Why do people bully it hurts too much I am crying right now but people don't know. When I'm at school I smile all the time unless I'm focused. I can fake a laugh. I can fake a smile but inside I'm hurting. Hurting so much I cry myself to sleep. My friends try so hard to make me happy and they succeed in school but at night when nobody's awake I cry and cry. people make fun of me for the things I love about myself and then I don't love it anymore I hate it. I cant be myself. People want to stand up for themselves but they cant. Its harder than it looks. If anyone else does this please comment I'm not trying to get comments I actually want to know. Just because I cant make myself happy doesn't mean I cant help others be happy. I like to cry too a song called cool kids. Because I do wish I could be like the cool kids. I want to fit in to be happy to love life. Until now nobody had a crush on me but suddenly a few guys in my grade or one year younger have a crush on me. But I know they don't like like me. Anyway sorry for it being do sad to day but I got to go BYE!