"Kookie are you sure you're going to be okay?" Jimin asks for the millionth time.

"Mhmmm." I groan under the blankets. "If you don't feel okay then I won't go." He says. "No. You go on I'm okay. I'll leave when I'm not sleepy." I mumble with my eyes closed.

"You know you're free to stay as long as you want. My parents adore you."

"I'll be fine Jiminie. Go to the movies with Yoongi."

"Are you super duper sure though? Because last night when you came over you seemed really upset. If you don't want me to leave I won't. Just say the word."

"Jimin I'm okay. Go on before I punch you on the face."

"Okay. Okay. Fine." He jumps on top of me and messily kisses my forehead. "Gross." I mumble. "Love you. Take care! My mom left some food for you downstairs. Remember my parents are at work okay?"

"Yes I know."

"Okay. Bye see you later!"

He gets off me and rushes out of his room and down the stairs. I sigh and turn the other way attempting to fall back asleep.

Unfortunately, I can't. It's not like I should be sleeping anyways. It's about to be one o'clock. My eyes feel heavy since I didn't get much sleep last night.

After the whole Taehyung think happened I went to Jimins house. Not sure why, but I did. I told my parents I was having a sleepover with him and they said it was fine. I waited for him to get home and until he did I cried for a while.

I'm tired of crying.

After I make Jimins bed I go downstairs and heat up the food his mom left behind. Im eating the food when my phone lights up.

@kimtaehyungV posted a picture!

blurry, blurry, blurry like my life 🍇
(i actually took this several nights ago oh well)

Jungggkookie: my life's blurry as well

I exit out of Instagram after I comment and continue eating.

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"Look I brought you cake!" Jin chirps handing me a big slice of chocolate cake.

"I hate chocolate by the way." Taehyungs words come to mind.

"Thank you. Did you bake last night?"

He nods his head as he buckles up. "How're you feeling?" He asks as Jimin rushes out of Jin's house.

"I'm okay."

"Don't lie to me."

"Okay. I feel like shit."

Jin frowns. "I'm going to stab Taehyung in the throat."

"We can do it together." Jimin says as he gets in the back seat.

"That might make me feel better."

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"You left without saying bye the other day. How rude."

I close my locker door and spot Baekhyun leaning against the locker beside me. "I'm sorry ... I had to leave early."

"It's okay. I'm just kidding." He pulls out my shirt and sandals from his book bag. "You left these."

"Wow. Thank you."

"Yeah. So this Friday my friends and I are going to the movies. Would you like to come along?"

"Hmm." I mumble.

"They're nice I promise! It's just going to be a couple of them. You don't have to come if you don't want to."

"Okay. I - I can go."

"Great! That's great! What's your next period?"

"I have art."

"Isn't that for freshies?"

"Well I'm taking Art IV which is for seniors."

"Oh that's right. I forgot you skipped grades. So you're going to graduate at the age of 17. That's dope."

"Th-thanks."

Baekhyun compliments me so much. It makes me feel quite special. "My next period is gym." He says with a small smile.

"That's good."

"Hey do you have an Instagram?"

I nod my head and he pulls out his phone. "Nice. Can I follow you?" He hands me his phone and I type in my username.

"I just made one like last week. I only have like ten followers. Lame I know."

I hand him back his phone and quickly log into my Instagram to accept his request and follow him back.

"Woah. You have eight hundred followers."

"That's not a lot compared to some people." I say thinking of Taehyungs followers. Which consist of over 5,000 followers.

It keeps growing everyday too. Because who wouldn't follow him? He's a precious human and his pictures are blessings.

"Can you do a shout out so people can follow me? You don't have to if you don't want to."

"No I can do it.

He grins big. "Great! I'll send you a picture. Thank you Jungkookie!"

He waves and walks away. I smile to myself. No one has ever been so nice to me before. As I look up I spot Taehyung who's across the hall.

He gives me an evil glare and walks to a classroom.

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I stare and stare at the picture Baekhyun sent me. The similarities with Taehyung are crazy. It plays tricks on my mind.

I stop staring at the picture and log into Instagram. It's an old picture from him because his hair is brown now.

The brown hair doesn't help with the lookalike thing.

@jungggkookie posted a picture!

go follow @baebaeee he's pretty cool 😊🤙

After posting it I exit out and delete the picture from my photo album. The picture is too much.

Just seconds after posting it I get a notification. @kimtaehyungV liked your post. Taehyung never likes my pictures. Ever.

But he liked this one.

Odd.

Jiminie🍬 added Jinjin🐻 and Kookie🍪 to a group chat!

Jiminie🍬:
Sent a screenshot!

go follow @baebaeee he's pretty cool 😊🤙

EXCUSSSMIIII
WHAT IS THIS
SOSKMSSMKSOSKSKSKS

Jinjin🍪:
WHYRE YOU GIVING HIM A SHOUTOUT KOOKIE ? IS SOMETHING GOING  ON THAT WE DONT KNOW OFF

Jiminie🍬:
WE SAW YOU TALK TO HIM TODAY YOU BETTER TELL US BOI

Jinjin🐻:
SPILL THE BEANS PRETTY FACE

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6/3/15

but who could ever love me? im a mess.