what if the moment something clicks inside dazai (because they're in battle, and etc etc shit happened and he realizes how many fucking things he'd leave behind if he fucking dies) and he suddenly has this life-changing train of thoughts that would tell him to live on even if it's difficult, because there's a lot more fun to life than what he thought, he dies? like, the moment he sheds a tear or something and thanks odasaku for his A++ guidance counselor skills, he gets stabbed by some OP ability, punctured all throughout his body, letting him live long enough after that so he can regret more and more and MORE shit?

don't look at me like that, this is literally the third, "what if after this someone dies" kinda thing i wrote within the last 30 minutes. also, this one is inspired by what i've been told numerous times about regretting having a death wish.