A part of me is saying I did wrong to come to Chanmis party. I know Taehyung is here somewhere because he never misses a party.

The only reason I even showed up was to see him in the first place. 

"I don't want to see Hoseok." Jimin says covering his face as we walk through the crowd. "It's okay you can get with Min Yoongi."

I pull Jimin behind who is still hiding his face. "Kim TAEHYUNG!" I scream and Jimin uncovers his face.

"Oh my gosh let's go." I say excitedly, grabbing his hand and and running to the stairs. "What are you doing?"

"We have to follow him."

I grab Jimins arm and he turns to look at Jin who is with Namjoon.

"But Jin-"

"Jin is with Namjoon. Let's go."

I pull Jimin along as I rush up the stairs with him. "Kookie I don't think we should be up here. What if Chanmi gets mad?"

"Chanmi won't find out."

When we're up the stairs I stop and turn to look at Jimin. There's no sign of Taehyung anywhere.

"Stay here okay. Wait for me." I tell Jimin as I walk away. I walk down the hall of rooms trying to find him.

Then, I hear his voice. "Irene! Seriously?" He huffs angrily. His voice is deeper than usual. I peek at the room that he's in.

He's with Irene of course. People say they're dating and others just say they're friends with benefits. Either way there's something between them.

"I'm done with you." Irene replies trying to walk by. Taehyung grabs her arm and almost spills the cup he's holding on his other hand.

"That's a really stupid reason to be done." He says as she pulls away harshly. "Really? That's a stupid reason? You haven't touched me in weeks! It's probably because you found another girl to fuck. I'm not stupid okay."

"Irene there's no other girl!"

"Whatever. I'm done with you." She starts walking towards the door and I hide in another room before she sees me.

After she's down the hall I walk out of the room. Taehyung is still standing where he was. He's facing the wall and gulping down whatever is in the cup - which I'm guessing it's alcohol.

"Are you okay?" I whisper. Taehyung throws his empty cup on the floor and turns around to face me.

He's standing inches away from me. Five foot nine, messy hair, plumped rosy lips, no expression on his face whatsoever and at this moment I know I love him more than anything in this world.

"Did she break up with you?" I whisper stepping closer to him. He still says nothing just stares at me blankly.

"Taehyung-"

"Leave me alone!" He screams furiously. I flinch and step back feeling my throat tightening.

"I'm - I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I repeat ashamed that I've made him angry. He turns his face and looks at the wall again.

I stand still with my heart in my throat. "I'm sorry Taehyung. I - I didn't mean to make you upset. I'm so sorry. I'm so, so, sorry." I plead.

He looks at me and then walks out of the room.  My heart sinks a bit more, but I follow him out the room.

He walks into another room and trips over a broken lamp. "Dammit!" He says in pain. I quickly rush in the room to help him off the floor.

"I can do it by myself." He replies annoyed. "I'm just trying to help you." I say softly as I see him on the ground.

"I don't need your help." Taehyung says, but I pick him up either way. He's not heavy at all. In fact he's pretty light.

"Oh you scratched your knee." I say staring at his bloody knee. "Stupid lamp." He huffs.

"Sit down."

"No."

"Come on so I can clean it."

"No."

"It'll get infected."

"I don't care. Leave me alone. Why're you even following me?"

"Because I wanted to say hey."

"Why?"

"Simply because. Now let me clean it. I have some tissues."

I pull out tissues from my pocket and he looks at me confused. I carry them just in case because Jimin is pretty emotional. With Hoseok at the party tonight I didn't know if I would need them for Jimin.

"Why do you have tissues in your pocket? That's weird."

"I don't know." I reply shrugging because the explanation might weird him out even more.

Taehyung sits down on the bed and I kneel down in front of him. "Oh no. You have a piece of glass stuck there. I'm going to pull it out, it's going to hurt a bit okay?"

"Ouch!"

"I'm sorry Taehyung."

"How did you know where I was?" He asks randomly. His words are clear, but I can tell he's a bit tipsy.

"Instinct I guess." I reply with a small shrug.

I wipe the blood from his knee with a tissue. He winces and I try to do it as gently as I can. I don't want to hurt him. "I don't have any band aids. I can go find some though."

"I'm good."

He grabs a tissue from my hands and presses it on his knee to stop the bleeding.

"You look pretty Taehyung." I bluntly say.

He looks at him and furrows his eyebrows. "I'm not gay."

"You're still pretty."

He looks down at his lap and then gets up. He looks flustered and I suddenly regret saying that comment.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." I mumble both worried and embarrassed.

He stares at me and I nervously bite my lip. What he says next is something I never thought I would hear.

"You're pretty too."

My eyes widen and my mouth goes dry. It feels like the breath has been knocked out of me. "What?"

"You're pretty."

"T-thank you."

He walks away and I stands there smiling like an idiot. Kim Taehyung said I was pretty. He said I was pretty!

I jump up squealing like a little girl and at this point I don't care who hears me. I'm ecstatic. I've got a burst of joy in the center of my chest that makes my stomach feel butterflies.

It's pure joy.

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11/2/15

intoxicated with feelings.