Being blue: bughead
No one wants you when you have no heart
I always thought there would be one person for me, and that we were made for each other. We were both misfits, just in different ways, and always judged wrongly.
In school, their eyes would avert and whispers rang through the halls like the loud shrill of the bell. Always something bad about us, how his dad was an ex convict or Polly got knocked up or how our familes were so, so broken. But it never mattered, because I had you.
It had hurt so much, before. I would hide in the toilet for ages and cry, trying to push all these dark thoughts that raged inside me down, as if I could drown them in the sink.
You would find solace putting your thoughts into words, and sometimes staying in the small classroom for hours, cooped up with all your emotions. But we were both okay.
Then one time, shit hit the ceiling. They pasted posters everywhere. You're a freak, and a bitch. It was the day after I had gotten revenge, after them. After all, they started it first.
After that, the world came crumbling down. Things were worse than before, but since when were they actually ever okay?
Then you came. Why had I never noticed you before? Or maybe that was what made it so special, how we were perfect strangers, and now- my soulmate.
When Veronica called me out in front of everyone, and the tears streaked my face and the ringing in my ears never felt so, so loud until now. But you didn't take any shit from anyone. That was what made you so beautiful. How you stood up, took my hand and told people what they never want to hear.
And how I loved you for it.
Then you told me, in the small little booth at Pop's, and it felt like the night was never going to die, with just the two of us and the buzzing neon sign.
One milkshake, one water, that was our orders. You was on a hunger strike, for something you was so passionate about. So I snuck a fry into your bag when you didn't notice. Because no one, even you, could be that strong.
We all needed someone, and for me, it was you.
We found each other in our worst moments, and you were the best thing that ever happened to me.
Jughead.
Now I didn't need anyone anymore, just you.
Being blue is better than being over it
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A/n:
Hello! Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed it!
Feel free to send in your requests, I'm open to anything even if it's not Bughead. As long as no smut, please!
The so flipping amazing song by Panic at the Disco with lyrics (first and last lines of story) go and listen! Been two years and now I relistened and it's still so good! Beautiful songs never die >_<
Byeee!
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