"Jungkook!"

I immediately sit up startled. "Yes ma'am?" Mrs. Eve gives me a glare though her glasses. "Sleeping in my class again huh?"

"No ma'am."

"I just saw you closing your eyes."

"I was thinking ma'am."

"Thinking of the poem you're going to read in front of the class, right?"

"Umm."

"To the podium." She points. The whole class is now looking at me. Got dang it. I slowly get up and feel everyone's glare on me.

What poem am I suppose to say? I'm not even good at poetry. I don't even have a poem to read.

"Go on." She says. I clear my throat and just as I'm about to say a load of bullshit there's a knock on the door.

"Mrs. Eve." A man says. "Could you watch over two students for me? I'm going over a test they still haven't taken."

"Sure thing."

The man opens the door wide and of course one of the damn students is Kim Taehyung.
He notices me up in the podium and now I feel completely and utterly intimidated.

"On the front row." Mrs. Eve says. Taehyung and the other boy take a seat right in front of me.

His eyes are on me. Like usual, he's giving me a blank stare and I'm unable to read his emotions. Unlike me I'm clear as glass so right now I'm pretty sure he can see my frightened intimidated face.

"Okay. So now continue, Jungkook." Mrs. Eve says. My knees start feeling weak and I want the earth to swallow me whole.

"I ... uh..."

"Go on. I'm sure it's impressive."

I swallow nervously and clear my throat again. My face feels on fire. "Okay. I ... I ... well this poem is inspired by-"

Taehyung and I lock eyes. "Uhh- its inspired from this book I read. It's a poem about-" we don't break eye contact and it's only making my heart beat faster.

"It's about love."

I stay silent for a while just staring at him. I'm not sure if people around us have started to notice so I speak up again.

"Prohibited love I should say."

"Interesting go on."

"The poem is called love me."

There's heavy silence for a few more seconds. Finally, I get the courage to speak again, my eyes still on Taehyung.

"Oh, sweet boy, I've been wanting to tell you this for a while now.
You know, I've liked you for a while now.
Sorry, for my bluntness I hope you don't mind, but can you love me?
I promise to keep quiet,
I promise you discretion.
I'm capable of acting indifferent if your name is mentioned.
I promise to keep quiet,
I promise you discretion.
Can you just love me?
I will wait patiently for you, just tell me at the end of the wait I'll get a kiss from you.
I promise to not ask for too much,
I promise to keep quiet,
I promise you discretion,
I'll understand.
Can you just love me?"

At the end of my speech my heart is beating so loud I can hear it in my ears. I look away from Taehyung otherwise my heart will beat right out of my chest. My hands are shaking nervously.

Mrs. Eve claps her hands surprised. "Wow! That was great, Jungkook. I didn't know you wrote poetry."

"Me either." I mumble under my breath.

"You can have a seat now."

I start walking to my desk feeling his gaze on me. Throughout, the rest of the class I don't dare to look up.

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My phone buzzes and I pick it up staring at the screen confused. It's from an unknown number.

First of all it's weird that someone texts me. I only text Jiminie and Jin. Other than that I text no one as sad as that sounds.

Unknown number:
was that about me?

Jungkook:
uh?
who's this?
Jimin i swear if this is another prank text i will shove my foot down your throat
try me bitch

Unknown number:
damn ...
good thing im not jimin

Jungkook:
?!!
then who dis?!

Unknown number:

guess

Jungkook:
KIM TAEHYUNG

Unknown number:
woah you can tell thats me from that?
creepy

Jungkook:
IM YOUR BIGGEST FAN OF COURSE I KNOW

Unknown number:
of course you are

Jungkook:
is this really you?
i hope it's not a prank

Unknown number:
it's not

Jungkook:
prove it

Unknown number:
we made out two days ago outside your porch in the rain while your parents were at work

Jungkook:
haisikssnshzjsjmsx
holy fucking shit
okay it's you /.\

Unknown number:
yeah
so was it about me? the poem

Jungkook:
who else would it be about?
everything is about you

Unknown number:
do you feel that way?

Jungkook:
yes
i know you don't love me
you just feel attraction towards me and that's not enough for you to show it in front of people

Unknown number:
oh Kookie

Jungkook:
it's been seven years since you've called me that

Unknown number:
you have a good memory

Jungkook:
impossible to forget

Unknown number:
do you regret meeting me

Jungkook:
why regret something so beautiful?

Unknown number:
i only break your heart

Jungkook:
in the most beautiful ways

Unknown number:
you're something Jungkook

Jungkook:
what can i say? im a masochist

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6/4/15

you're broken glass
but i still touched you.