"Is this your boyfriend?" My mom bluntly asks as she walks in the living room. "He's cute! Is this the guy you've been obsessing about? I can tell why. Not trying to be a pedophile, but you're hot!"

"Mom!" I say embarrassed.

"What? He is a handsome lad." She winks at Taehyung causing my face to explode in hotness.

"Why thank you ma'am." Taehyung replies with a grin.

"Would you like something to eat?"

"No thank you. I'm good right now."

"Great. Well I'm going to go shower. Your dad will get here soon, Kookie."

She goes up the stairs and I turn to Taehyung with a blushed face. "I'm sorry about my mom. She can be a bit blunt sometimes."

"Now I see where you get your bluntness from." He laughs.

"Oh hush." I say smacking him lightly. "No joke, but you could honestly break me."

"I'm not that strong."

"I see you lighting heavy ass weighs during gym. Don't lie to me."

"So you actually noticed huh?"

"I notice everything."

"I see that now."

He reaches in his pocket and pops out a piece of gum. "So," he begins putting his arm around me.

It feels so surreal.

Having Taehyung beside me with his arm around me in my house. It's so magical it makes sparks run all through my body.

"So what?" I ask admiring his beautiful face up close.

"I have to talk to you about something."

My chest starts tightening. Here's what I've been dreading, hearing those words coming out of his lips.

He must've noticed my pained expression because he quickly pulls me in closer. "Are you about to end things with me?" I whisper.

"What? No. Well..."

"Well?" I choke out.

"I don't want things to end, but I don't know if you still want to be with me after I tell you."

"Okay. Oh no. I'm sure you realized you don't like me no more and that you're actually into girls and that this was all a phase. It's okay I'll be okay there's no need to apologize. I mean I understand, how can a guy like you like someone like me? I'm nothing compared to what you deserve. Hell, you deserve everything and I am nothing so I completely understand. I - I understand perfectly."

"What the fuck, Jungkook? No. That's not what I want to tell you."

"Oh. Okay. Good." I breathe relieved. He sighs kissing my head. "Stop being so damn insecure. You're perfect."

"Perfect?" I squeal with a pink blush. "Yes."
"T-thanks." I reply with a small smile. "You are too." I add fidgeting with my nails.

He smiles back kissing my cheek. It makes me tingly.

"So what do you want to tell me?"

His smile slowly fades. "Have you thought what you want to do in the future? Like career wise?"

"Not really. I'm not sure yet. I kind of want to be an artist. I like to draw and paint I think I'm pretty good at it. I also like to sing and dance, but I don't think I'd make it in the music industry."

"I think you could make it. You'd be a hot celebrity."

"Why thank you. You'd be a hot celebrity too. Let's form a group and debut. I think we'd make it if you're in it."

"Okay let's do it."

"But that's not what you wanted to talk to me about, right?"

"Right. Uh, have you applied for college? I'm sure you have."

"I have. I've been accepted to two. They're not universities though. I think I might attend one that's near here. It's not, but a forty five minute drives so it's not bad."

"Oh that's good." He says with a smile. "Yeah. How about you?"

"Yeah this is where it gets sad."

"Sad?"

"So I applied to my dream school and ... and I got accepted."

"That's sad? I think that's super great!"

"It is, but the thing is my dream school is thousands of miles away."

"What?"

"I'll have to move there this fall if I plan to attend."

"Oh."

My heart literally falls to my stomach and my throat starts forming a knot making it hard for me to swallow. "I don't know what I should do. I don't want to move away from my family, friends, or you."

"I think you should do it. It's your dream school." I say through the knot in my throat.

"I don't want to hurt you. I've hurt you so much. I don't want to cause you anymore pain."

"It's okay. I can't be so selfish to stop you from perusing your dreams. I'll wait for you. I'll be here when you come back. I want you to accomplish all your dreams."

He presses his lips on mine giving me a big kiss. "Thank you. Thank you so much for understanding. You have no idea how much this means to me."

He kisses me again and pulls me in for a hug pressing my head against his chest. I nod my head my tears about to spill from my eyes.

I blink several times trying to stop them from spilling. But having him so close with his hands around me hugging me so tightly makes it impossible.

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he thought the blossoms were precious
but i think he's more precious

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17/5/15

i just want to hold your hand in mine forever and never let go