"Isn't sex ED fun?" Jimin smirks. "Oh please I hate it! People there are so immature." Jin says rolling his eyes.

"I like it." Jimin says wiggling his eyebrows. "See this is have we know you're a virgin." I tell Jimin.

"You're virgin too." He says smacking me. "Yeah, but unlike you I don't go around making it obvious."

"Let's go or we will be late to lunch." Jin says pulling Jimin and I along. "Why're you such a mom?" Jimin asks.

"I'm just trying to eat. I don't care about your wellbeing." Jin says. But then he immediately adds, "Im just kidding!"

"Can you believe we're officially eight graders? After that is high school!" Jimin says excitedly. "I've heard high school is hell." I say.

Jin gives me a look, "Watch your language." I shrug, "Sorry mom." He gives me another warning look, "I'm serious! You're like twelve calm down."

"I'm almost thirteen." I add. "Whatever that's still young." He says. "You're lucky. You got to skip grades."

"It's not my fault I'm intelligent." I say giving him a smirk. "The good thing is that we're on the same grade. Please don't skip anymore grades."

"I won't." I say as we get to the cafeteria. We get in line and get our lunch food which Jin loves.

After we sit on our usual spot Jin starts eating like crazy. I then see Kim Taehyung walk in the cafeteria.

Hoseok is with him like usual. They're laughing at something and I stare at him as he laughs. It always fascinates me.

"When are you going to talk to him?" Jimin asks. "What?" I ask turning to him. "Yeah when are you going to talk to him? All you ever do is stare."

"You do realize he's scared of me, right? Because I'm gay." 

"Hoseok is gay and he's not scared of him."

"Hoseok in not gay."

"He's bisexual." Jin corrects Jimin.

"What?"

"Yeah he said it himself." Jin says.

"Exactly and Taehyung still talks to him. I mean talk to him. I don't like him, but you've seriously been hung on him for like almost three years." Jimin says.

"I can't! I'm still embarrassed of what happened that day."

My face gets hot even thinking about it. "You were ten. That was ages ago." Jimin says confident and Jin nods in agreement.

"That was literally two years ago. When I see him in the hallways I want to bury a hole and stick my head in there. I want the whole earth to swallow me whole so I don't go through the humiliation of remembering what happened."

"You're exaggerating. It wasn't that bad." Jin says wiping his mouth with a napkin. "I tried to kiss him. That's so embarrassing."

"What do you even see in him? I mean he's okay." Jimin says unitersted. "He's more than okay. He's so beautiful. He's just ... perfect. In every way."

"He's pretty cute." Jin says staring at Taehyung. "Yeah he is, but his attitude isn't!" Jimin says rolling his eyes.

"True." Jin agrees. "I think he's perfect either way. He can ignore me and treat me wrong that doesn't change how I feel about him."

"Ahh Kookie. You're too much." Jimin says shaking his head. "Terrible I know." I say sighing.

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I walk into the locker rooms and head straight to the bathroom. I would change with the rest of the boys, but I have gym class with Taehyung.

If I change in the same room I know it would make him uncomfortable. I don't want to make him uncomfortable.

After I lock myself in the bathroom I start taking off my shirt. Then I hear his voice. Of course I recognize it in a matter of seconds.

"Yes!" He exclaims excitedly. I peek through the bathroom hole and see him with Hoseok and other three dudes.

"How was it?" Hoseok asks with a smirk.

Taehyung licks his lips and throws his head back. "Absolutely amazing." He sighs.

"With who?" Another dude asks. Taehyung raises his eyebrows and grins, "Who do you think? The curvy baby with huge boobs."

"No way! Ahn Hye - Jin?" Hoseok asks with astonishment. "Yeah! She was great. I think we're going to hookup again."

"Dude! Taehyung fucked Ahn Hye - Jin!" A random dude starts screaming. The whole locker room starts freaking out.

"What a way to loose your virginity." Hoseok says in admiration. I feel a pang in my chest when I hear this.

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I'm walking down the hall and I spot Ahn Hye - Jin. She's wearing a skirt and a revealing shirt like usual.

The way she walks makes her hips move perfectly. Even though she's only an eighth grader her body seems like an eighteen year olds body.

It's any guys dreams.

Including Taehyung.

I glance at myself and feel deep disappointment. No matter how hard I try I will never be what Taehyung wants.

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6/1/11

heartbroken.