Hey guys/gals I ugh decided to tell you about what has been happening recently. I will start off by saying I have seen other girls judging me. I felt ugly after that. They were all staring at me in discussed. That was kinda bad but this was way worse. So remember how I told you in some of the chapters I had celiac disease. Well I have not been feeling well lately and I'm scared. If I did eat wheat I could die. That's not how I want to go out. I would rather be raped and killed. Sorry if that is a touchy subject but it's true. I know I could be over reacting but it's scary. People don't understand how bad it is or even how scary it is. Knowing you are dying on the inside. One little crum of bread or anything with wheat and I have the possibility of dieing. People say can't you take the pill for it. No I can't I have the disease it won't work. It mentally hurts to. Especially when someone offers you something you can't have. I smile and pretend I'm happy and fine about it. But really I'm not. I just don't want people to feel that bad. I don't think it's ok for people to feel bad for them. I don't even know why I am writing this. I just feel I need to let people know. Even if there is complete strangers reading this. They should probably know.

Anyway that's all so Bye!