I'm so scared.... school starts tomorrow... I'm literally gonna die... I don't wanna fail again..... I mean, it's all my fault anyway... maybe all the things they say are true. Maybe all the pokes at my stomach are just because I am fat. I may be the lazy student my teacher calls me... this year I'm gonna look like such an idiot I'm gonna prover her own point. It's not like she likes me anyway... I just wanna find someone who understands... who knows what it like to be bullied every single day.... if you're out there... I need to know your there......

I need to know I'm not the only one who's suffering behind every single fake smile. Behind every chuckle the tears that stream. Behind the laugh serving as a mask to my suffering.... please say something....

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Please say something tell me you're out there....

Please

I don't know what I'm gonna do...

Especially with my these new.... skinnier.... prettier...... more controlled girls coming in.... I know she's gonna say something... I'm gonna yell if she does.

Please someone help me....

I just don't know what to do...

I'm feeling so small
Like I don't know anything

I just keep stumbling...

I don't know how to love at all...

Please say something... if I can help you... maybe God will send me some help.... i don't know...

For now I'll just have to leave everyone I love...

Being different is hard.. but being who they want is harder...

I'm giving up on life... if I didn't promise you flutterdash701 I'd be losing a lot of blood....

Thank you flutters for holding back from making bad decisions...

Thank you TwilightGalaxies for making me happy...

Thank you LogicallyLulu for inspiring me...

Thank you catlisafish2015 for being a cool friend

I'm gonna try not to die now....