"Steve, I swear if you get killed or anyone else hurt..." I said and he faked a smile. He walked over and kissed my head.

"I'm so sorry but I did this so you'd both be safe."

"I know." I mumbled and looked at Stark. "Time to go, Steve and Bucky, you can go now." He said and detached my bed from the wall and strolled me out of the hospital.

I stayed quiet and ignored Stark. I already miss Bucky and I know he's going to be pissed with Steve. I really just want to talk to him.

"Don't be upset Kyla, I mean there are worse ways to be held prisoner. You'll have your old room, all the technology in the world..." I looked out the window of his jet

"All of that except.... my friends."

"I am your friend, and there are worse ways to be held captive."

"Anyways... how long until I can kick your ass?" I asked and he laughed. Natasha walked out from the front of the plane. "You're in on this to?"

"How are you feeling? You look horrible." She said and handed me a cup of water. "I was shot, the base we were at was compromised."

"Glad you made it out. So, how is everyone? I miss them..." She asked and I missed her, it's just I wish this wasn't happening under these circumstances

"Steve and Bucky have grown close. Everyone is okay. We all miss you."

"That's good to hear, now you look very tired maybe you should just get some rest."

I nodded and closed my eyes. I instantly fell asleep but dreamt about Bucky and Steve, I didn't know how their relationship would turn out after Steve just betrayed Bucky and I.

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Bucky's Point of View:

"Bucky, say something." Steve begged and I wanted to punch him in the face. "You're an asshole for doing this." I mumbled and he looked so hurt.

"It was for both of your safety, be mad all you want but both of you are safe and that's all I want."

"We could've come up with something else, now when are we going to see her next? A few days, weeks, years?!" I yelled and Steve stood up.

"I have lost you twice! That's twice to many! I'm trying to save you the pain of losing Kyla. You're just to selfish to see that right now." I was very shocked with how he snapped at me and I felt a little guilty.

People started to look at us but Steve kept yelling. "I know I did the right thing because everyone is safe, I'm not losing anyone on my watch. You wouldn't understand that"

Wanda gasped and Steve walked out. "Are you okay man?" Sam asked and I just wanted to leave this horrible place. "Yeah." I said and followed Steve outside to a white van.

Clint was standing there and he opened the van to see one of our new recruits

I completely ignored them and was just thinking about Kyla. She is safe, and getting the care she needs, which is the most important thing right now so I need to try and live with it.

Everyone was talking and I was just separating myself. I didn't fit in, they are all super heroes, I'm an assassin, a murderer. I don't do good.

I felt like the odd one out and watched as they al got to know each other. Everyone started getting inside the van so I took that as my qué to get inside as well.

I sat in the way back with Scott, the newbie. "I have heard of everyone here but you, why is that?" He asked.

"I was Cap's friend in the 40's, everyone thought I died but I was brainwashed over and over and turned into an assassin. So yeah, that doesn't really sound like a friendly headline for the newspaper. Not to many people even know I still exist."

"I like you..." He smiled and I rolled my eyes. "You know Kyla? Where is she?" He asked and I smirked. "Why don't you ask the great Captain America?" I said sarcastically and I heard Steve scoff from the front.

"She is so badass will I get to meet her?"

"Yeah, but I don't know when. Hopefully soon..."

"Soooo, anyways. Your arm is pretty cool." "Thanks." I mumbled. Personally, I hated it. I wish I could have it removed but that's way to complicated. But if somehow it was blown off, I'd keep it off and retire for good.

"Anyone hungry?" Steve asked.

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All I want is to go home. I wish I never was found by them. I want peace and quiet. We were all running from the law and Kyla is gone.

And Steve is upset with me and I feel so alone and left out I hate it.

Why'd this all have to happen to me? All I can think is what did I do to deserve this?

Why did I have to fall off that train. I tried to be the hero and look where it got me. Maybe if I wasn't such a screw up, none of us would be in this situation