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Chapter 46

Betty was sat at the small wooden desk, in front of her window, looking out as the rain fell against the glass. After leaving jugheads office, she grabbed some paper and a pen and sat down to write her letters. She thought she knew what she wanted to write down, she had a million thoughts and feelings about her family and her past that she has been itching to say but now that she's sat, willing to let them thoughts free, her mind went blank. Sighing, she put her head in her hands and took a deep breath, Finally letting her head go back to dark time she'd been running away from all this time...

A couple of hours later, Betty was still sat at her desk, at a loss and had tears falling down her face, falling onto her still empty page. Knowing she wasn't getting anywhere, she stood up and left her room. She walked back to jugheads office. "Come in" she heard jug say when she knocked. She slowly opened the door and jughead smiled when he saw her, though his expression changed when he saw her red eyes and tears. "Betts? Are you okay?" He asked, standing up from his desk and walking over to her, holding her hands and looking her over, trying to find what was wrong. "I...I can't do it jug" she cried. "Do what baby?" He asked, leading her over to the couch and sitting them down, placing a hand on her back. "Write! I can't write my letters!" She stressed, throwing her hands up. "Why not?" He pressed, rubbing his hand up and down her back. "I don't know, I thought I could do it and then I sat down and I... I couldn't write any of the words in my head" she sniffed, wiping her eyes. "And then the longer I sat there, the more I thought back to when my life fell apart and now my stomach is in knots with anxiety and Dread and I can't turn my mind off!" She explained, her breathing speeding up. Jughead looked over at her with concern before turning her chin to him and kissing her softly. "Take some deep breaths betts" he said softly, and waiting until she did. "This was never going to be easy" he told her. "I know how difficult this must be for you, to take yourself back to the lowest points but I truly believe this will help you" he said and Betty nodded. "I know, I just don't know how to do it" she said and let out a shaky sigh. "How about we go and get a hot chocolate and let you take a breather, chill down for a moment and then I'll come with you back to your room and we can see how you feel then?" He suggested, wiping away the remainder of the tears on her face. "Okay, yeah that sounds like a good idea" she agreed, and before they could stand up, betty wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tight. "I love you" she whispered against his chest. "I love you too" jug smiled.

"Okay betts, are you ready?" Jug asked as they sat in the food hall, both just finished a hot chocolate. "Yeah, yeah I think I am" she said with a small smile. "That's my girl" he grinned and Betty blushed, accepting the hand he held out for her and let him lead her back to her room. When they got into her room, jughead guided Betty to sit back at her desk and stood behind her. "I'm going to go and sit on your bed okay?" He started. "I'll be right there if you need me" he added and kissed the top of her head. "Okay" she said and watched as he settled on her bed , grabbing one of her books and started to read. Betty took a moment to watch him, before she turned back to her paper and started to write. Suddenly she was able to write, it came quite easy but after a while, and the more she delved back into the past the more she was struggling. She started to pull on her hair and but her head in her hands, frustrated. "Hey baby, you okay over there?" She heard jug say and she looked over at him and he was already looking at her, the book in his lap. Betty just nodded her head. "Are you sure?" He pressed and Betty sighed. "I...it's hard reliving it" she sighed. "I know baby, I know" he said, standing next to her and placing his hands on her shoulders, rubbing gently. "Sorry I know this is probably really Annoying for you" she apologised but jughead silenced her with a kiss. "It's not. And neither are you" he said sternly. "I love you and I'm here to support you" he said and Betty nodded. "I love you too" she said. "You ready to continue?" He asked and she nodded.

A while later, Betty put down her pen and looked down at the letters. She'd finally done it. She stood up and walked over to her bed, sitting down in jugheads lap. "Are you done?" He asked, stroking a piece of hair from her face. "Yeah" she whispered, laying her head on his chest and taking a few moments just breath in his scent and let his presence calm her. "Will you read them?" She asked, pulling away and looking at him; he nodded. "Of course, I'll read them later" he smiled. "Thank you" she said, and settled back against him. Jughead wrapped his arms around her and held her as they sat in comfortable silence. "How do you feel baby? Now you've wrote the letters?" He asked, pulling Betty back so he could look at her. Betty was silent for a moment, before answering. "Lighter...I feel lighter".

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