunnies! "

" Yes! They are fluffy! Cute! And precious! "

" Hahahaha that reminds me of you. "

" Hahaha really? Hehe. "

" Yup. Then, your safe word.. "

" Bunnies! "

" Bunnies! "

Hyunjin could feel Minho quickly but gently undo his blindfold and handcuffs, throwing them aside. Hyunjin was staring blankly at nothing as tears rolled down his cheeks. Minho pulled him into a hug because that's what usually make Hyunjin calm down. Minho caress his hair, running his fingers through Hyunjin's soft black locks as his other hand patted Hyunjin's back. The younger could only rest his head on Minho's shoulder.

" Good job. " Minho whispered before planting a kiss on Hyunjin's forehead.

The next morning, Hyunjin was sitting at the kitchen table, waiting for Minho who was making him his favorite cereal. Minho approached the table with a bowl of Hyunjin's cereal and a glass of coffee. He placed it both down to the table, pushing the cereal to Hyunjin. Hyunjin picked up the spoon and started eating. He was feeling a bit nervous after what happened last night. While on the other hand, Minho was smiling sweetly as he watched Hyunjin eat. The younger boy collected his courage.

" S-Sorry... We stopped halfway again yesterday.. " He said. His voice was quiet, unlike the loud person he usually is. He becomes like this when he is nervous.

But Minho wasn't mad.
" It's okay. " He said as he reached out to hold Hyunjin's left hand.

" I told you not to push yourself. That's why we made a safe word for you. " Minho said as he intertwined their fingers. Minho's small actions like this never fail to make Hyunjin's heart flutter. It makes him feel so loved and safe. He know Minho will always protect him.

Hyunjin loved BDSM.
He really did.
Before meeting Minho and started dating him, of course he was in relationships as well.

But when did it all become like this?

It was because of his last partner. His last partner was not nice at all. Or at least he thought he was. When they started dating, his dom used to be so sweet and protect him. Hyunjin loved him so much. One day, Hyunjin came over to his house and Hyunjin couldn't leave ever since. His partner was very violent to him. He didn't let Hyunjin out of his house. Locking him inside of his room when he is out. Always make him wear blindfold and handcuffs, only takes them off when he got something for Hyunjin to do. Like cooking for him, cleaning the house, stuffs like that.

Sometimes his partner came home from work being stressed, that is when Hyunjin know he will need to endure the pain that his dom will be giving him. He always vent it on Hyunjin by hitting him, slapping him, hurting him in anyway. And if he comes home being drunk then it'll be a long night for Hyunjin because he will be using Hyunjin's body all he want. It was a nightmare.

Hyunjin rarely talked. He only talk when his dom told him to.

And the day arrived, when his dom made a mistake and forgot to lock the door because he was late for work. Hyunjin took the opportunity to ran out of the house and asked for help. It was hard for him to even run because his body was very weak. His dom barely fed him. He was very desperate for help but people seemed to ignore him. That was when he met Minho. He couldn't even talk properly that day, but Minho helped him. At the end, Minho called the cops.

The crazy psycho was caught by the police and Hyunjin was safe. The police was about to put him into the asylum because Hyunjin used to live alone before the psycho kidnap him but Minho asked if it's okay for Hyunjin to just stay in his house instead, because it's not like Hyunjin was crazy, he knew Hyunjin wasn't, just a bit... traumatized.

Just like that, Hyunjin and Minho started living together. It took a while for Hyunjin to got used to living like a normal human being again, but Minho truly helped him. Starting from eating, talking, and trusting people. They started to be close and Hyunjin finally can smile once again. Then, Hyunjin fell for Minho, even though he found out about Minho also into BDSM. His feeling brushed off every thought he got in mind. Hyunjin too, admitted that he was suppose to like BDSM but the guy before made him sick.

After a while, Minho too fell for Hyunjin and as the bold person he is, he directly asked Hyunjin out which of course he accepted.

The first time when they were about to have sex, Minho got Hyunjin blindfolded and handcuffs. It was just a light BDSM but Hyunjin was surprised of how frightening it felt. They stopped halfway and Minho needed to calm Hyunjin down by hugging him because he was crying so hard. Minho then told him that maybe they both should just give up BDSM because Hyunjin can't seems to take it. But Hyunjin refused, he said he wanted to overcome his trauma.

No matter how many time Minho tried convincing him, Hyunjin still want to do it, so Minho gave in. But Minho wanted Hyunjin to promise him something. It was : Not to push himself too hard and use his safe word when he need to. That's how they made their safe word.

It would actually be a surprise for Hyunjin to say this but until now, they had never gone all the way. Yet. They stops halfway. The farthest they could get was Minho jerking off Hyunjin. Hyunjin was actually afraid if Minho will one day be bored and find another partner. That's why he was eager to overcome his trauma as soon as possible.

" Though... I'm still thinking about quitting.. " Minho suddenly brought up.

" No." Hyunjin answered in reflex.
" I told you i want to do this. " Hyunjin added and Minho let out a deep sigh.

" Still. This is dangerous for your own health. Your mental health. I don't want to do anything that can hurt you. I can't stand seeing you cry. " Minho said his hand never leaving Hyunjin's, his thumb caressing the back of his hand.

" Things need process! And i am progressing right? I know we can go all the way soon. I can feel it! " Hyunjin said that with full spirit and Minho couldn't help but chuckled. Hearing Minho's chuckle calmed Hyunjin down.

That evening, Hyunjin texted one of his close friend on KKT

Hyunjin glared at his phone. Minki likes teasing him. Though, Hyunjin knew he's just joking around. And it is not like he was going far or anything. In fact, Minki cheers him up a lot when he feels down. Beside, Hyunjin sometimes teases him too for having a good look but was still single. But Hyunjin was pretty sure he's just very picky because he could really get anybody he want with the look he got.

But to Hyunjin, Minho is still the most beautiful. Nobody can ever compare Minho's perfection.

Even his best friend convinced him to give up a few times already. He wasn't mad or anything though because he know why Minki was like that. Both Minho and Minki are just worried of him. But Hyunjin wanted to show them that he really can overcome his trauma. His eyes curiously started at Minho's wardrobe, there was where he keeps his handcuffs and blindfold. He walked towards it and open them. He grabbed the handcuff. He thought about it again and the thought of him getting afraid by it was pretty weird for him.

He placed that aside and grabbed the blindfold. He stared at it. It wasn't even scary to look at. How can he even get scared by it. He shrugged and tried putting it on and as soon as the blindfold cover his eyes, the image from the past passed his mind. He quickly pulled it away and placed it back. Sighing in defeat he closed the wardrobe. They are not scary to look at but still scary to use. This really won't be easy.

Then he walked towards the door, about to opened to door to leave but then he accidentally heard Minho talking. He pressed his ear to the door, trying his best to hear. Sounded like he was talking to someone, must be someone over the phone.

" Good. Nothing much. What's up."

" ... Why do you ask? "

" Well. Not yet. "

" Why do you even care? You know this is actually my problem. "

" I know. He just need some more time. He's trying his best okay? "

" What? Do you think this whole thing is a joke? "

" No. Enough. This is going to be the last time you ask me about that. "

Then Minho stopped talking, Hyunjin guessed he hung up. Hyunjin could tell that they were taking about him. Who else could it be? Hyunjin guessed that it was that one annoying person that they once met. Minho's friend. Hyunjin wondered how could he even survive being around such a person. He bluntly asked about Hyunjin and Minho's life and told Minho to find another partner while waiting for him to recover.

Of course Minho refused, but it still made Hyunjin felt bad and a bit anxious. Minho is not the type to cheat but Hyunjin was afraid that he will be tired and lose his feeling for Hyunjin or something like that. What Minho's friend said, even if it was just a joke, it truly hurt Hyunjin's pride.

He sat on the floor for a little while being lost in his own thought. He didn't even realize when Minho walked into the room.

" What are you doing on the floor? "

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It was around 9 at night when they were laying lazily on the bed together. Minho got his arm around Hyunjin as the younger lean onto Minho. The elder was scrolling through his twitter as Hyunjin just watch. Then Minho checked on the selca he tweeted this morning. Minho wasn't a very famous person on twitter but his selca was actually getting a lot of attention.

" Look. I'm gonna be a Twitter famous soon. " Minho said while showing Hyunjin his tweet. Hyunjin doesn't use Twitter, but he does know how it works. Hyunjin scoffed.

" You looks handsome there. That's why. " Hyunjin said and Minho slightly pinch on his cheek.

" What do you mean~? I'm always handsome. " Minho said with a confident tone and Hyunjin chuckled, he couldn't help it. What Minho said was right, he is always so handsome and breathtaking.

Because Minho was curious, he scrolled through the reply. There was many reply of people complimenting him and some others are keyboard smash. Both of them enjoyed reading the reply until they saw one of the reply was a video of someone jerking themselves off. Hyunjin was surprised to see that while Minho just scroll away reading the other reply. It's as if it happened a lot.

Hyunjin then saw other lewd comments. Some of them were sending their body pics. Some of them were boys, some of them were girls. It is scary how Minho can just DM them and ask them to be his partner and who in the world would deny him. Hyunjin started to overthink again. He really couldn't help it. Especially when he didn't really know anything about Minho's life on Twitter.

His brought his left hand to hold Minho's right hand that was wrapping his body. Minho didn't seems like he was bothered at all. Then, he kissed Minho on the cheek. This time, he got Minho's attention. Minho looked at him and smiled.

" What's wrong? " He asked. Hyunjin only looked at him for a while, he was close to tears but he fought it by pulling Minho by wrapping his arms around Minho's neck and pulling him down into a kiss. Hyunjin heart fluttered when he felt Minho kissed back.

They started making out but Hyunjin's head was full of wanting to overcome his fear. Didn't want to lose Minho. Afraid to lose him. Minho placed his phone aside and gently pushed him down to the bed. Minho looked at him deep in the eyes. For some reason Hyunjin felt his heart throb. There was something about the look in his eyes, but he couldn't understand what it was.

Even though Hyunjin didn't voice it out, Minho knew what Hyunjin want.

" Are you sure? " Minho asked and Hyunjin didn't even think twice before nodding eagerly. Minho leaned down to kiss him one more time. Hyunjin won't regret it. He wanted this. He will do anything to make Minho stay.

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Minho stopped once his length was all the way inside of Hyunjin. He groaned at feeling. Even though he took his time to stretch him but he was still so tight. Hyunjin was panting hard so Minho stopped to let him breathe. Blindfold and handcuffs was back on Hyunjin, lying on his back as his mouth hung open, tongue sticking out. So pretty for Minho. He was blushing, he felt so full and it was nice. He never felt like this before but at the same time he couldn't push off the past thought off his head. He was feeling so confused. He wanted to cry but he shouldn't. It felt too much. All the mixture feeling was too much for him.

He opened his mouth, ready to choke out his safe word but he bit his bottom lip. He didn't want to give up and start over again.

He tried his best to control his breathing and Minho started moving slowly, which Hyunjin know Minho thought he calmed down. Hyunjin could feel Minho's length going in and out him, it's been so long since the last time he felt like this. Hyunjin started moaning desperately. He could hear Minho's moaning as well.

He really did fight away the thought but it will never leave his head. It's like a nightmare that happen every night. He could hear his voice lingering in his head and he felt like he was ready to throw up. That was when Minho pushed in him at an angel which brushed against his prostate. He screamed and arched his body up.

Then, Minho started to thrust faster into Hyunjin, turning him into a moaning mess. Hyunjin didn't know what to do with his hands that was still cuffed. But touched Hyunjin hand which Hyunjin quickly grabbed desperately. Hyunjin threw his head backward when he felt Minho's cock brushed his prostate again. With that, all thought inside Hyunjin's head was pushed aside. He could only focus on the sweet pleasure that Minho was giving him.

Minho leaned down to give Hyunjin kiss. It was sloppy but Hyunjin could careless. He cried but this time not because of the fear, but it was because of the pleasure he's getting. It was overwhelming. Minho started to moan louder, Hyunjin knew he was close.

" Please.. Cum inside.. " Hyunjin begged and that exactly what Minho did. Cumming deep inside Hyunjin. Hyunjin shuddered and came as well. His thought was totally full with only pleasure and nothing Minho. Both of them panted heavily. Hyunjin did it. He didn't use the safe word but when he thought that he maybe succeeded, when he thought he overcome everything, that was when his breathing started to shake, same goes to his hands.

He suddenly panicked and was about to say his safe word but Minho took off the blindfold and handcuffs off. Minho lied beside him and hugged him without even saying anything. Hyunjin smiled. He did it. He did this all for Minho and he was happy that he could make it. Maybe this time he did overcome his fear.

Both Minho and Hyunjin was too tired to even do anything so they both fell asleep like that. Hugging each other.

" Hyunjin? Hyunjin i love you. You know that right? Let's go home. I promise i'll treat you better. "

" Hyunjin? Can you hear me? It's me. "

" You little brat, someone need to teach you a lesson.... "

" Hyunjin! You heard me?! Come back here you little piece of shit! "

" COME BACK HERE BITCH! YOU'RE MINE! YOU BELONG TO ME! YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE! "

Hyunjin shot his eyes open to see the ceiling of his room. His and Minho's room. He was shaking and sweating. He lifted his body up to look around the room. It was just a dream. He inhaled and exhaled deeply, attempting to calm himself. Slowly, his breathing was back to normal but then tears started streaming down his face. It really won't be as easy as he thought it will be. No matter how hard he try, everything still seemed pointless.

🐰🐰🐰/TBC