Secrets
Type: Smut, angst, fluff
Requested by: @btslover89
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He pulled you under his arm. You lightly push him away and he looks down at you, his eyes were hidden behind a pair of sun glasses. "What?" He asks, his voice a bit muffled from the face mask covering his mouth. "Do you want to get seen? This'll start a BTS war." You explain. You just hear him laughing and he continues to walk.

The honest thing, you never thought you'd date an idol. Let alone, someone from the well known boy band, Bangtan. You can't quite remember how it all happened, it was much like a dream. Everything scrambled so quickly you didn't know the difference dream and reality. Also, dating on the low was very hard since everyone knew Namjoon. Even that, he wasn't so easy to hide with his tall and obviously noticeable figure.

You quickly follow him, and hold onto the sleeve of his sweater. He laughs again. "I can't hold onto you, but you can hold onto me?" He asks. Your bottom lip sticks out in a pout. "You walk too fast." You say. "Excuses, excuses." He says under his breath.

The truth was, if things weren't this way, you were more than happy to be all touchy touchy with Namjoon in public. But things weren't so simple, fans would rip you apart. You never really got the point of fans being so over protective, or you didn't want to get death threats. When you were in this situation, you wanted none of that. Why was it so hard for you to just be with your man in peace? Because social media and fans can never let idols be happy.

You hoped that one day, people would grow up and let idols have their own love life without having to worry about all the bad out comes.

At the moment, you hold onto his arm. Your brain was scrambled eggs, and you couldn't make up your mind on whether or not to just be affectionate with Namjoon in public. You two finally get to the bangtan dorm and you hold onto his hand tightly. "You know I love you, right?" You ask him as you two walk down the hall. He chuckles, taking off his face mask and glasses. Stuffing them in the front pocket of his coat.

"I know baby.. you just worry about the media and fans." He says. You nod quickly, your eyes tear up. He frowns and looks down at you. "Don't cry." He whispers. "I just hate that I'm too scared to be with you in public." You whimper as tears run down your cheeks. He clicks his tongue and slowly shakes his head. "Don't cry baby. It's nothing to worry about." He whispers, wiping your tears. "Let's go inside?" He asks, you nod.

He opens the door to the dorm and you two walk inside. "Huh.. seems like the members haven't arrived." He says closing the door behind both of you. You turn to him, pressing against his body. He stared down at you. "I wish I can kiss you in public." You whisper. He leans in and kisses your lips.

"I wish we can hold each other in public, without having to worry about anything." You say. He wraps his arms around you, kissing your cheek slowly. Your eyes shut, enjoying his feather like touch. Your hands pulling off his coat. He stops kissing your face and kicks off his shoes. You pull off your coat and kick off your shoes as well. He grabs your hand and leads you to the room. "What if the members find us?" You asked worried.

He smiles. "Don't worry babe. They won't." He whispers. He closes the door to his room that he shares with one of the other members. He slowly leads you to the bed. "If they do?" You ask. "Stop worrying." He whispers again, laying you on the bed. Soon he was drowning you with his thick lips and a sweet kiss. His hands strip off your clothes, followed by his own. Skin to skin.

"Y/n..." He groans as he thrusted into you at a slow pace. Your breath was heavy, you weren't the loud type. Especially since you know that if you two got founded out, it would be a mess. His slim fingers had found their way to your core as his hips stayed the same pace. This certain touch made you squirm underneath and whine, struggling to catch your breath.

The knot tightening in your stomach.

Just then you hear a door unlock. "N-Namjoon." You whisper, stumbling with your words. "Huh?" He bites at your ear. "Hyung? Are you home?" A young boys voice is heard. You smack your hand over your mouth as a moan is about to leave your lips. Namjoon's hips stop, and he looks down at you in shock. "Is Namjoon here with someone?" Someone with a deep voice asks.

At this moment, you couldn't point out their voices. You knew everyone, but you were in a serious situation. He slowly pulls out of you and pulls one of the blankets over you. He bends down and picks up his boxers. The bedroom door swings open. All the other members standing there in confusion. Namjoon pulls a piece of the blanket over his still hardened member.

All eyes fall on you. "Hi y/n." They all wave. Your face was redder than ever. "Get out!" Namjoon screams. Their eyes widen more than they already were, and they scurry out of the room. The door was closed and it was you two again. "I told you Namjoon." You whisper sitting up. "They won't say anything." He reassures you as he pulls on his boxers, his erection still very noticeable. "That's not healthy." You whisper. "I'll just finish myself off." He says.

You get up and walk over to the door, locking it and walking back over to him. You push him back and sit on top of him. "We'll just be quiet." You whisper, earning that dimpled smile from him.

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Hey! yo! update!

Hi! I'm trying to keep them short. If you like that I have a story line, let me know. I've read other well known smut books and they're mostly short.

But if you like my way, let me know :) I just don't want to bore anyone.

I hope you enjoyed your request! Thank you for requesting!!

♡~ AUTHOR-NIM